Why Again??
Chapter 1
In sleep a tear slipped from taehyung's eyes, when taehyung opened his eyes he can't comprehend where he was but after some moment he realized its his not room, but he can't remember how he got here ...but shouldn't he be dead, he remembered clearly that...
Taehyung
*flinch* did my family save me...?
Taehyung
- why.. would they do that, after all I.. I deserved ..to die
A sound of notification came through the room. as taehyung looked around. he didn't seem to hurry but was rather calm...too calm
〔Ren mei :- bro, are you really going to give that ps5 to wen jiang? I will give you double money, please give it to me (cry)〕
Taehyung
Ren ..mei? *horse voice*
After discussing with his parents wen zhou entered the VIP ward in which taehyang was, upon entering he saw his little brother who always had a cheeky smile on his face is now staring at the window in daze
wen zhou had never seen his brother like that, he was slightly but shocked. he noticed that the charm his brothers eyes had ,is now lost. Now they held bottomless darkness.
he calmly walked towards the bed taking a seat beside xiao feng
Taehyang had long known of soomeone entering the ward but his mind refused to pay attention to that person he was still dazed.his brain was a mess, some things are clear but some are blurry. when he felt the bed beside him dip a little he knew the person is sitting beside him
Wen zhou
taetae *in a soft voice*
Wen zhou
again, no response
taehyang pulled the blanket over his head, covering himself whole. he doesn't want to face anyone or talk to them even if he did there was no way they will get any answer
wen zhou being rejected, knew that his brother has been through something, something that impacted him. he wanted to know what had happened so he quietly left the ward
wen zhou pulled his phone out and called someone
Wen zhou
i want you to check what happened during tae's farewell trip
Wen zhou
after making the call he again turned towards the ward door with a conflicted mind, should he enter or not. he wanted to go in see his brother's smile talk to him but that was all lost, now seeing the state gis brother in better give him sometime
taehyang still could not comprehend what was going on, where is he, why is he in the hospital, taetae name sounds familiar but he can't remember what was it
Taehyung
maybe it's a dream
Taehyung
(why did he think that?..)
Taehyung
(why don't want anything why do i feel like i despise... living.)
Taehyung
i want... peace..
Taehyung
i don't want to live.. again....?
footsteps ,calm ,calculated , cautious stepped inside the the ward. wen zhou can finally saa his brother now that he is asleep. he wanted to talk , ask him why, why did he committe suîcîde
Chapter 2
two days and he is still in the hospital. taehyang had ignored anybody who walked in this ward. everyone tried to talk to him , comfort him or even doctors. he still can't remember most of his life
if he tries to remember his head hurts so badly that now he doesn't even want to remember. but it's familiar. how? he doesn't know
when taehyang was contemplating , he heard familiar footsteps. the footsteps approached the ward. the door opened. the difference was this time taehyang stared at the face that appeared before him
Chu yufeng
hn... you are awake i thought you would be sleeping
Taehyung
*staring at him intensely with shock*
chu yufeng saw taehyang staring at him he couldn't help but say teasingly
Chu yufeng
what! ..now to you don't even remember me *pouts*
Chu yufeng
i heard from your brother that you are not talking to anyone
he said as he handed a bouquet of hyacinth flower in taehyung's hand. taehyung looked at the various colour hyacinth gathered in one bouquet making it captivating and they were his favourite
taehyang shifted his focus to the hyacinth that lay in his hands, he had a neutral look on his face as he admired them oddly calming shifting his mind from overthinking
yufeng knowing the state taehyang is in sat calmly on the chair beside bed consoling him like a child
Chu yufeng
taehyang i don't know why you toke that step, i won't force you to say, nor would i ask
Chu yufeng
but remember we are friends since childhood and your family also treasured from the moment you were born
Chu yufeng
we won't do you any harm,we are just worried about you so don't hesitate to tell us if want to talk. we will always support you and be with you
he rubbed his head like calming a child
his phone which was in his other hand buzzed and we both glanced at it
Chu yufeng
i will leave now ..rest properly *he said in a coaxing voice and left the ward*
taehyang fist clenched the bouqued and sheets underneath the blanket. a tear slipped through taehyang's eyes as he looked at the door from which yufeng left
his head was buzzing, it was hurting, making him dizzy. but that's not important but the memories that came with it. his grip tightened on the sheets as he realized something he was back in time, 30 years ago when he first tried to committe suîcîde but failed
his eyes which were now dyed in the shade of read shifted to the hyacinth bouquet,the tears now slipped uncontrollably as they landed on the bouquet
he tilted his head slightly, feeling the small petals of flower on his cheeks, his tears now stopped, eyes red , if someone looked at this beauty in this state they might forgot what they were doing by seeing the depth of misery in them
after unknown time he lifted his head picking the flowers that were in the bouquet apart. then he emptied the tissue box that were on the bedside table filling it with petals instead
taehyang knew that loving lucas was the biggest sin he committed in his life unknowingly, what can he do let it be the love or the lover, they would suffer instead of letting it go. it's a curse that if it attaches himself with something, would not leave even when you hate it
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