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Nostalgia: The Cage of His Desire

Chapter 1:The Return of My Obsession

'Star N Club'—the city’s most exclusive, high-profile lounge, and a familiar sanctuary for elite tycoons and corporate giants. As the CEO of a premier law-banking conglomerate, my life revolves around multi-million-dollar financial deals and a relentless, soul-crushing pressure. This place is my temporary escape from that cutthroat corporate warfare.

Outside, the weather tonight feels strangely poetic. A heavy, enveloping darkness has crawled over the city, accompanied by a biting, cold breeze. Inside the club, however, the atmosphere is a sharp contrast. The centrally air-conditioned luxury hall is bathed in dim, seductive neon lights, a soft jazz melody floats through the air, and the expensive wine swirls effortlessly in my crystal glass—everything spells sheer decadence. Like any other night, I came here seeking solace in isolation.

Yet, tonight, this familiar luxury fails to numb me. There is a suffocating weight in my chest, an ache fueled by heavy, unwept tears and a dark melancholy. For some inexplicable reason, my mind is spiraling back to the one person I thought I had left behind in the ashes of my past. My entire being is craving him tonight.

Once, I wanted to claim him entirely as mine, to trap him in a cage of my own making—but destiny's cruel irony denied me that pleasure. Tonight, that unfulfilled desire, that very man, has breached the defenses of my heart once more. His memory leaves me utterly derailed. Even after all these years, I haven't forgotten a single detail, a single scar he left behind. Perhaps because I never forgot, the savage hunger to possess him still burns inside me, as feral as ever.

Seeking to numb this psychological turmoil, I took another slow sip from my wine glass. Right then, a soft whisper rippled through the club's entrance. Piercing through the bar's dim, seductive shadows, a breathtakingly handsome man stepped inside.

I stole a single glance, and my entire world ground to a sudden, absolute halt. My breath hitched in my throat.

His eyes were a deep, abyssal black—so mesmerizingly dangerous that anyone could easily drown in their alluring depths. Strands of long, golden hair cascaded down his back, reaching all the way to his waist, gleaming like spun gold under the club's neon glare. With a regal stature, hands encased in flawless black leather gloves, and clad in a pristine, stark-white luxury suit, he commanded the room instantly. Every pair of eyes in the club froze on him. In that single, fleeting moment, his hypnotic aura violently seized my obsessed mind.

The longer I stared, the more feral my curiosity grew, desperate to unravel the mystery of his existence. There was no softness, no hint of innocence in his expression. Instead, he looked sharp, brooding, and entirely consumed by some deep, psychological calculations. He was a beautiful enigma.

That was when my gaze dropped to the expensive necklace around his throat. The moment the custom design caught the light, a violent wave of familiarity twisted my chest. This necklace... I had seen it before.

Meanwhile, the golden-haired man walked with slow, calculated steps toward the bar counter, taking a seat right next to mine. As he settled in, I locked my eyes onto the piece of jewelry, examining it with microscopic precision. In that split second, absolute certainty washed over me—it was Christian’s necklace.

Yes, there was no mistake. This was the exact Christian whose name had been torturing my mind for hours in this lonely bar. The very man I had been forced to leave behind in the ashes of our past fifteen long years ago. But tonight, I was one hundred percent certain: this was my Christian. And this time, I would never let him slip away. I would cage him within my obsession, keeping him bound to me for the rest of his life.

From the second he walked through the door to the moment he sat down, my eyes never wavered. His seductive aura and the ethereal beauty reflecting under the neon lights pulled me in like a magnet. I could no longer control the urge.

Leaving my seat, I stepped into his space and claimed the empty chair right beside him. Veiling the possessive storm raging inside me, I let a ghost of a dangerous, enigmatic smile touch my lips. Keeping my eyes locked onto his, I broke the silence in a low, chillingly calm voice—

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(To be continued in chapter 2...)

Chapter 2: Character Profiles & "Pouring Obsession Behind the Neon Smile"

Top: Adrian Mercer

Age: 20 years old

Profession: Powerful Bank CEO

Appearance: Sharp, intense gaze, handsome, with messy black hair.

Personality: Highly obsessive, possessive, calculating, genius, and deeply attached to Christian.

Bottom: Christian Vale

Age: 27 years old

Profession: Professional Lawyer

Appearance: Beautiful and sophisticated, with slightly long blonde hair and deeply expressive eyes.

Personality: Calm, highly logical, resilient, yet conflicted; formerly a protective older brother figure.

 " Dear readers, before we dive deeper into the main plot, I wanted to share the official looks and profiles of our main characters to help you visualize them better. This is going to be a dark psychological BL romance journey, and I hope you all are ready for it. Now, without further ado, let's jump straight into today's chapter..."

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[Midnight | Inside the Star N Club: Still & Calm]

"Hello, sir. Are you new here? Because I have never seen you here before."

"Didn't your partner come with you? I mean... everyone needs some company to have a drink, right?"

I speak these words in a very calm, steady, and casual voice. Even now, my eyes are fixed firmly on him.

I get no answer from Christian. He is staring continuously at the wine glass in his hand. It feels to me as if he is pretending not to hear any of my words.

Even so, I try to talk to him once again.

"If your partner or companion has not come, and if you have no objection, can I give you company?"

"If there is no problem, let's have a drink together."

Finally, he removes his gaze from the wine glass and looks at me. Seeing his calm, yet very anxious and deeply focused eyes, I get deeply attracted to him. My pupils get smaller. And my desire to possess him increases. But I keep my desire suppressed.

"Who are you? I don't know you. I neither talk to strangers, nor do I make them my drinking companion."

"Sorry, I cannot drink with you. And thank you for offering me a drink."

I do not feel hesitant at all because of his words. I calm myself down and keep some patience. And even then, I maintain that faint smile on the corner of my lips.

"Oh, right. I completely forgot to introduce myself."

"I am Adrian. Adrian Mercer. I am the CEO of a well-known bank."

 "So, would you like to tell me your name or something about yourself? If you do, we will no longer be strangers."

I extend my hand toward him in a very casual manner, waiting for a handshake.

"You really don't listen, do you? No, I neither want to say anything about myself, nor do I want to know anything about you."

"So, you can leave now. I want to be alone."

His constant rejections are making me feel even more dominant and arrogant. I cannot suppress my desires anymore. No matter what happens, I want to trap him inside the cage of my heart.

"Leave? No, I am not leaving. When I say I will have a drink with you, I mean it. And you don't even have to tell me your name or anything about yourself anymore."

"Please, just have a drink with me once. Please... please... please...

"I don't even know how many times I keep saying please to him like this.

I speak these words with a mix of childish stubbornness and quiet force.

"Alright, fine. I agree,"

"But remember this: I did not agree to this by choice. I am only doing this because I am forced by your arrogance."

While he speaks these words, a subtle hint of shyness or a delicate vulnerability appears in his expressions. And I understand that feeling perfectly well.

"Thanks for keeping my word."

"Waiter! Bring a bottle of expensive Wine for me and this gentleman. Please, make it quick."

As soon as the waiter serves the drinks, I somehow manage to slip a small drugs pill into Christian's glass, completely hiding it from his sight at that very moment.

Why? Because I could not stop my arrogance.

From now on, he will only be...

"MINE."

*Author's Note: Hi everyone! I am a new creator, and this is my very first novel. I hope you all enjoyed the psychological twists and tension between Adrian and Christian. If you loved reading this chapter, please show your support by liking, commenting, and sharing. Stay tuned ! *

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(To be continued in Chapter 3...)

Chapter 3:Bitter Sip, Sweet Embrace

I slide the glass of wine toward Christian. He hesitates at first, but eventually, he takes the glass in his hand.

Looking at him, I smile politely and ask, "Shall we begin, Mr...?"

Caught off guard by my gentlemanly manner, he is finally forced to reveal his name.

But wait, I already know his name. Then why am I showing such a desperate desire to hear it from him? Perhaps I just want to be absolutely sure. I need to confirm if this man standing before me is truly my Christian.

"It's okay, it's okay, fine. My name is Christian... Christian Vale."

He says his own name, but I can clearly catch a sharp dryness and irritation mixed into his voice.

"Wow. Your name is just like you—so beautiful and precious," I say, looking at him with pure admiration.

I raise my glass slightly toward him, "So, cheers!"

With just the very first sip, Christian’s face, neck, and eyes turn completely flushed and red. He speaks up, visibly uncomfortable—

"Hey Adrian, why is my head spinning like this right after taking a sip? I feel so restless inside, and a sudden wave of heat is rushing through my entire body. Even though this is only my first sip!"

Seeing his reaction, I pretend to be perfectly calm and reply, "Oh come on, Sir! This is an extremely expensive and premium wine. It's quite normal to feel that way at first. Besides, can you truly appreciate its full flavor with just one single sip?"

"So, finish the whole glass, and only then..."

He doesn't even let me finish my sentence. Cutting me off midway, he glares at me with deep suspicion and snaps, "If that's really the case, then how are you sitting there completely fine? You should be feeling exactly the same as me right now!"

I look down at my own glass, letting a faint, calm smile play on my lips. Then, in a perfectly relaxed voice, I brush off his suspicion—

"Oh, come on! I haven't even started drinking mine yet. Don't overthink it so much. Just relax and finish your glass. Honestly, this is exactly how everyone feels when they first try this wine. It's completely normal."

Unable to withstand my constant pressure, Christian is finally forced to give in. He downs the remaining wine in his glass in one final gulp.

The moment he finishes the drink, the heavy effect of the drug hits him full force. He begins to breathe heavily, gasping for air. His pale cheeks flush into a deep crimson, and a dazed, helpless intoxication becomes starkly visible in his eyes.

As he swallows hard, his throat moves up and down. Watching that subtle movement, I completely lose my self-control. The dominant urge and dark obsession inside me surge wildly, spiraling out of bounds.

Masking my thrill with fake concern, I bend down and ask, "Hey Christian, are you okay? Sir... Sir! Are you feeling very sick?"

But he no longer has the strength to answer my questions. Losing his final grip on consciousness, his head drops heavily onto the table before me.

After a few moments, he stumbles up from his seat and begins walking toward the exit door. Every single step he takes betrays a heavy, uncontrollable state of intoxication.

But he barely manages a few paces before his strength completely fails him. Just as his body loses its balance and sways toward the cold floor, I move swiftly and catch him tightly in my arms.

The moment I pull him close to steady him, he gravitates even deeper into my space. Resting his heavy head against my shoulder, he begins to mutter something under his breath—incoherent whispers that I cannot clearly catch.

Masking the dark thrill inside me, I ask softly, "Are you alright? If you don't mind, may I drop you off? Could you please tell me your destination?"

Yet, he offers no reply. Instead, his grip tightens around me, refusing to let go. He holds onto me with a strange, desperate strength, his head still resting heavily against my shoulder.

The warmth of his helpless body and this sudden, tight embrace ignite the dormant obsession deep inside me. He loses consciousness completely against my shoulder, yet his desperate grip around me does not loosen.

Carefully, I scoop his limp body up into my arms. As I walk toward the exit door, leaving the dim light of the bar behind, I gaze down at his flushed, peaceful face and whisper to myself—

"You are finally inside my cage, Christian... and this time, I am never letting you go."

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(To be continued in chapter 4....)

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