"Finally, Someone Lit The Lamp For Me"
Episode-01 HARDLY A PUNISHMENT
"Some say a home is the warmest place one can ever know. To me, however, the word home has never coexisted with warmth. Every scar etched into my heart is a legacy of that very place—a cruel gift bestowed by the people who were supposed to love me."
"By all appearances, I am the eldest daughter of the prestigious House of Marquis Holbrook. My life should have been effortless, adorned with paintings, music, embroidery, archery lessons, elegant tea parties with the ladies of other noble households, and, in time, a respectable marriage befitting the daughter of a marquis. That was the life everyone expected me to live.Yet it remained nothing more than a distant dream."
"There was no warmth in my childhood. No carefree laughter echoing through the halls. No harmless quarrels or teasing between siblings. No whispered secrets shared beneath my mother's embrace. No comforting assurance that my father's name would shield me from the world's cruelty. I could never rely on it. Even as his own daughter, I possessed no authority to utter the name of Marquis Holbrook with pride, let alone use it to defend myself. I wasn't born cold. Life simply buried every warm piece of me beneath betrayal, neglect, and disappointment. "
"The cruelest thing about fate isn't that it breaks you—it's that it expects you to keep walking afterward. And so I did. The person standing before you isn't unbreakable. She is merely what's left after being broken too many times."
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(face dark and cold)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
Does Madam not know Monkshood and Foxglove should not be given together in cold? ❄️❄️
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
Or the jealousy against your own younger sister has grown so much that you do not care about harming her body? ❄️❄️
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(standing on the steps)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(fist tightens in under sleeves)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(look up at his cold terrifying face)
"And that man is my husband—at least, by name. The great General of the Kingdom of Kaizerian, Ambrosios Aberdeen. Why do I call him my nominal husband? Because the woman he truly loves has never been me. It has always been my younger sister. Yet even that is not the cruelest wound. The cruelest part is that my entire family silently accepted it, as though there were nothing shameful about a husband loving his wife's sister."
" Not once did they condemn him. Not once did they ask if it hurts me. Perhaps you wonder why. Because I was never meant to stand beside the General. I was merely a substitute. The bride chosen for him had always been my younger sister. When circumstances forced the marriage to fall through, I was placed in her stead—as though I were nothing more than a convenient replacement. Did I volunteer for this marriage? No. Was I given a choice? Never. Yet I was the one condemned. Everyone spoke as though I had stolen my sister's place, as though I had schemed my way into becoming the General's principal wife. No gathering was complete without someone reminding me that I was living a life that had never belonged to me."
"They say time heals every wound.
They lied. Some wounds do not heal; they simply teach you how to smile without letting anyone see the blood beneath. I wasn't born cold. Life simply buried every warm piece of me beneath betrayal and disappointment."
Javier Holbrook/FL's brother
"You still have the face to argue here what is right and what is not? Elinor has left the mansion and we all are worried about her and just asked you to take her place to be the bride to save the family honor yet you are arguing with us here? Don't you have any family honor and shame in your heart?"
Lynford Holbrook/FL's Father/Marquis
(look at his daughter)
Lynford Holbrook/FL's Father/Marquis
(eyes cold and filled with displeasure)
Lynford Holbrook/FL's Father/Marquis
"As a family we share the glory and shame together. This is not the time for you to throw a tantrum" ❄️
Lynford Holbrook/FL's Father/Marquis
"The bridal procession is here go and get ready into the bridal gown. ❄️"
Lynford Holbrook/FL's Father/Marquis
"....Don't tell the general about Elinor's matter. I will talk to him on my own." ❄️
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(woke up with a jolt)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(looked outside the carriage)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
[I dreamt about that day again]
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(lift the curtains)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(prop her chin on her hand)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(stare at the greenery)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
[I knew it even if I explain myself that I did not mix those two herbs together, I would not be believed by him.]
"Thus this confinement to the mountains as a punishment from the General."
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(curl lips in mockery)
"A punishment? A confinement to a manor in the mountain without servants and the luxury of the capital city. Hardly any punishment for me and more like a break from all the scheming and disappointment. Because they all think I am jealous and materialistic woman and sending me to live without luxury is the biggest punishment they have thought of for now."
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
How ironic
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(mutter)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
As if I was showered with luxury since childhood
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
How did they reach to this conclusion?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(pondering with calm, down casted look)
Episode-02 WHO WAS INSULTED? YOU OR YOUR IDENTITY?
"Yes, lady a wandering master seems to have resided in the temple in the mountains for a while. He is a learned wise Master famous to know the answer to everything. If you have time then you should sure go to see the master."
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(nods at the words of the local woman)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
I'll keep this in my mind
"After arriving here, I settled into the small manor that had been assigned to me. There were no servants, no maids—only silence to keep me company. They had expected loneliness to drive me into despair, to watch me wither away in isolation. Instead, for the first time in my life, I found peace. The quiet that wrapped around my heart felt unfamiliar, almost frightening in its gentleness. Yet it was also comforting, as though I had finally been allowed to breathe after years of suffocation. It has been four days since I came here, and today I heard of, a renowned master, said to possess extraordinary skills."
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(stopped at the foot of the temple stairs)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(looked up at the stairs and began climbing without rush)
"A master, they say. A man renowned for his wisdom, one who seems to hold the answer to every question beneath the heavens. I wonder if that is true. If so, perhaps I should meet him. Perhaps he can tell me why some people spend their entire lives searching for love only to be met with indifference. Perhaps he can explain why a home can feel colder than a prison, or why fate delights in giving hope only to snatch it away. Then again, those are merely the complaints of an ordinary woman. Would a great master concern himself with such petty mortal thoughts?"
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(stopped)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(looked at the serene man)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Master (called out)
Master Altum
(opened his eyes)
Master Altum
(sitting on a meditating stance on the stone point)
Master Altum
(looked down)
Master Altum
(smile broadly) Fated lady, what brings you here to seek me?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(felt a rush of blood in her body)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
This lonely woman just wishes to get a few answers to her questions and learn from the master.
Master Altum
(jumped down)
The master smiled faintly, his gaze calm and unfathomable.
Master Altum
Answers are neither meant to be given nor asked for, fated lady.
Master Altum
The world has a peculiar way of teaching those who are willing to learn. That is its greatest magic.
Master Altum
If you seek an answer, then come here each day and search for it yourself. Watch. Listen. Observe.
Master Altum
Perhaps, one day, the world will allow you to see what has stood before you all along...
Master Altum
Not because it was hidden from you--But because you chose to avert your eyes.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(stood there)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(skirt fluttering with the wind)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(look at the temple and the vast greenery around it)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(nods her head) I shall do it as master days.
"The days passed quietly as I continued my journey between the manor and the temple. Climbing those stone steps never felt tiresome; instead, each ascent brought an inexplicable sense of peace.
The master was truly wise. People from every corner came seeking his guidance. His sermons were unlike any other. He never spoke of what one should or should not have done—only of the consequences that quietly awaited after every choice."
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(kneading the damp clay between her fingers, shaping it into a small bowl)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(suddenly asked) Master
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
During today's sermon, you said that only the soul truly belongs to us. That our names, families, titles, wealth—even our bodies—are merely things borrowed from this world.
The master continued carving a wooden figurine, his eyes never leaving his work.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(lowered her gaze to the clay in her hands)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
I don't understand.
Master Altum
(A faint smile tugged at his lips)
Master Altum
Tell me, fated lady... what is your name?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Thea Holbrook.
Master Altum
That is the name your parents gave you. Had they chosen another, would you have become someone else?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
.... No.
Master Altum
And your family?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
They are... my family.
Master Altum
They existed before your birth. One day they will exist after your death. Did you create them?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
...No.
Master Altum
What about your title?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
I am the Marquis daughter and Wife of General Aberdeen.
Master Altum
Were you born with that title?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(shook her head) No.
Master Altum
It was given to you.
The master finally looked up.
Master Altum
If tomorrow the Emperor stripped you of your title, who would remain?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(met his eyes)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
...Thea
Master Altum
The name we have already agreed, was borrowed.
Silence settled between them. The master picked up the unfinished bowl from her hands.
Master Altum
This bowl is made of clay.
He crushed it gently, reducing it to a shapeless lump before placing it back in her palms.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(look at it)
Master Altum
Has the clay disappeared?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
No
Master Altum
Only its form has. (looked into her eyes)
Master Altum
The world mistakes forms for truth. Daughter. Wife. Marchioness. General. Servant. Noble. Physician. They are all shapes. The soul alone is the clay.
Thea stared at the lump in her hand. After a long silence, she asked quietly,
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Then... why do words hurt us?
Master Altum
(smiled) Because people seldom insult the soul (pointed toward her chest)
Master Altum
They insult the masks we have grown too fond of wearing. If someone speaks ill of physicians, the one who dreams of becoming a physician grows angry. Not because he was insulted...
Master Altum
(brushed the remaining clay from his hands)
Master Altum
But because the title he wished to become was.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(remained silent)
Master Altum
For years, (continued softly)
you have mistaken every mask for yourself.
Master Altum
(rose to leave )When you finally learn to distinguish the wearer from the mask....the world will lose its power to wound you.
Master Altum
A title cannot bleed, yet men cry when it is wounded. Tell me, fated lady... was it you who was hurt, or the name you wished to wear?
Master Altum
Who are you without your name, your family, your profession, your memories, and your desires?
Master Altum
These are all identities—temporary labels that the world gives you. They are useful for living in society but are not who you truly are.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(sat there with lump of clay in her hands in silence)
Episode-03 ASKING FOR DIVORCE
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
(look at her lady) Madam Aberdeen, are you delighted to return to the capital?
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(quietly looking outside)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
I am.
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
(worry edged in her brows)
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
[Why does Madam seem so different from before?]
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
[She says she is delighted but why there is no delight on her face but a bit of reluctance]
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
Madam Aberdeen, General has been asking about you a lot. If you coax the general a little then all grudges and misunderstandings would be resolved.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(turned her face to look at her)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Hm. (closed her eyes)
"How could there be any grudges between us? The last flicker of hope in my heart—that he might one day see me as his wife, or at least acknowledge me as a human being—had already burned itself into ashes."
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
(let out a sigh of relief)
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
Second lady Holbrook's engagement to the third prince has been set, Madam Aberdeen.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(stay still)
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
Everyone in the Holbrook mansion has been busy preparing for the engagement. General has also acknowledged the second lady as his sworn sister and added a little to her dowry for her wedding in two months. (smiling)
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
Now everything will be fine Madam Aberdeen. The general will come around and will not show concern for the second lady after her marriage, Madam Aberdeen.
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
Husband and wife are not different from each other. He will understand soon how to cherish you.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(gave a weak smile)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Hm.
"He still needs time to come around? The words nearly drew a laugh from me. He was the Kingdom's greatest general—a man renowned for his brilliance on the battlefield, unmatched in strategy and foresight. Yet for all his wisdom, he could not see the truth that I, a woman confined to the inner court, had accepted long before him. Perhaps it is easier to read the enemy's intentions than to face the truth that has always stood before one's own eyes."
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(take the hairpin out of the box)
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
Madam Aberdeen, General is asking you to go to the main hall to see him. (knock)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
... Coming.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(opened her door)
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
(look at her and hesitate) Madam Aberdeen are you not going to change? This outfit....
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(give a smile) Just an outfit. I have been living like this for the last 2 months so what's the matter wearing his for one more night.
Hari/Maid Of Thea From Holbrook house
(shut her mouth)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(strode away)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(frowned with displeasure looking at her)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
Don't you know how to present yourself like the General's wife? ❄️
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(courtesy bow) Forgive General, but I got used to dressing like this and did not see anything wrong with this.
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(face darken)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
Thea don't even for a second think that I will feel sorry for you or let you take your displeasure and anger on Elinor. ❄️
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
You were at fault and I gave you the lightest punishment. ❄️
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(silently look at his face)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(nods) I understand.
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(brows furrowed)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Is there something General wants to say to me?
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
.... Elinor is going to get engaged soon. As her elder sister you should help her with the arrangements, and add something to her dowry. Take out that ruby headset and twin plum hairpin from your dowry and give it to her. It was originally meant for her and you took it. ❄️
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
[So that's how it is.]
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
I get it.
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
How can----(paused)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(met his eyes flashed with surprise)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Can I take my leave now if General is done with orders? (calmly)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
💢💢
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
What kind of behaviour is this?Do you have resentment against me for letting you know the consequences of your mistakes? ❄️💢
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
General, I simply agreed to your order. What's wrong with this behaviour?
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(speechless)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(didn't know what to say)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(bow) I'll take my leave then.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(left)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(vein twitched)
"An engagement to the Third Prince... What a fortunate woman she is, to be loved wherever she goes. After misunderstanding the General, Elinor fled the capital, only to meet the Third Prince traveling in disguise. In time, they fell in love, and he brought her back by his side."
"How fortunate. There was a time when I despised such favoritism. I would cry, wondering why I was never loved by my parents or protected by my elder brother. I was shattered when they forced me into a substitute marriage, and when Elinor returned, they would rather tarnish my name than allow even the slightest stain to fall upon hers. They let the rumors spread unchecked—that I had stolen my sister's husband, her dowry, and even driven her out of the capital. It hurt. But not anymore. Now I understand. Favoritism rarely needs a reason. People do not always love because someone deserves it, nor do they stop loving because someone is at fault."
"Sometimes...They simply love one person, and they simply do not love another. That is all. Blood ties do not automatically make someone fond of someone. I simply lack the fate to make one fond of me."
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(look at everyone happily enjoying)
Elinor Holbrook/FL's sister
(smiling)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
[I am a truly plain looking unremarkable woman compared to my sister. No wonder none is on my side.]
Elinor Holbrook/FL's sister
Elder sister (look at her with beaming face)
Elinor Holbrook/FL's sister
Thank you for giving me the ruby headset and twin plum hairpin. I am very happy to get them from you.
Javier Holbrook/FL's brother
That was yours to begin with. She is sensible this time to return things which are not hers.
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(did not look up at them)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
Hm. I'll return everything I took soon.
Javier Holbrook/FL's brother
(brows furrowed at her words)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(frowned imperceptively)
Lynford Holbrook/FL's Father/Marquis
Let's enjoy the feast and do not talk about unrelated things.
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
Enter ❄️
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(stepped in and closed the door behind her)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
What's the matter?❄️❄️
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
(stepped forward)
Thea Holbrook/FL/Eldest Daughter
I want General's seal and signature on this. (put forward the paper)
Ambrosios Aberdeen/FL's husband/General
(eyes darken seeing the divorce agreement)
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