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Am I to Hard to Love~

chapter number 1~

It was a peaceful morning. The streets were already coming to life as children and teenagers rushed out of their houses, backpacks slung over their shoulders. Some complained about having to wake up so early, while others laughed with their friends as they waited for the school bus. Parents kissed their children goodbye before driving them to school or watching them disappear down the street. Inside the houses, omegas moved around the kitchen, making breakfast and packing lunch boxes for their children and alphas. The smell of fresh coffee and warm toast filled the air. In some homes, the alphas simply sat at the table waiting for breakfast. In others, they helped without being asked—setting the table, washing dishes, or stealing a quick kiss before leaving for work. It was just another ordinary morning. Calm. Peaceful. The kind of morning that made it impossible to believe how quickly everything could fall apart.
While the rest of the world carried on with their peaceful morning, one person sat quietly on a broken bed. He looked no older than fifteen. Too young to carry the weight in his eyes. An orphan. No parents to cook him breakfast. No siblings to annoy him. No family waiting for him downstairs. Just silence. The only people in the mansion were the servants, and to them, he was nothing more than someone they were paid to look after.
Beep beeep
He jolted awake at the shrill sound of his alarm. Panic was written all over his face as he hurriedly reached for it, his breathing uneven. One glance at the time was enough to make his heart race.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
“Shit… I’m late!” he muttered, scrambling out of bed. “Mrs. Jeon is definitely going to kill me if she finds out I’m late again.”
“Ugh…” he groaned under his breath before rushing to get ready. He quickly slipped into his plain maid uniform, fixed his messy hair, and hurried downstairs. Joining the line of the other omegas, he quietly entered the mansion with his head lowered. Without wasting another second, he made his way to the kitchen and immediately started helping with the morning preparations.
The Jeon Mansion stood like a silent monster at the top of the hill, its black stone walls towering over everything beneath it. Massive iron gates, decorated with intricate carvings of wolves and serpents, guarded the estate. Beyond them lay a long driveway lined with ancient trees that blocked out most of the sunlight, giving the place an eerie, intimidating atmosphere. The mansion itself was a masterpiece of wealth and power. Marble floors reflected the glow of crystal chandeliers, while dark oak walls, expensive paintings, and towering bookshelves gave every room a cold elegance. Every corner whispered authority. Every servant walked carefully, afraid to make the slightest mistake. This wasn’t just the home of a wealthy family—it belonged to one of the most feared mafia bloodlines in the country. The head of the family was an Enigma, a man whose name alone was enough to silence an entire room. Beside him stood his husband, a Dominant Alpha whose calm smile hid a ruthless nature. Together, they ruled both their empire and their household with absolute control. Their children were known as elite heirs, born into privilege, power, and expectations. Among them was one young male omega—the only omega child in the family. Unlike the others, he was protected, watched constantly, and treated as something precious… or perhaps something to be possessed. In the Jeon Mansion, love was never spoken aloud. Loyalty was demanded. Fear was respected. And weakness… was never forgiven.
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Jeon mansion~
As far as Taehyung could remember, the Jeon family was the only family he had ever known. He had been only five years old when they found him. Cold. Hungry. Alone. He didn’t remember his parents or where he had come from. All he remembered was wandering the streets with an empty stomach, begging strangers for spare change just to survive another day. One rainy afternoon, while he was desperately asking passersby for money, a black luxury car stopped in front of him. The rear window slowly rolled down. A man in an expensive black suit looked at the trembling little boy with quiet eyes. It was Jeon Namjoon. Instead of ignoring him like everyone else, Namjoon stepped out of the car, knelt to taehyung level and gently asked.
Kim namjoon(E)
Kim namjoon(E)
“What’s your name, little one?”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung didn’t answer. He was too scared.
Kim namjoon(E)
Kim namjoon(E)
Namjoon simply held out his hand. “Come with me. You don’t have to beg anymore.”
That single moment changed Taehyung’s life forever. Since then, the Jeon family had given him a roof over his head, food on the table, and a place to belong—even if, deep down, he always knew he wasn’t truly one of them.
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chapter number 2~

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Taehyung’s POV Jeon Namjoon gave me a roof over my head. He gave me food when I had nothing. More importantly… he gave me an identity.
Before him, people never called me by a name. To them, I was just that bastard, the slut’s son, the filthy orphan. Those words followed me everywhere.
But he looked at me and said,
Kim namjoon(E)
Kim namjoon(E)
“Your name is Kim Taehyung.”
For the first time in my life… I had a name. I thought I had finally found a family. Maybe I did. At least… that’s what I wanted to believe. The Jeons became my world, but I was never theirs. To Mr. Jeon, I wasn’t his son. I wasn’t even family. I was just another orphan he had taken in out of kindness. A beggar he had given shelter to. I owed him everything. And maybe… that was all I would ever be.
Namjoon loves his husband more than anything. When they got married, he even took his husband’s surname instead of keeping his own.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Romantic, isn’t it?
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to be loved that deeply. To have someone choose you without hesitation.
Then I laugh at myself.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
What a stupid thought. Fate has never been that generous to me
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Still… I have more than most people.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
I have a roof over my head. I have a family even if they don’t really think of me as one of their own.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
And I have a best friend.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Even though there’s a sky-and-earth difference between us.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
He’s the precious heir of the Jeon family. I’m just the orphan Namjoon took in out of pity.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Maybe that’s all I’ll ever be.
After Namjoon brought me to the mansion, he asked the maids to teach me everything—how to clean, how to serve, how to behave, and how to sur
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
I was still just a child.
While other kids were learning how to play, I was learning how to work. The servants never really liked me. Maybe because I couldn’t speak properly back then. I would stutter, mispronounce words, and struggle to express myself. They found me annoying.
Some ignored me. Some laughed at me. Some treated me like I didn’t belong there. And whenever someone showed me even the smallest bit of kindness… I’d cry. A gentle pat on the head. A warm meal.
Maid(random)
Maid(random)
A soft “Are you okay?”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Those little things were enough to make my eyes fill with tears.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
I wasn’t weak.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
I just wasn’t used to being loved.
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Hey~
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Forgive me for any mistakes and please tell me if i did some blunders. Because i literally have to read last chapter twice because i usually forget the story😭
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So please do , comments🩷

chapter number 3~

Author pov :~
Lost in his thoughts, Taehyung continued working without realizing how much time had passed. More than anything, he wanted to be independent. He studied hard whenever he had the chance because he believed education was the only way he could change his life.
But it wasn’t easy. Balancing school, chores, and endless work was too much for someone his age. Sometimes, he couldn’t help but envy other children—kids who only had to worry about homework, who came home to warm meals, loving parents, and a comfortable bed. They got to live their childhood.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung had to survive his.
Sometimes, he wondered what it felt like to have a father. A father who loved you unconditionally. A father who proudly spent money on your clothes, your books, your education—not because he had to, but because he wanted to.
A father who waited for you to come home and asked,
Herdis
Herdis
“How was your day?”
(Random character , don’t take seriously)
Taehyung had imagined that kind of love countless times. But no matter how much he dreamed about it…
It would always remain just that.
A dream.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Because some people are born with a father’s love.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
And some only grow up wondering what it feels like.
Taehyung quietly placed the last plate on the dining table, making sure everything was perfectly arranged. The other maids and omegas worked beside him in complete silence, each carefully carrying out their duties. No one dared to make unnecessary noise.
The dining hall was so quiet that even the clink of porcelain against the marble table sounded loud. At the head of the table sat Kim Namjoon. One hand held an open book while the other casually lifted a cup of black coffee to his lips. His expression remained unreadable as he turned another page, completely immersed in his reading.
Yet despite his calm appearance, the atmosphere around him was suffocating. The guards stood as straight as statues, barely daring to breathe. The servants kept their heads lowered, afraid that even the slightest mistake would earn his attention.
Kim namjoon(E)
Kim namjoon(E)
Kim Namjoon didn’t need to raise his voice.
Kim namjoon(E)
Kim namjoon(E)
He didn’t need to threaten anyone.
Kim namjoon(E)
Kim namjoon(E)
His mere presence was enough.
The authority he carried… the power he possessed… wasn’t something people joked about.
One look from him was enough to make an entire room fall silent.
Suddenly, the sharp sound of polished shoes echoed through the mansion.
Click… Click… Click…
Everyone instinctively looked toward the grand staircase. Descending with slow, graceful steps was Kim Seokjin—a Dominant Alpha and Namjoon’s husband.
He was breathtaking.
Dressed in an elegant suit, every movement reflected confidence and refinement. His expression was calm, almost gentle, carrying the elegance of someone born into nobility. But his eyes… His eyes told a completely different story.
Cold.
Sharp
Dangerous
They carried the silent warning of a predator.
Cross the line… and you won’t live long enough to regret it.
His aura demanded respect without uttering a single word. The servants lowered their heads immediately, while the guards straightened even further, not daring to meet his gaze. Kim Seokjin didn’t need to raise his voice. His calm face was deceiving. Because behind that composed smile was a man just as powerful—and just as terrifying—as the one waiting for him at the dining table.
The maids quietly began serving breakfast, placing each dish in front of Namjoon and Seokjin with practiced hands. Every movement was careful, every step measured. No one wanted to make a mistake in front of the heads of the Jeon family.
The dining hall remained silent except for the soft clink of cutlery against porcelain.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung stood a few steps away, waiting in case they needed anything.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
He had long accepted that he didn’t have the right to sit at the same table as them.
Still….
Sometimes, he couldn’t help but wonder what it would feel like.
To sit beside them.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
To be asked, “Have you eaten?”
To share breakfast like a real family.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
But those were wishes he had buried years ago.
Meanwhile, on the second floor, the youngest member of the family was still fast asleep. The young omega slept peacefully, completely unaware of the busy morning below.
No one dared to wake him.
Not the maids.
Not the guards.
Not even Taehyung.
After all, he was the precious child of the house.
Whether he woke up at eight in the morning or four in the afternoon, it didn’t matter. Someone would prepare a fresh breakfast the moment he opened his eyes.
That was simply how life worked in a family as wealthy and powerful as the Jeons.
After breakfast, the maids quietly cleared the table while the guards remained at their posts.
Just as Taehyung was about to leave, Seokjin’s voice stopped him.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“Taehyung.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
His footsteps froze instantly.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
“Y-Yes, sir?”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Seokjin placed his teacup down and looked at him with an unreadable expression.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“Your eleventh-grade results were released today.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung’s heart dropped.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“I saw your report.”
A heavy silence settled over the room.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“You scored only 70%.”
There was no shouting.
No raised voice.
Yet the disappointment in Seokjin’s tone was enough to make Taehyung’s body stiffen.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“I pay for your education so you can build a better future,” Seokjin continued, his voice calm but firm. “Is this the best you could do?”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung lowered his head, his fingers tightening around the edge of his apron.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
“I-I’m sorry…”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
His voice came out as little more than a whisper.
The young omega instinctively shrank under the pressure of Seokjin’s dominant alpha aura. A quiet, involuntary whimper escaped his lips before he could stop it.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
“I’ll work harder next time… I promise.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
He didn’t dare look up.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
He simply stood there with his head bowed, waiting for whatever came next.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“You’d better.”
Seokjin’s voice was calm, but it carried enough authority to make everyone in the room hold their breath.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“My children see you as a friend, Taehyung. Don’t make me regret allowing that.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung lowered his head even further.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Yes sir
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“Jungkook called me last night. He’s returning from his school trip in three days.” Seokjin stood from his chair, adjusting the cuffs of his shirt.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“I want everything prepared before he arrives.” His sharp eyes landed on Taehyung.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“And don’t touch anything in Jungkook’s room. You know how he is.”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“He likes everything perfect.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung gave a small nod
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
“I understand.”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“There is one more thing.” Seokjin’s words made Taehyung look up for a brief second.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“you’ll be attending the same school as my children.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung blinked in surprise.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
“I-I’m… going to their school?”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“Don’t misunderstand.”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Seokjin cut him off before he could think otherwise.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“I’m not enrolling you there because you’re family.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
The words hit harder than Taehyung expected.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“You’re going because you’ll be my children’s personal bodyguard.”
He paused before continuing
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“Jungkook is more than capable of protecting himself.”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“But Jimin…”
For the first time, Seokjin’s expression softened.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“…Jimin is different.”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“He’s too kind. Too trusting. Too fragile for a world like ours.”
His eyes hardened again as they met Taehyung’s.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“From now on, your only duty is to protect him.”
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“No matter what happens.”
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Taehyung nodded immediately.
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
Kim taehyung(submissive omega)
“I will, sir.”
Seokjin stepped closer until only a few inches separated them.
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“If anything happens to Jimin…”
His voice dropped to a terrifying whisper
Kim seok-jin( DA)
Kim seok-jin( DA)
“…I’ll make sure that pretty face of yours is never pretty again.”
The threat hung heavily in the air. Without waiting for a response, Seokjin turned and walked upstairs. Namjoon let out a quiet sigh. He looked at the frightened omega for a brief moment, but said nothing. Then he simply followed his husband, disappearing down the hallway.
Taehyung remained frozen in place. His hands trembled slightly as he stared at the empty floor. He knew one thing for certain. In just one week… His life was about to change forever.
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