Hi, this is me Zoey a ordinary teenage girl. Im 17 and i live alone.

Bet you're thinking i would be like that . Honestly, i do live alone and im also 17 But im not an ordinary girl.

Im a weeb actually i like anime and games and by those things i met my ex-boyfriend.

We like the same things, we do same things, we hate same things as you can see we both like each other we trust each other and also we hate each other.

I hate him i do really, but I can't see myself saying harsh words on him. Especially when we fight i always threatened him that i will leave him.

At that time when i said that I'll leave him when the sun rises . At first i thought he'll beg me to stay and not leave him alone, But all i got was a cold and harsh fine . Tears began to come out of my eyes when i heard that cold tone of his .

How did it have to become like this? we we're happy yesterday aren't we?..... i asked while my head facing the sky.

You're tired aren't you? you already made a choice..my boyfriend said with a cold tone

Don't leave me please it was all a joke haha i love you please don't do this to me!!

I thought that if i said those words he'll change his mind.. but i guess i was wrong. He rushes through the door and quickly gets his bag full of clothes as if he already knew this was going to happened.

A sudden phone call has been made i overheard there conversation it was a girl and he called him baby. A lots of blades had strike onto my heart when i accidentally overhead them, So he was cheating on me all this time.

I immediately locked myself on my room avoiding the sounds of him laughing while talking to someone special to him. to be honest i always wonder if im special to you.. haha i guess i must not think of something ridiculous.

Im sleeping at 8 pm sharp just to avoid conclusion i will be making since i overheard they're conversation..i said jokingly on my friend

Are you hurt by this zoey? i mean you just broke up with your boyfriend. You should have a talk with him tommorow if he's still there.

I really don't mind talking things out but things already became awkward for us.

a sudden knock appeared and it send chills to my bones.

Im leaving... im sorry for everything i hope you will forgive me. this happened because i overthink what you said earlier.

So it's my fault? is it my fault you had to leave me now?

Goodbye Zoey it was nice meeting you...

And it ended my first relationship with my first love. how come it ended like this? I didn't even got the chance to kiss you i already miss your hugs. why did you leave me? is there someone else? am i not enough?

I wish i can ask all of those questions to you right now but i couldn't you already left me. in this cold room i miss your warmth hug me already.

How come you didn't even hesitate to leave me? am i really a nobody to you.

I believed in your words words that came from your mouth words that keep me motivated all the time but i hate the words you gave to me when you we're leaving me.

I guess it's also nice meeting you... Liam