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Betray Me Once, Regret Me Forever

The Perfect Boyfriend

If someone asked me what a perfect relationship looked like, I would have described mine.

Daniel and I had been together for three years.

Three years of good morning messages, late night calls, weekend dates, random flowers, and little arguments that never lasted long enough to matter.

He knew how I liked my coffee.

He knew I hated being left on read.

He knew that whenever I was upset, I needed a little space before I was ready to talk.

And most importantly, he knew how to make me feel loved.

At least, that's what I thought.

That Saturday morning, I woke up to the smell of coffee.

I opened my eyes and found Daniel sitting beside the bed, holding a cup.

"Good morning, sleepyhead."

I smiled.

"How long have you been awake?"

"Long enough to watch you steal the blanket."

"I don't steal it."

"You absolutely do."

I reached for the cup.

"Is this mine?"

"No. I made it for myself."

I stared at him.

He laughed and handed it over.

"Fine. It's yours."

I took a sip.

Perfect.

I looked at him suspiciously.

"You remembered."

"I always remember."

He leaned down and kissed my forehead.

"Three years and you still look surprised when I remember your coffee."

"Because sometimes you forget."

"Name one time."

"Last month."

"That was one time."

"Exactly."

He laughed.

I couldn't help smiling.

This was Daniel.

Sweet.

Playful.

Patient.

The kind of boyfriend my friends were jealous of.

The kind of man my mother would have loved.

The kind of man I thought I would marry.

He stood up.

"Get dressed."

"Why?"

"I'm taking you somewhere."

"Where?"

"It's a surprise."

I sat up.

"Daniel."

"No."

"Please?"

"No."

I narrowed my eyes.

"I hate surprises."

"You love surprises."

"I love knowing what the surprise is."

He laughed.

"Get ready."

He walked toward the door.

I threw a pillow at him.

He caught it.

"Violent."

"Annoying."

He smiled.

"See you in thirty minutes."

I watched him leave.

Then I smiled at myself.

Three years.

I still got excited over little things like this.

Maybe that was why I never noticed the changes.

Or maybe I noticed them.

I just didn't want to believe what they meant.

An hour later, Daniel took me to a small restaurant outside the city.

It wasn't expensive.

It wasn't fancy.

But it had a beautiful view of the river.

I looked around.

"You remembered this place."

"Of course."

We had our first official date there.

Three years ago.

I smiled.

"You're getting sentimental."

"Maybe."

He pulled out a chair for me.

I sat down.

He took the seat across from me.

For a while, everything felt exactly the same.

We talked.

We laughed.

He complained about work.

I complained about my boss.

He stole food from my plate.

I threatened to stab his hand with my fork.

Normal.

Comfortable.

Ours.

Then his phone rang.

He glanced at the screen.

His smile disappeared for half a second.

It was quick.

Almost unnoticeable.

But I noticed.

"Work?"

He turned the phone face down.

"Yeah."

"Do you need to answer?"

"No."

He smiled.

"I'm with you."

I smiled back.

"Good answer."

His phone vibrated again.

He ignored it.

Then again.

I looked at him.

"You sure you don't need to check?"

"No."

He reached across the table and held my hand.

"Nothing is more important than you."

My heart softened.

"You're being cheesy."

"You're smiling."

"I can't help it."

"Exactly."

His phone vibrated again.

This time, he picked it up.

"Excuse me."

He stood.

"Where are you going?"

"Outside. I need to take this."

I watched him walk away.

He answered the call near the entrance.

I couldn't hear what he was saying.

But I noticed something.

He wasn't smiling anymore.

His back was turned toward me.

His shoulders were tense.

The call lasted less than two minutes.

When he came back, he sat down as if nothing happened.

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah."

"Who was it?"

"Work."

I nodded.

"Everything's always work with you."

He laughed.

"Are you complaining?"

"Maybe."

He reached for my hand again.

"I'll make it up to you."

"How?"

"Dinner tonight."

"We're already having lunch."

"Dinner too."

I smiled.

"Okay."

He kissed my hand.

I believed him.

That afternoon, we walked around the city.

He bought me ice cream even though I said I didn't want one.

He knew I would change my mind.

He was right.

While we were walking, my best friend called.

I answered.

"Hello?"

"Where are you?"

"With Daniel."

"Of course you are."

I laughed.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing. You two are attached at the hip."

Daniel looked at me.

"Who is it?"

"My friend."

He smiled and continued walking.

My friend lowered her voice.

"Can I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Have you ever thought Daniel might be too good to be true?"

I stopped walking.

"What kind of question is that?"

"I'm just asking."

"Why?"

"Nothing."

I looked at Daniel.

He was waiting for me a few steps away.

He smiled.

I smiled back.

"He's not too good to be true."

My friend sighed.

"Okay. I just worry about you."

"You don't need to."

"Fine. Enjoy your date."

"I will."

We ended the call.

Daniel walked back toward me.

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah."

"What did she want?"

"Nothing."

He studied me.

"You sure?"

"Yes."

He smiled.

"Good."

He reached for my hand.

We continued walking.

That night, he dropped me off at home.

Before I got out of the car, he pulled me closer.

"I had a good day."

"So did I."

He smiled.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

He kissed me.

Soft.

Familiar.

Safe.

I got out of the car and watched him drive away.

I didn't know that it would be one of the last times I would look at him and feel completely safe.

The next morning, everything was normal.

At least, I thought it was.

I woke up to a message.

Daniel: Good morning, beautiful.

I smiled.

Me: Good morning.

A few seconds later:

Daniel: Busy today?

Me: Not really. Why?

Daniel: Just asking.

I put my phone down.

Then another message arrived.

Daniel: I might be busy tonight.

I frowned.

Me: Work?

There was a longer pause than usual.

Daniel: Yeah.

I stared at the message.

Something about the way he answered felt strange.

But I didn't question it.

Not yet.

That evening, he canceled our dinner.

Daniel: I'm sorry, babe. Work got crazy.

Me: It's okay.

Daniel: I'll make it up to you.

Me: You better.

He sent a heart.

I smiled despite myself.

Then I noticed something.

He had been online for almost an hour after telling me he was too busy to talk.

I stared at the screen.

Maybe he was working.

Maybe he was just checking something.

Maybe I was overthinking.

I locked my phone.

"Don't be stupid."

I told myself.

Daniel loved me.

He had spent three years proving it.

At least, that's what I believed.

The next morning, I woke up beside my phone.

There was another message from him.

Daniel: Sorry about last night. I'll make it up to you today.

I smiled.

I typed:

Me: You better.

Then I put my phone down and got ready for the day.

I had no idea that somewhere between his sweet messages, canceled dates, and mysterious phone calls, something had already started changing.

And I was about to find out that the hardest thing about being cheated on wasn't discovering that someone didn't love you.

It was discovering how easily they could make you believe they did.

Something Has Changed

I tried not to think about Daniel's canceled dinner.

I really did.

By Monday morning, I had already convinced myself that I had been overthinking everything.

People got busy.

People had bad days.

Phones rang.

Plans changed.

None of those things automatically meant someone was cheating.

So when Daniel arrived at my apartment that evening with flowers in one hand and my favorite dessert in the other, I felt a little embarrassed about my doubts.

He stood outside my door, smiling.

"Peace offering."

I looked at the flowers.

"What did you do?"

"Nothing."

"Then why are you bribing me?"

He laughed.

"Because I canceled our dinner."

I took the flowers.

"You did."

"And I felt bad."

I stepped aside.

"Come in."

He kissed my cheek as he walked past me.

"I knew you'd forgive me."

"Who said I forgave you?"

He looked at me.

"You took the flowers."

"That doesn't mean anything."

"And you're smiling."

"I can smile while being angry."

"Not at me."

I rolled my eyes.

"You think you know me too well."

"I do know you too well."

He wrapped his arms around me from behind.

I smiled.

For a moment, everything felt normal again.

Maybe I really had been imagining things.

We ate dinner together.

He told me funny stories from work.

I told him about my day.

He listened.

He laughed.

He kissed my forehead when I complained about my boss.

It was exactly the kind of evening that made me feel foolish for ever doubting him.

Then his phone rang.

Again.

He looked at the screen.

This time, I saw his expression change.

He quickly silenced it.

I looked at him.

"You're not answering?"

"No."

"Why?"

"It's nothing."

I raised an eyebrow.

"You've been saying that a lot lately."

He smiled.

"Because it is nothing."

His phone vibrated again.

He picked it up and stood.

"I'll be right back."

I watched him walk toward the balcony.

The door closed behind him.

I couldn't hear everything he said.

But I heard his voice.

Low.

Quiet.

Almost like he didn't want me to hear.

I looked down at my plate.

I didn't want to spy on him.

I didn't want to become that girlfriend.

The suspicious girlfriend.

The jealous girlfriend.

The girlfriend who checked her boyfriend's phone every five minutes.

I trusted him.

I had to.

When he came back, I smiled.

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah."

"Work?"

"Yeah."

I nodded.

"Okay."

He sat beside me.

Then he suddenly asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Like what?"

"Like you're trying to figure something out."

I laughed.

"Maybe I'm trying to figure out why you're so handsome."

He grinned.

"That's easy."

"Oh?"

"Because you have good taste."

I threw a napkin at him.

He laughed.

The moment passed.

But something stayed with me.

That feeling.

That tiny voice telling me something wasn't right.

The next morning, I woke up before him.

Daniel was still asleep beside me.

His phone was on the bedside table.

The screen lit up.

I didn't touch it.

I didn't even move.

I simply looked.

A notification appeared.

Unknown Number: Are you coming tonight?

My stomach tightened.

I stared at the screen.

Then another notification appeared.

Unknown Number: Don't make me wait again.

I looked at Daniel.

He was still asleep.

My heart started beating faster.

I reached for my own phone instead.

Maybe there was an innocent explanation.

There had to be.

I turned away.

When I looked back, Daniel was awake.

"Good morning."

I smiled.

"Morning."

He stretched.

"What time is it?"

"Almost eight."

He grabbed his phone.

The moment he saw the screen, his expression changed.

He quickly opened the notification.

I pretended not to notice.

"Are you hungry?"

He looked at me.

"Yeah."

"I'll make breakfast."

He smiled.

"You're the best."

I walked into the kitchen.

A few seconds later, I heard the bedroom door close.

I stopped.

He was making a call.

Again.

I continued preparing breakfast.

I didn't ask.

I didn't want to.

But my mind kept returning to that message.

Are you coming tonight?

Who was waiting for him?

And why did she sound like she had done it before?

I didn't even know if the person was a woman.

I was assuming.

Maybe it was a coworker.

Maybe a friend.

Maybe someone from work.

I tried to convince myself of every possible explanation.

Anything except cheating.

Because admitting the possibility felt terrifying.

Three years.

Three years with the man I thought I would marry.

I wasn't ready to imagine that everything could disappear because of one person I didn't even know.

That afternoon, I went to meet my friend Mia.

She took one look at my face and immediately said,

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"Don't give me that."

I sighed.

"Daniel has been acting weird."

Her expression became serious.

"Weird how?"

"His phone."

"Cheating?"

I almost choked on my drink.

"Why would you say that?"

"Because that's usually where this conversation goes."

"You're terrible."

"I'm realistic."

I shook my head.

"I don't know. He gets strange whenever his phone rings. He leaves the room. He hides the screen."

Mia leaned closer.

"Have you checked his phone?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"Because I trust him."

She looked at me.

"Trusting someone doesn't mean ignoring red flags."

I looked away.

"I don't want to become paranoid."

"Then don't."

She paused.

"But don't become blind either."

Her words stayed with me.

That night, Daniel told me he had to work late again.

I stared at his message.

Daniel: I'm sorry. I have to stay at the office tonight.

I typed:

Me: Again?

He replied:

Daniel: I know. I'm sorry.

I stared at the screen.

Then:

Me: What time will you be home?

He took almost five minutes to answer.

Daniel: Around eleven.

I looked at the clock.

It was seven.

Something wasn't right.

But I didn't confront him.

Instead, I replied:

Me: Okay. Be careful.

He sent a heart.

I put my phone down.

Then I made a decision.

I wasn't going to accuse him.

I wasn't going to cry.

I wasn't going to check his phone.

Not yet.

I wanted to know the truth first.

At around nine, I went to the kitchen to get water.

My phone vibrated.

A message from Daniel.

Daniel: Don't wait for me. I'll be late.

I stared at it.

Then another message came.

Daniel: Love you.

I smiled sadly.

"Do you?"

I whispered.

The next morning, something happened that I couldn't explain away.

I was walking toward a café near Daniel's office when I saw his car parked outside.

I checked the time.

It was ten thirty in the morning.

He was supposed to be at work.

I stood across the street and stared at the car.

Maybe he had a meeting.

Maybe he was getting coffee.

Maybe he was picking something up.

Then Daniel walked out.

I froze.

He wasn't alone.

A woman walked beside him.

I didn't recognize her.

She was laughing.

Daniel said something.

She lightly touched his arm.

He smiled.

Not his polite work smile.

Not the smile he gave strangers.

It was the smile I knew.

The one he gave me.

My stomach dropped.

They stopped beside his car.

The woman looked around.

Then Daniel leaned toward her.

He kissed her cheek.

I couldn't breathe.

It wasn't a long kiss.

It didn't need to be.

I stood there completely still.

Daniel looked happy.

The woman smiled.

Then they walked in opposite directions.

I watched Daniel get into his car.

He didn't see me.

I didn't call him.

I didn't confront him.

I simply stood there.

For the first time, the tiny voice in my head wasn't whispering anymore.

It was screaming.

Something had changed.

And I was finally ready to find out what.

I took out my phone.

I opened Daniel's contact.

My thumb hovered over the call button.

Then I stopped.

No.

Not yet.

I wanted answers.

Real ones.

So instead of calling him, I took a picture of his car.

Then another of the woman walking away.

I didn't know her name.

I didn't know who she was.

But I was going to find out.

And Daniel?

He had no idea that the girlfriend he thought trusted him completely had just seen the first crack in his perfect little lie.

I walked away from the café.

My hands were shaking.

But I wasn't crying.

Not yet.

Because before I confronted Daniel, I wanted to know one thing.

Was that woman the first?

Or was she simply the first one I caught?

The First Lie

I didn't tell Daniel what I saw.

Not that morning.

Not that afternoon.

Not even when he called me during lunch and asked what I was doing.

"Just working," I answered.

"Busy?"

"A little."

"Did you eat?"

"Yes."

He smiled through the phone.

"Good girl."

I rolled my eyes even though he couldn't see me.

"Don't call me that."

"Why? You like it."

"I tolerate it."

He laughed.

"I'll see you tonight."

I paused.

"Tonight?"

"Yeah. I want to take you out."

"Didn't you say you had work?"

There was a brief silence.

"That was yesterday."

I looked down at my phone.

"No, Daniel. You said you had work tonight."

"I did?"

"Yes."

He laughed awkwardly.

"Right. I forgot. I managed to finish early."

I stared at the wall.

Another lie.

Or at least another inconsistency.

"Okay."

"Are you upset?"

"No."

"You sound upset."

"I'm just tired."

"Then I'll make it up to you."

I forced a smile.

"Okay."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

We ended the call.

I sat there for a moment.

Yesterday, he told me he had to work late.

Yet that morning, I had seen him outside a café with another woman.

Now suddenly, he had finished work early.

It was getting harder to believe his explanations.

Still, I wasn't ready to accuse him.

I needed more.

So I started with something simple.

I searched the café's social media page.

I found nothing.

Then I searched Daniel's company.

Nothing.

I searched the woman's description online.

Still nothing.

I didn't even know her name.

That made me angry.

How could someone I had never seen before already make me question three years of my relationship?

I put my phone down.

Maybe I was overreacting.

Maybe she was a coworker.

Maybe the kiss on the cheek meant nothing.

Maybe—

My phone vibrated.

Daniel.

Daniel: Dinner tonight?

I stared at the message.

Me: Sure.

Daniel: Pick you up at seven.

I looked at the time.

It was almost five.

I had two hours to decide whether I was going to pretend everything was normal.

I chose to pretend.

For now.

At seven, Daniel arrived.

He stepped out of his car wearing the blue shirt I bought him for his birthday.

He smiled when he saw me.

"Wow."

I looked down at myself.

"What?"

"You look beautiful."

I smiled.

"Thank you."

He kissed my forehead.

"Ready?"

"Yes."

We got into the car.

As we drove, I watched him.

His hands were on the steering wheel.

His eyes were on the road.

He looked completely relaxed.

I wondered how someone could lie so comfortably.

Then he glanced at me.

"Why are you staring?"

"I'm not."

"You are."

"I'm thinking."

"About?"

I smiled.

"Nothing important."

He reached for my hand.

"Tell me."

I looked at our hands.

"Where were you this morning?"

His fingers tightened slightly around mine.

Then relaxed.

"At work."

I looked at him.

"All morning?"

"Yeah."

I smiled.

"You weren't at the café?"

His expression changed.

Only for a second.

"What café?"

I knew it.

There was the first lie.

"I saw your car."

He laughed.

"My car?"

"Yes."

"Where?"

"Near your office."

He shook his head.

"You probably saw someone else's car."

"I know your car, Daniel."

He was quiet.

Then he said,

"Okay. I did stop there."

I waited.

"Why?"

"I needed coffee."

"And the woman?"

He glanced at me.

"What woman?"

I stared at him.

"The woman you were with."

He was silent.

Then he laughed.

"She's a coworker."

"What happened?"

"Nothing."

"You kissed her."

His jaw tightened.

"It was just a cheek kiss."

I nodded slowly.

"Okay."

He looked surprised.

"That's it?"

"What do you want me to say?"

"I don't know."

"Then don't."

He reached for my hand again.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"I should've told you."

"Yes."

He sighed.

"She's having a difficult time. I was comforting her."

I stared out the window.

"Right."

"Elena."

"What?"

"You don't believe me."

I looked at him.

"I want to."

His expression softened.

"I would never cheat on you."

There it was.

The sentence I wanted to hear.

The sentence that should have made everything better.

Instead, it made my stomach hurt.

I smiled.

"Okay."

He squeezed my hand.

"I mean it."

"Good."

The rest of the drive was quiet.

He took me to a nice restaurant.

He ordered my favorite food.

He told me he loved me.

He acted like nothing had happened.

And I played along.

When we got home, he kissed me goodnight.

"Sleep well."

"You too."

He walked away.

I closed the door.

Then I stood there for several seconds.

I wasn't angry anymore.

I was thinking.

The woman was a coworker.

Fine.

But why had he lied?

Why hadn't he told me he stopped at the café?

Why did he immediately deny being there?

And why did that woman look at him like she knew him far too well?

I went to my bedroom.

I opened my phone.

I looked at the picture I took earlier.

The woman was slightly blurry.

But her face was visible.

I zoomed in.

Then I noticed something.

She was wearing a small silver bracelet.

I had seen it before.

I searched through Daniel's company social media.

Nothing.

Then I checked the employee list.

There were dozens of names.

I started scrolling.

Then I found her.

Vanessa Cruz.

I stared at the picture beside her name.

It was her.

The woman from the café.

I saved her profile.

Then I opened her social media.

I expected to find nothing.

Instead, I found several pictures from company events.

Daniel appeared in a few.

Not together.

Not obviously.

But always close.

Too close.

In one picture, Vanessa was standing beside Daniel.

In another, Daniel was behind her.

In another, they were laughing.

I scrolled further.

Then I found a picture posted two months ago.

It was a group dinner.

Daniel was sitting at the end of the table.

Vanessa was beside him.

The caption said:

Good people, good night.

I stared at the comments.

Someone had written:

You two look cute together!

Vanessa replied with a laughing emoji.

Daniel didn't reply.

I kept scrolling.

Then I found something that made my heart stop.

A picture of Vanessa holding a bouquet of flowers.

The caption was simple.

Thank you.

No name.

No explanation.

But the flowers looked familiar.

White roses.

The same kind Daniel had given me on our anniversary.

I looked at the date.

Three weeks ago.

I swallowed.

Maybe it meant nothing.

Maybe someone else gave them to her.

Maybe—

My phone vibrated.

I nearly dropped it.

Daniel.

Daniel: You awake?

I stared at the message.

Then replied.

Me: Yes.

Daniel: Can't sleep.

Me: Why?

Daniel: Thinking about you.

I stared at the screen.

Three years ago, that message would have made my heart race.

Tonight, it made me suspicious.

Me: Really?

Daniel: Of course.

Then:

Daniel: I love you more than anything.

I typed:

Me: I love you too.

I didn't send it.

I deleted it.

Then typed:

Me: Goodnight, Daniel.

I sent it.

He replied immediately.

Daniel: Goodnight, babe.

I put my phone down.

For the first time in three years, I didn't say "I love you" back.

And somehow, that tiny decision felt bigger than it should have.

The next morning, I woke up early.

I had made up my mind.

I wasn't going to confront Vanessa.

Not yet.

I wasn't going to confront Daniel again.

Not yet.

I was going to watch.

I was going to listen.

And I was going to let Daniel believe his lie was safe.

Because if he was really cheating on me, eventually he'd make another mistake.

Everyone did.

Even careful liars.

I just needed to be patient.

At work, I received a message from an unknown number.

Unknown: You should ask Daniel where he was Saturday night.

I stared at it.

My heart started beating faster.

I typed:

Me: Who is this?

No response.

I tried again.

Me: Why should I ask him?

Nothing.

I looked at the message again.

Saturday night.

I remembered.

Daniel had told me he was working late that night.

I had believed him.

Now I wasn't so sure.

I put my phone down.

Then picked it up again.

I opened my conversation with Daniel.

I scrolled back to Saturday.

There it was.

Daniel: Sorry, babe. Work is crazy tonight. I'll probably be home late.

I looked at the date.

Then at the unknown message.

My fingers went cold.

Maybe the café wasn't the first lie.

Maybe it wasn't even the first woman.

And whoever had sent that message knew something I didn't.

I looked at the screen one more time.

Then whispered,

"Okay, Daniel."

I smiled.

"If you want to play this game..."

I locked my phone.

"...I'll let you make the next move."

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