ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴋɪɴᴅᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs
Drift
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
I don't hve any reason to write ts.
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
But I want to preserve not only my memories but my thoughts too
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
There will come a time when I'll Become a better version of myself
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
N I want to hve a way to visit my Past self.
Well?
I'm sure you can do it
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Isn't it pretty Cute When ppl share moments of Affection with each other?
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They might come off as "cringe" to some, Dumb to some, annoying to some but For The one in that place?
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It might mean the whole world
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That one moment may Very well become their reason for living
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
I usually don't care about stuff
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
But sometimes I connect so deeply that it ends up overwhelming me instead
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
to the point that I fool myself into thinking I don't care
Well?
Denying won't change anything
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Plus you'll regret it if you lose them bcuz of your own ability to not accept
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
That's exactly why I try my best to not let my thinking affect my actions
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
I may not want to text
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
I may not hve the heart
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
but still ik things are hard for all of us
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
So I take the first step in my own way
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Imma proud of myself a bit for that
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I'm liking a song lately
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I discovered it thru a reel actually.. I'll talk about it some other time.
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But lemme upload the song.
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
The more time I spend w/ myself the more I discover things about myself and stuff I want to change
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
Each time my thinking process changes in a way
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
But about certain things
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
There was one time When
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
I read smtg that said
"You can't think of the person by your side as your possession, but as someone God has asked you to take care of."
"All the things that you were given may have been meant for you...."
"But at the same time, they were also gifts God had given so you could protect the person most precious to you."
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
I'm someone who feels secure bcuz of words like mine, yours n stuff.
This is a minus point of being a possessive person.
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
It felt like someone smacked my head
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
& showed me where I was going wrong
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
I ain't saying that it's wrong to be possessive n stuff, It is okay
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
But when it reaches a point where you start viewing the person as a possession rather than a person
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
It becomes wrong, toxic and suffocating
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
bcuz in the end we all hve privacy
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
Our own private space
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
where we want to be with ourselves only
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
So idk but it just moved me.
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
and I ended up agreeing with it alot
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
Perhaps that's why now I feel less suffocated by those words, the overthinking that comes is lessened...
Well?
Ahan I get what you mean
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"Care without possession."
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"Protection without control."
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"Love without erasing yourself."
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That's the conclusion I get
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And I wouldn't disagree with this one thing.
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But human love isn't perfect like this
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It has its own flaws
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But What matters is that you are always trying to be the better person for the person you love.
Well?
& Don't become a better person only because that person deserves it.
Become better because you want to be someone capable of loving them well..
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
But sometimes some thoughts are too beautiful to let them pass away
𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚
So I gave some meaning to it.
Well?
& It was my kind of perfect way to put things🩷
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That's all for today.
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