As she entered the bar, she immediately saw Brixton with his friends but there are girls on their table and he is sweetly talking to the girl beside him. the girl's face blushed in what he whispered. what is this?

She quickly walk to their table. When Brixton saw her, he didn't look surprised at all.

What's the meaning of this?! She asked Brixton in anger. Brixton just clenched his jaw looking pissed off by her presence.

" I said what is this Brixton?" She repeated but ib a soft voice this time. She doesn't want her and Brixton to fight. Brixton stood up showing his annoyed face , he face the girl beside him and he said something and then kissed her with her lips! what?? he started to walk towards her and when he is finally in front of her he said. "What- are -you -doing -here??" He asked in a cold and deep voice.

" I'm your girlfriend but why are you with another girl. and you kissed her! in front of me? really?! " She can't help but to get angry. He just laughed aloud.

"This means, I'm done with you" He said smirking. he is used to this. this is how he dump a girl if he finds new girl interest.

" Wha-What are you saying? are you drunk? c-come on, I'll take you home, I won't get mad" She said, maybe he's just drunk. He laughed again.

" Don't you get it?" he asked annoyed but laughing.

"I SAID I'M DONE WITH YOU! I DIDN'T LOVED YOU! YOU'RE JUST A TOY AND I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE COZ I FOUND NEW AND INTERESTING ONE!" he said in a loud voice, she looked round and saw the people looking at them. she felt embarrased and her eyes started to water.

"Tell me it's just a joke please" she pleaded.

"Damn it! will you please get lost???!! can't you see? I'm having fun here! " He rudely shouted. he also pushed her to the door, commanding her to leave the bar.

She ran outside crying.

She stopped at the parking area where her car is. It's like she can't breathe. her heart is aching. how could he do this to her? she loved him wholeheartedly but he just dunped her like this.

becuase of the pain, the love she is feeling toward Brixton became hatred. She was cheated on, she feel helpless, shuttered and worthless. It's because of him! and she hate him for doing this to her.

*from now on, I promise to myself, I won't look at you the same as the way before. I will never see you as a man for me! I deserve someone who is better than an ashole like you! from now on, I will erase you in my whole being. I'll erase you in my heart and it will never recognize you again!

I hate you Brixton James Morabya*!

In our lives, we have to go through the darkest road of our journey. In my case, I already passed from that road and that is loving someone who doesn't really love me.

It's been a month. I was absent for 1 month after my breakup with that jerk. I can't even say his name now, I even don't want to think about him. I don't want to hear his name nor to see him. but I don't have a choice because we're classmate. We are already in our 4th year in college and we will graduate next month. that's why I was obligued to go to the university. My parents owns this university but I don't want to use their power. 1 month is enough. I know in my one month of being absent isn't not acceptable in this university but no one tried to asked me why.

I just shrugged.

As I enter our classroom, everyone turned their gazes to me and shocks were visible to their faces. I am late and I've never been late before. I just walk toward the empty sit, I passed Brixton that I know he's looking to me right now. there is an empty chair beside him which my sit before but I chose to sit beside Jovan. He looks confused and shocked at the same time. I din't even bothered to look at him. I hear whispers from my classmates but I really don't want to bother myself about my surroundings anymore. I just went here to learn so I can fucking graduate next month.

Brixton

We all looked to Emma as she enter our classroom. She's been absent the whole one after the incident in the bar. I admit it. I kinda miss her and I'm a bit guilty why she's absent.

I looked at her. Her face is blank and cold. he didn't bothered to look at me neighter to our classmates and even to our professor who seems shocked.

She chose to sit beside Jovan. I was expecting that she will sit beside me but she didn't. I look on the chair beside me. She used to sit here. Everything have changed about her, her personality the way she act and the way she wear clothes. She's wearing black hoody jacket and pants. She wears skirts and dresses before. She looks simple right now.. and boyish.. Is it my fault? why did she chose to change even her style?

I can't concentrate to our lesson, She's bothering my mind. what's happening to me? breakup is normal to me but why it's different to Emma?

Emma

Finally the class is finished, I can go home now. I really want to go home. Before, after our class, I go to the mall with Brixton but it's different now, right now, I just want to go home.

As I went outside our classroom, Brixton stopped me from walking by holding my right arm. I removed his dirty arm ansmd raised my right brow to him. I turned my back because I don't want to talk to him. I will treat him as if he doesn't exists in this university and in my world.

"Emma, can we talk?" my brow doesn't want to go to its right place because of what he have said. I laughed outloud in my mind. what will he's gonna say this time?

I didn't turned to face him again but he went in front of me and blocked my way. I still don't want to talk to him. I don't want to hear his voice and his explanation anymore as if he will explain!

"Ems please, talk to me my princess" He said pleading. I want to puke on what he have said. my princess your ***! I'm not your princess anymore and I don't want to be your princess ever again.

I started to walk towards dufferent direction. I'm starting to get annoyed by his presence. I despise him so I can't stand being near to him. I uttered thanks to myself when he didn't followed me this time.

this is just the beginning of being a brave and emotionless woman. emotion and feelings will kill me. so I rather choose to be numb and emotionless. I want to live peacefully so I better not to give that asshole a single chance to talk to me. I know he will only tell lies. he already told me that he doesn't love me. I accepted it now so we don't have to talk. I promised to.my self not to fall again to his bait. I don't want someone like him in my life. I know that he 's just only a dark road that I got through and I don't have the plan to pass to that dark raod again.

In one month locking my self in my room, I realized that he is not worthy even a single drop of my tear. He is not worthy of my love. he's not worthy of my pain ,he is not worthy for me, I deserve someone better than him. I realized that he is nothing but an asshole manwhore and he is not for me.

I walk towards the university parking lot nd went inside my car. I promise to become independent and not to lean on any one. I will stand in my own.

I can't wait to graduate. After I graduate, I won't see him again and that is better. I want to live my life on my own. and I won't use my parents to achieve success but to make hardworks so I will become someone I want to be.

I want to leave this university. I don't want to remember everumything about the people in this university. especially that scumbag!

I will prove to him that he is an idiot!

Everyone feels ecstatic today even me. Finally! today is our graduation and I am happy brcause it's the end of everything with Brixton and the beginning of my new life as an independent person.

My dad and mom hugged me tight expressing their happiness for my achievement.

"I am so proud of you my baby girl" My dad said as he withdrew his hug in me.

"Small thing dad" I said and winked to him. they laughed at my joke.

"we should celebrate! " mom is so excited. she even jump for excitement. I just laughed, sometimes she's childish. My dad said he fell inlove with my mom because of her personality. She's very positive and always smiling, that's why she still looks young in her age.

We celebrated at our mansion. we had many relative visitors.and I recieved many gifts! yey! after almost 3 hours, I asked for my parent's permission to go to a high class bar. my classmates and I will celebrate together. Actually, I don't want to go but our proffessor told us strictly to come because he will give us something before we part ways.

My parents agreed and reminded me not to get drunk to much. after almost 15 minutes, I arrived to Golden Blood Bar. it's a high class bar.

As I enter the bar, my classmates immediately saw me and waved at me to come in their place.

the celebration is mixed happy and emotional because. of bidding goodbye to each other. Our prof gave us his gift. it's a small bottle with his message inside. I never think that he will give this kind of gift because he is an strict,serious and cold professor. well. whatever, we are still thankful and touched by his gift. some teased him for being corny. I am laughing but not the same as they laugh.

Brixton is also here but I don't care about his presence so I don't know what his bussiness.

We are drinking, and I feel drunk already. my head is already spinning but I still feel alive tonight. We went to the dancefloor and I don't care anymore if I dance wildly. Someone hugged ne from my back and I grind my hips in his front,his hands are warm and it makes me more lively and wild.

I dance sexily. Suddenly he grabbed my right hands and dragged me to the restroom. I can't recognize him because my vision is kinda blurry and my head is spinning. I just felt that he kissed me and it gave my lips and body mixed sensation. it tickles me and makes me warm. I put my hands to the back of his neck. and play with his hair. his kiss goes wild and searching more. I moaned. it feels good. I admit he's a good kisser.

Suddenly he carried me without breaking our kiss. I heard a sounds of the doorknob lock and then I felt a soft bed. we are still kissing.

"uhhhmmm" I moaned again when his hands touched my breasts. he's squeezing it then sucking using his mouth. oh my god! this is wrong i know but I don't want him to stop. I lovr how i feel. I love what he is doing to me.

his mouth went down till it reached my center. he opened my legs widely and he dived in my glorious flower.

"ahhhh" I can't suppress a moan in a tickling sensation. it makes me more warm and I like it. I'm already losing my mind.

"ahhh! more ahh" oh my god it feels heaven! I can't believe I am feeling this way. it's new to me. and I love it.

."Sure baby" his tongue flicks faster and faster. There is something building up inside me. it's a warm feeling and It's like I'm gonna pee.

" Ohhh I'm gonna pee" I said while moaning.

"Let it out my princess" and with that I let it go and my body convulsed with an unexplainable feeling. it feels good.

He put my one leg in his shoulder and then suddenly i felt pain in my center. I bite my lips and deepen my hold to him.

"fucking so tight my princess" he stop entering me. then later on he started to ****** in and out. It gives more pleasurable feeling. I can't describe my feelings. I don't know where to hold everytime he goes in and out. I can't stop my self from shouting and moaning. he kissed me to stop me from shouting.

He's thrusting faster than before and it drives me crazy. then at the second time my body convulsed as I felt an unxplainable pleasure again. then later on I feel him relaesed warm liquid inside me. his body fell on me. we are both panting. he kissed me on my forehead and suddenly I dripped in to sleep.

I woke up feeling groggy. my head is spinning. I remember I was drunk last night. My forhead creased when I felt someone hugging me. My eyes got bigger and look to someone beside me.

oh my god! you're idiot Emma!

next to me is no other than the asshole, jerk and bastard Brixton! I can't believe this. What have I done.!?

My body is aching and it's painful down there and I'm not a numb not to know what happened last night. I remember some scene last night. with that I get up and hit the jerk sleeping soundly in the sinful bed.

"You jerk! what did you do to me??!" My anger suddenly bursted out as I look in his face. I hit him more.

"hey! hey wait! we both liked what happened last night and it's wonderful." he said sweetly. *huh!! it's not!

I calmed myself.

" Well. for you but not for me! it's the horrible thing happened to me!. Don't you dare tell to anyone about this and I will totally forget it! forget what happened last night and I hope we will never see each others again" I wore my clothes and left him.

what a farewell Emma*!!