It's still A mystery how I am still here like it was just yesterday that I wanted to die so bad . Even though I felt alone I knew that my friends were always there to cheer me up. They were the only family I ever wanted to know it was kinda funny how my family (the friends) were full of weirdos according to the world (the people).

There were two Alphas(males[Jay]&[Robert]), two Betas(female[Anna], male[Josh])and two of them were Omegas (female[Abbi], male[Andrew]) and most of the people didn't know there were two of them because no one could assume that Me, Myself and I could ever be an Omega. We were called weirdos because we were a mix of all kinds of people and because of social hierarchy we were not supposed to be together, but we were friends for childhood, and we basically lived our whole entire life together how can we just tear apart our family because of our secondary gender. We were not supposed to be together, but we chose to be together, I still remember the weird looks they gave us it was suffocating, and it felt so unfair Of course now I don't give a mind about it cause there normal was different for our normal but still it's so good to know that we stayed for each other. Or to be more precise they choose me when my own blood related family, my parents (both alpha) my siblings (elder brother & younger sister, both alphas) except for my youngest sister(beta) most of the time told me that it would have been better if I never existed .It was so hard to breathe in that house they called their home. Every day in that house I wake up and think that if it is really worthy to keep going on. Does any effort I make would get me to a better place, and now I look back it was a pretty dark experience it was already hard being an Omega, and then I would have to go through that sh*t. I really tried to be the best son but I was never enough , was it really necessary for them to say that I should probably Die , was my life worth nothing to them even though they were my biological parents; was my life really just a property or an object they could sell to other for there own convenient to make there business grow more at the cost of my life. Even after recalling many things i could not remember a single moment with my so called blood related family in which I was genuinely happy with them that place was a living hell for me and I thank God and my past self for leaving that family and realising that they would never change and i had to step up for my self. I better not remember those days .

MC: Ellen Willson (Omega); Name before he changed it: Andrew Willson (changed it to shake off the family surveillance)

Height:180 cm, Golden brown eyes, jet black hair , has a sleep build (doesn't look muscular but he sure is)

ML: Adam Rogerson(Alpha)

Height: 195 cm, green hazel eyes, Strawberry blonde hair, looks muscular and he is muscular.

(let's not drag this out and start the story.I think that enough of an Intro)

Most of the people get their secondary gender tested in Middle School, so life before that was pretty much average for me. I don't remember having a difficult time before that, I was just a normal kid. The change in the attitude towards me by my own family was such a shock, or maybe it was not such a shock I don't know like even though my parents were strict, and I don't remember sharing a single meal with them, but they never looked at me with such disgust in their eyes. I know I was never that important to them or maybe I was just invisible to them but still they don't have to look at me with those eyes it was such a nightmare to see that much of a hate rate in those eyes.

After the results of the secondary gender they were already disappointed but to top it all off the family doctor said my situation is kinda complicated,, and they have to further discuss my situation because it's that bad.

Family Doctor : *hmm**m* Did you study his report before coming here.Do you know that his hormones are so unstable that they are out of control

Dad : So what exactly is the problem how does that even affect him. We have been feeding him the best meals and dressing him in the best clothes that most people can't even afford how can he even be sick after every thing we have done for him , what more does he even need.

Mom : (sobbing) what exactly is his problem , from the day he was born i have never seen a single peaceful day. Now just tell us what kind of problem he has this time.

Doc : It seems that you are too emotional but you have to listen to me patiently , how this affects him and how you are supposed to support him in this situation.

First and foremost since his hormones are not stable his Pheromone are incredibly toxic and anybody who intakes it is probably going to have a seizure or worst maybe they would paralyzed, so you have to teach him to take his medicine for pheromone control daily without missing a day and frequent check up at the hospital.

Next thing he has to be in a better environment because all of these problems are caused by emotional imbalance even though teenagers mostly have some kind of emotional imbalance but after seeing the level of hormonal imbalance I don't think this is normal he needs extra care and lots of affection and attention cause if this goes on he is going to be infertility and worst case scenario he is going to start having seizure because he can't release his Pheromones.

Dad : (angry)Just how much more of a better environment he needs now..

Doc : I know it's a lot to take It all in at once and this is going to be a hard time for you, but you have to take special care of your Son

Dad :(frustrated) You have to be kidding me why is that everything i planned for the future for our family has to be ruined by him.

Mom : (Sobbing)What exactly have i done wrong to give birth to him. Dear i told you the Shaman said that he was ominous and would put our whole family in harms way. I should have stood firm on my decision to abort him. If only you have listened to me.

Dad : like hell would I have known that it would come to this.

Doc : I know i should not say anything about your family situation, but please take better care of him cause his condition can get worse, and there would be no cure for him and he would suffer his whole life.

I can only give you advice and a prescription for medicine If anything maybe you should try sending him to therapy if you can't improve the environment

And Yup I was listening to that conversation from outside the Doctor's office and I did not know what was all that about or maybe i just did not want to understand.

The ride to home there was such a suffocating silence in the car and after reaching home it was such a disaster both of them were shouting at me, i just don't quite remember what they were saying but at that moment every thing seemed so heavy and blurry, my ears was buzzing like crazy and i felt so out of place like I never belong there. After that doctor visit that house was never home for me.

They sent me to therapy after criticizing me that I was a crazy person like how much of a crazy person i have to be to need those therapy sessions but those sessions never seemed to help and just put me in more trouble cause the therapist disclosed how i view them from my perspective and those medicines never seemed to help. Only the number of meds were increasing so I just stopped going to therapy altogether like what was the point i just don't get it.

It was later that I found out why they were going crazy for their neglected child....

It was the conversation after the doctor appointment that I found out that I was never anything to them.

Mrs Willson (Mom): Dear i told you there was something wrong with him from the day he was born. Now all that replanning after getting the report of him being an Omega is just going down the drain. What are we going to do ??

Mr Willson (Dad): he is such a disappointment it is one thing that he could not be an Alpha or beta at least but now after presenting as Dominant Omega he is not even worthy to have a decent Political Marriage. What exactly is his worth (while smashing a million worth Vase)

And yeah I knew at the moment that I was some object or a piece of property they would sell off for scrapes of profit for their Company. And somehow I got through Middle & High school (while being in depression) because of my friends. That's how my high school ended with the highest grade in school. Yeah I was the topper of the school but what was the point, is what I thought back then.

Then I was planning to prepare for the college entrance exam so that final they would be free from my burden and also that I won't have to depend on them anymore and I don't have to go through the pain of being an unwanted child ever again and guess what my parents had another plan they set me up for a political marriage with some old geezer who was known pervert with lots of cash to spare and he was devorced too many times because of his abusive tendency. After knowing that sh*t of a proposal from the sick pervert my mind was going crazy like I was so hopeless every thing seemed so unreal, unfair and so out of control. My depression got so bad that I tried to take my life four times in a single week by overdose on pills twice, slashing my wrist in a bathtub, jumping off from the terrace of that house yeah I almost died there and was hospitalized for Six Months and it was never my parents who saved me it was either my youngest sister- Rain or some house helper staff. Now I feel kinda bad for making their life harder than it already was because of my parents. All i ever was to my parents is a pain in their a*s. And because of my attempts I was bed resting. The marriage got postponed. And all my so called parents were worried about was that how i was trying to ruined chances for the wedding not about their almost dead kid not about how I was doing if I was even fine or not if things were serious or how much of a hard time I was having to commit that, it eats me till this day how some one can do that to a kid and their own kid at that cause I can't even think about doing it to my enemy's child.

But this time it was easier to take all that in like what would I even expect from someone who would talk to a middle schooler like they are some kind of breeding horse. People should never be parents if that's how they are going to treat the children it was so much later that I found out that I did nothing wrong to be treated like this. The only people who were worried about me were my youngest sister and my friends and after knowing my condition and how that wedding would proceed any way after my recovery boiled their blood and they started planning my escape without me knowing. It was such a relief to have such people by my side. Like they were trying to save my life like their life depends on it.

People say "blood is thicker than water" but is it really because the only thing that was bonding my sister Rain together with me was our trauma and sympathy for each other not the blood and the care from my friends was the only reason I was able to be pushed through all those years.

Why do a bunch of teenagers have to plan my escape from my own parents does that even make sense to you?? It was never fun for them to come to my rescue every so often. Was it fun for them to see their child suffer. Would it have been different if I was a child they wanted so bad , would i have not been the black sheep of the family.

Would it have been better if I was never born?? Was i such a difficult child even after I tried to do everything according to them !! Those are things i still think about. The only thing I ever regret is how i was not able to consider the feelings of my loved ones who actually cared for me & were there for me all along.