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Ambivalence Remorse

Dreamweaver

"𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭"...

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...Soo, it all starts from ~...

...When I was in 8th grade...

...It was the time of pandemic curfew(COVID-19)...

Everyone was busy with their phone and It was the greatest break for everyone, like a "PERFECT ISOLATION" at that time I was addicted to Fantasy imaginative movies, like {Nutcracker & Aurthor and the Minimoys} these types of movies was stuck in my mind.

From then i started imagining things and creating stories in my mind , it felt soo new to me and a world that only needed my Free-will to imagine.

So i started to spend less time in smartphone and always create new scenes in my mind , At that time I used to adore my basketball, and it was my one and only best friend, I know it's odd , to make a non- living thing

your bsf but that phase was magical for me.

I imagined my basketball as a Listener !!

i yap daily and thought it was listening me

I told my imaginations to basketball thought it's gender is a male.. Lol funny right , yeah that was me , I'M DAIZU...

This my confession story

if a person could've read my mind Then it was great story to make a series or a movie on it.

I even wrote my stories in my notebook, my first imaginative character was "Aurthor "

Yeah , so everything was too perfect in my imagination, that when I start imagining , my reality always disappears as I stepped into a whole new world.

then my imagination Build more and more , and I even created part two of that imagination. I gave a Title to my first fantasy

..."AURTHOR AND THE MAGIC WORLD"...

...i was stuck to that story for a year...

Now Pandemic Curfew was over, people started their jobs again and Schools were re-opened , i passed 8th standard and Upgraded to 9th.

i slowly started to move on from my imaginative world , I had a some reasons..

Back then I was so obsessed with my basketball that I always kept close to me and sleep in night and even in days i always hold it.

my parents objected with that Daily, And scolded me cause of that & asked me why I always slept with it. After all this odd scolding from parents i started to leave my imaginations behind.

...I stopped holding my basketball and yapping to it , and started treating it like a normal ball and played with it , like it was made for to so.....

... It's just getting started ...

this is my first time writing a novel , i left many of my chat-stories in between cause I lacked of thinking contexts , but now I realised I may write a glimpse of my life and reduce my regression, I don't know what my impression will be on y'all but the deeds i done was beyond my own limits.

To be continued.....

Cynic

"𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐲"

When I was in 8th , I gave more attention to a girl named Zivu , she's brilliant student and personality was more like an introvert.

In the starting of 7th standard i used to avoid her as she was also not getting along with me but still she was the member of our school friend circle , we had less interaction but after a year when we shared same interests and vibes , Made us think "this all that matters for being friends" it was my luckiest decision.

Interests grew more, and we developed mutual understanding tagged as Best friends

...During pandemic curfew...

Me & zivu,

used to talk on calls for hours and daily creates a new story to entertain ourselves.

Even spent a week to talk about One fantasy.

Every day was new adventure, more like we shared same brain cells.

I even made my interest gaming,

Free fire, that game was not that much interesting in the starting but, as one of my friend suggested me to play together.

I made friends in that game, and they were temporary, cause sometimes they do not reach my expectations.

One day I was playing lone wolf in FF,

Then a guy joined the match as Duo.

After the match he sent me friend request

i accepted it because he carried the match well, we had a normal chat in game group , cause his reason to send me friend request was because one of his female friend name was also same as mine, reasonable approach.

Then we exchanged our social media accounts and he added me in a Group chat,

There was only three peoples but now including me it became 4 ,

... Members were ...

...Daizy...

...Marco...

...Me (Daizu)...

...Zamy ( the guy I met in game. )...

*for easy understanding i changed a letter in Daizy , her actual name was also Daizu same as mine. Hope y'all won't be confused*

After joining that group chat,

Everything was going fine and we played games a lot together i mean really a lot,

moment's with them was so cherishable.

......................

... Now Scene shifted to my school...

I was in the last session of 9th as that year was about to over and we were going upgrade to class 10th.

There was a girl named Eriyln in my class, she randomly sent a req to my Instagram handle, she was the type of girl blabbered about her male best friends , just to flex and it was all lie , none of them were existing.

Her words were unreal, it was diabolical so i ignored her Yaps.

But something crazy hits my mind,

as i recently downloaded the pinterest app.

...I created a fake account on Instagram...

yup!!. I did what I said above, and gave it a name Tyran.

I actually wanted to experience how fake account makes people excited, so my first Bait was Eriyln

i chatted with her I guess everyday from Tyran's acc.

She even introduced me as "Tyran" to her friends, they asked for my face reveal I just sent them the picture i downloaded from Pinterest, (lol😭).

Then a girl who was one of the friends of Eriyln, started talking Tyran in personal chats after that day.

Yes it was clear that she was interested in Tyran or the fictional character I created.

It was something, I was trying a stuff like this for the first time, and it was soo interesting that I extended it even much.

That girl's name was "Veinna" , she proposed Tyran after a month , and guess what I accepted it.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

... Well story further extended with plots...

...keep your notification on for Updates...

...Hope y'all don't miss any Plots!! ...

...TO BE CONTINUED ~...

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