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Please Stop Loving Me

Chapter 1 The Assignment

Elena Reyes stood in front of her mother's desk, hands folded, back straight. She already knew this meeting would change her life. Her mother never called her in for small talk.

"Sit," Mrs. Reyes said.

Elena sat.

The office smelled like old paper and expensive perfume. Behind her mother hung a photo of the Reyes family from ten years ago, back when they still had money, back when the Cross family had not ruined them.

"You know the name Damian Cross," her mother said.

It was not a question."Everyone knows that name."

"He runs Cross Enterprises now. His father is gone. He built the company bigger than it ever was."

Her mother's mouth tightened. "The same company that took everything from us."

Elena stayed quiet. She had heard this story since she was a child. The Reyes family used to be partners with the Cross family. Then, one bad deal, one betrayal, and the Reyes name became nothing. Her mother never let her forget it.

"I want you close to him," Mrs. Reyes said. "Close enough to know his next move before he makes it. Close enough to find the files that will bring his company down."

"You want me to spy on him."

"I want you to do what you do best." Her mother's eyes moved over her, cold and measuring, the way she looked at everyone.

"You are beautiful. You are smart. You can sing, you can dance, you can talk your way into any room. Use it."

Elena's stomach turned, just a little. She pushed the feeling down. "And if he does not let me close?"

"He will." Her mother slid a folder across the desk. "Cross Enterprises is hosting a charity gala Friday night. He will be there. Every rich man in this city will be there, looking for a wife who can stand next to him in photos. Be the one he cannot stop looking at."

Elena opened the folder. A photo of Damian Cross stared back at her. Dark hair, sharp jaw, eyes that gave nothing away.

He was not smiling in the photo. She had never seen a photo of him smiling.

"They say he does not smile at anyone," she said.

"Then make him smile at you. That is the job." Her mother stood, done with the conversation. "Do not fall behind on this, Elena. This family needs what he has. You are the only one who can get it."

Elena closed the folder and left the office without another word. She walked down the long hallway of her family's home, past photos of relatives she barely knew, past the empty rooms that used to be full of guests and staff before the money ran out.

Every hallway in this house reminded her of what they lost.

She found Nathan waiting outside, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. He had grown up in this house too, the son of her mother's old business partner, raised alongside Elena like a brother - except he never once thought of her as a sister.

"So she told you," he said.

"You knew?"

"I'm the one who found the gala on the schedule." He pushed off the wall and fell into step beside her.

"I'm going too. I'll be your contact. Anything you find, you give it to me, and I get it back to your mother."

Elena said nothing. She kept walking.

"You don't have to do this," Nathan said, quieter now.

"Yes, I do." She stopped at the top of the stairs and looked at him.

"You know what happens to this family if I say no."

Nathan's jaw tightened, but he did not argue. He never could win an argument with her, not really. He just worried instead.

"Damian Cross is not some rich boy you can charm in one night, Elena. People say he's smart. Colder than anyone in this city. He'll see through you if you're not careful."

"I'm always careful."

"That's not the same as safe."

She almost smiled at that. Nathan always said things like this, like he could protect her from a life that had never once let her feel protected.

"I'll be fine," she said, and left him standing at the top of the stairs.

Friday night came fast. Elena spent hours getting ready - not because she needed to, but because every detail mattered when the goal was this big.

She wore a dark red dress, simple but expensive, the kind of dress that did not need jewelry to draw eyes. Her hair was pulled back, just a few loose pieces framing her face.

Confidence, not desperation.

That was the trick.

The gala was held in the grand ballroom of the Cross Enterprises building, all glass and gold light.

Elena walked in and felt hundreds of eyes shift toward her, the way they always did.

She smiled the practiced smile she had used a thousand times before, at a thousand different targets.

She found him near the back of the room, away from the crowd, a glass of untouched wine in his hand.

Damian Cross looked exactly like his photo - sharp, still, unreadable.

He was watching the room the way a man watches something he does not trust.

Elena took a slow breath and walked toward him.

"You're the only person here who looks like they'd rather be anywhere else," she said, stopping beside him.

He glanced at her, just for a second. "And you're the only person here who noticed."

"I notice a lot of things."

"Is that right." His voice was flat, almost bored, but his eyes stayed on her a moment longer than they needed to.

"You haven't smiled once tonight," Elena said. "I've been watching."

"I don't smile at parties."

"Do you smile at all?"

Something flickered across his face - not quite a smile, but close. Gone before she could be sure it was real.

"Not usually," he said. "Give me a reason."

Elena tilted her head, studying him the way he was studying her. This was the moment. She could feel it, the small opening in his cold walls.

"I'll think of one," she said, and walked away before he could answer - because she already knew the rule that worked on men like him. Never chase. Let them come to you.

Behind her, she felt his eyes stay on her back the entire way across the room.

The mission had started.

Chapter 2 The Reason

Damian Cross did not remember the last time a stranger walked away from him first.

He stood by the window of his office, twenty floors above the city, and told himself he was not thinking about the woman in the red dress.

He was thinking about the quarterly numbers on his desk. He was thinking about the merger his lawyers were still fighting over.

He was not thinking about a stranger who told him to give her a reason to smile, and then left before he could answer.

He failed to convince himself.

"You're distracted," said Grace Lin, stepping into his office with a folder under her arm. She had been his assistant for six years and knew his moods better than anyone alive.

"That never happens."

"I'm not distracted."

"You've read the same line on that page for two minutes." She set the folder on his desk. "Must be something interesting."

Damian did not answer.

He closed the folder and looked up at her instead.

"Find out who attended Friday's gala. Get me the guest list."

Grace raised an eyebrow but did not ask why. That was one of the reasons he trusted her.

"Any name in particular?"

"A woman. Dark red dress. I didn't get her name."

"That narrows it down to maybe forty women, sir."

"She had dark hair. Pulled back. She spoke like she wasn't afraid of me."

Grace's mouth twitched, almost a smile.

"That narrows it down a lot more." She left to check the list, and Damian turned back to the window, hating how much the conversation had bothered him.He was not a man who chased anyone. Women had thrown themselves at him for years — for his money, his name, the company he built out of nothing after his father died and left him a mess of debts and broken deals. He had learned early that most people wanted something from him, and it was never him they wanted.

So he stopped looking. He stopped smiling. It was easier that way, and safer.

But the woman at the gala had not asked him for anything. She had not complimented his suit or his company or his name. She had noticed he was unhappy, and she had said so, straight to his face, like it was nothing.

*Give me a reason,* he had told her.He was still waiting for it.

Grace returned an hour later with a printed list and a photo clipped to the top page.

"Elena Reyes," she said, setting it on his desk.

"Guest of the Whitmore family, though the Whitmores say they don't actually know her well.

"Interesting."

Damian looked at the photo. It was her — the sharp eyes, the confident tilt of her chin, though the photo did not capture the way she had looked at him in person, like she was solving a puzzle only she could see.

"Reyes," he said slowly.

"You know the name?"

He did. His father had mentioned it once, years ago, in the kind of voice men use when they are hiding guilt. The Reyes family had been partners with Cross Enterprises long before Damian took over. Something had gone wrong between them. His father never explained what, and by the time Damian was old enough to ask real questions, his father was already gone, and the company was already Damian's problem to fix alone.

"Old history," Damian said. "Before my time."

"Should I worry about her being at the gala?"

Damian studied the photo a moment longer.

"No," he said. "Find out where she'll be next."

Grace hesitated, but she was too smart to question a direct order twice in one day.

"I'll look into it."---It took three days for Grace to find the answer.

Elena Reyes was performing at a private fundraiser downtown — singing, according to the flyer Grace slid across his desk. Damian read it twice before he understood what he was feeling. It was not simply curiosity. It felt closer to hunger, though he refused to call it that.

He told himself he was going to the fundraiser for business. Half the guest list were investors he needed to speak with anyway. It had nothing to do with a woman he had spoken to for less than two minutes.He almost believed it.

The fundraiser was smaller than the gala, more intimate, with round tables and a small stage at the front of the room. Damian took a seat near the back, close enough to see the stage but far enough that no one would notice him watching too closely.

When Elena walked out under the lights, something in his chest went still.She wore simple black this time, nothing like the red dress, but she did not need the color to hold the room's attention. She stood at the microphone, waited for the music to start, and then she sang.Her voice was not the loudest in the room, but it was the clearest. It carried something honest in it, something that made every conversation at every table fall quiet, one by one, until the whole room belonged to her. Damian had heard professional singers before, hired for events just like this one, polished and perfect and forgettable.

Elena was different. She sang like she meant every word, even if the song was not about her at all.When she finished, the room clapped, and she smiled — a real smile, easy and warm, nothing like the calculated look she had given him at the gala.

Damian found himself wondering which version of her was true.

Maybe both.

Maybe neither.

She left the stage and moved through the crowd, shaking hands, accepting compliments, until her path brought her close to his table.She saw him before he could decide whether to look away.

"You again," she said, stopping in front of him.

Up close, her eyes were sharper than the photo Grace had found, and far more amused.

"Are you following me, Mr. Cross?"

"I was invited," he said. "Same as you."

"Mm. Convenient." She tilted her head, studying him the same unafraid way she had at the gala. "Did you think of your reason yet?"

Damian almost said no. He almost said he had not thought about it at all, which would have been a lie so obvious she probably would have laughed in his face.

Instead, he said, "You have a good voice."

"That's not a reason to smile. That's a compliment."

"I don't give many of those either."

Something shifted in her expression — surprise, maybe, or the beginning of real interest, hard to tell with a woman this good at hiding what she felt.

"Careful, Mr. Cross," she said, leaning in slightly, her voice lower now, just for him. "Keep talking to me like that, and I might actually like you."

She walked away before he could respond, same as before, and Damian sat there long after she disappeared into the crowd, aware — for the first time in longer than he could remember — that the corner of his mouth had moved, just slightly, into something close to a smile.

Chapter 3 An Invitation

Elena knew the moment a man began to want more than he was willing to admit.

It showed in small things — a phone call that came too soon after the last one, an assistant sent to "check on a mutual friend," a dinner invitation dressed up as business.

Damian Cross called it business.

"There's a fundraiser dinner next week," he said over the phone, his voice as flat as always, like he was reading from a report instead of asking her out.

"Cross Enterprises is a sponsor. I need someone at my table who can hold a conversation with people who bore me."

"That's not really an invitation," Elena said, smiling even though he couldn't see it. "That's a job description."

"Is that a no?"

"It's a maybe." She let the silence sit for a second, just long enough to make him wait. "Convince me."

There was a pause on the line, longer than she expected.

She could almost hear him deciding whether he was the kind of man who convinced people of anything, or the kind who simply expected them to say yes.

"The food will be terrible," he said finally. "The company will be worse. But the wine is good, and I promise not to talk about mergers the entire night."

Elena laughed before she could stop herself — a real laugh, not the practiced kind. That surprised her more than it should have.

"Fine," she said. "But if you talk about mergers, I'm leaving with the wine."

"Fair enough."

---

She told Nathan about the dinner that same night, meeting him at the small café two streets from her apartment, the place they always used when they needed to talk without her mother listening.

"A week," he said, stirring his coffee without drinking it. "You've had him for a week and he's already inviting you to dinner. That's fast."

"That's the job."

"Is it?"

Nathan looked up at her, and there was something careful in his eyes, like he was choosing each word before it left his mouth. "Or is it starting to be something else?"

"Don't."

"I'm not trying to start a fight, Elena. I just—" He stopped, shook his head. "I know you. I've known you since we were kids. You don't laugh like that for a job."

Elena's smile faded.

She hadn't realized he'd have noticed anything, not over the phone, not from across a café. But Nathan had always noticed things about her that she wished he wouldn't.

"It doesn't matter how I laugh," she said, quieter now. "It matters what I bring your mother — my mother — by the end of this. That's the only thing that matters."

"That's not true and you know it."

"It has to be true." Her voice cracked slightly on the last word, and she hated it, hated that Nathan of all people could see the crack before she could hide it. "If it's not true, then what am I doing, Nathan? What is any of this for?"

He didn't answer right away. He reached across the table instead and covered her hand with his, the way he used to when they were younger and the world felt too big for both of them.

"Just be careful," he said. "That's all I'm asking. Damian Cross isn't just a target. People say he destroys anyone who gets close and turns out to be using him. If he finds out what you are before you're ready—"

"He won't."

"You don't know that."

"I know how to do my job," Elena said, pulling her hand back, gentler than she meant to. "I've done it before. This isn't any different."

Nathan looked at her for a long moment, like he wanted to say something else, something bigger, but he swallowed it instead.

"Okay," he said. "Just — text me after the dinner. Let me know you're all right."

"I'm always all right."

"Humor me anyway."

---

The fundraiser was held in a hotel ballroom with too much gold trim and not enough air. Elena wore deep green this time, a color she rarely chose but one that made her feel like a different version of herself for the night — someone calm, someone patient. She needed to be patient tonight. Rushing a man like Damian Cross would only make him suspicious.

He was already at the table when she arrived, standing to pull out her chair, which surprised her more than it should have. Small gestures like that did not fit the cold reputation the papers gave him.

"You came," he said.

"I said maybe."

"I took the risk."

They sat, and for the first ten minutes, the conversation moved the way these conversations always did — polite, careful, testing the ground between two people who both had reasons not to trust easily. Elena asked about the company. He gave short, guarded answers, the kind meant to end a topic rather than open it.Then she asked about his mother.

Something in his face changed — not anger, just a stillness that hadn't been there before.

"She died when I was young," he said. "Before the company. Before any of this."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be. It was a long time ago." He turned his wine glass slowly on the table, not drinking it. "My father raised me after that. He wasn't — warm. He built this company like it was the only thing that mattered, and I think somewhere along the way, he made me believe the same thing."

Elena watched him carefully. This was more than she expected from him, more honesty than a man like Damian Cross usually gave anyone, let alone a woman he had known for one week.

She felt something twist in her chest, something that had no place in a mission like this.

"Is that why you don't smile?" she asked, softer now, no teasing in it this time.

Damian looked at her, really looked, like he was deciding whether to answer honestly or retreat behind the wall he kept around everyone else.

"Maybe," he said. "Nobody's ever asked me that before. Not like that."

"Like what?"

"Like you actually wanted to know."

The music shifted behind them, something slow, and around the ballroom other couples began moving toward the dance floor.

Elena felt her pulse pick up, the old instinct returning — an opening, a chance to get closer, exactly what the mission needed.

"Dance with me," she said, standing and holding out her hand.

Damian looked at her hand for a moment, like it was a decision bigger than it should have been. Then he stood, and took it.

They moved together, and Elena led without seeming to, the way she had been trained since she was a girl — one hand on his shoulder, the other in his, guiding him gently through a rhythm he clearly did not know well.

Up close, she could feel how carefully he held himself, like a man used to being watched and judged, never simply enjoying a moment for what it was.

"You're better at this than you let people see," she said.

"I'm not good at much that isn't work."

"You're good at this." She smiled up at him. "Careful, Mr. Cross. Keep surprising me and I might start to like you for real."

For the first time since she had met him, Damian Cross smiled — not the careful almost-smile from before, but something small and real, there and gone in a second, like he wasn't sure he was allowed to have it.

Elena smiled back, and told told herself it was still part of the plan.

She was almost sure that was true.

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