I get through my restless nights as I pass through our memories together.

I wake up only to find myself in tears and sweats knowing there won't be your kind embrace to make me forget all that have clouded my mind.

I miss you...

"Jaz...wake up. you have to attend the meeting, have you forgotten dear?"

I woke up as Mari called me. "Is it today?"

"Yes ms. sleepyhead...it is. Now get up and get ready. I'll drop you off on my way over the shop."

"Ohhh Mari dear...how can I repay you for today favor?" I ask all giddy.

"Just get off the bed, will ya?" she says irritated."If you really want to pay me back just make my meal with some more chicken for my share today. I'm done with todays shopping..."

"Ay ay captaiin.."

I get off and get ready for the meeting. My all black attire is always good to go with any outdoor work I have in hand. Mari is incharge of all our works outside and I only go out to meet my editor and stuffs which I can not attend in my messy kitchen-***-bedroom.

In half an hour Mari drops me off the nearby cafe. I go inside find John, the owner of the cafe, convey my regard and ask for a private stall for my meeting. This old fella is the only one amongst the elderlies I know whom I respect after my grandfather.

"How's Mari?"

"Doing fine gramps...she just comes and lashes her frustraion every two days when her bf gets tired of her pestering." I roll my eyes.

He laughs. "Well, I can totally see that."

"I bet you can."

We both chuckle.

"How's your work?" he asks.

"Fine, I guess?" I answer with a nod of assurance.

"And how are you?" he gives a concerned look.

"Can not be much better than this.." I say with a tint of my smile over my face.

"Mmhm, okay enough with talking how long do you need in there?" he says to break the silence between us.

"Thirty minutes will be more than enough."

"Okay...thirty minutes is it? Go to the last one in the corner. If you need anything you know what to do right?"

"Yep...Thanks."

I take my leave from there and just as I am about to enter the stall I find it occupied. I get a little irritated and push through the door.

"Excuse me but would you..." Iget all numb with a cold rush at my back.

Three years and you show up just to bring me back all those memories full of endless promises...

Three years and you show up just to make me go speechless at the sight of you face as I recall just how much I wanted to see you every minute...

Three years and I still haven't got it in my head that you don't belong to me anymore...

"Hey...Jessy...Been a while...ummm...How are ya doin' now..I found out you come here frequently so l..." all these stuttering words are what took me to go all blank. The shop, my meeting, my words at the counter with John...All disappeared in just a blink..

All I could say was a name "Ry..."