It's been 4 years since the last time I saw you tantan. I guess you're already married with your long time fiance. You didn't even invite me to your wedding. Like I care, yuck I don't even want to see her ugly face. The truth is I don't want to see my bestfriend in the front of altar waiting for his bride. It still hurts seeing you with others. You never fall inlove with me. You always see me as your friend and not more than a friend. Well I'm just the one hoping that you will love me back. I just got back to my senses when my phone rang. It was my mom.

"Cai where are you?"

"I'm here in the airport already no need to fetch me mom, I can grab a taxi from here"

"No, baby tristan is on her way to fetch you."

"W-what.... Tristan is here?"

"Yes, I told him to fetch you since where so busy here in our company. Why is there something wrong?"

"No, mom I'm just... never mind"

"You okay cai?"

"Yeah I'm okay mom, I'm fine" no I'm not fine

"Okay just text me if you already got home"

"Okay mom"

Why the hell is he going to fetch me? My God, I feel like I'm gonna faint.

"Hi" OMG, he's already here, right in front of me. He's so different now. He's much taller than me.

"Cai, hey" I miss seeing his brown deep eyes. Touching his black hair. OMG, what's happening to you cai? Brace yourself!

"Cai"

"W_what"

"let's go?"

"Yeah"

"You okay" No! im not okay since your here

"let's go my family is waiting for me" I walk down ignoring his question.

"Okay, let me carry it"

Why the hell you look fine, while I'm suffering here by just seeing your presence. Like you didn't something wrong in the past. Like you didn't hurt me. I guess we're just really friends. You'll always see me as your friend.

You love me, but not more than friends. You care for me but just a friend. Where can you see my love for you? When your busy falling with someone else? You'll always give me false hope. I don't know if you're already falling for me or it's just my hallucination. Right, why the hell you'll fall in love with me when you are just my bestfriend, my childhood friend. When you have a fucking girlfriend and now your fiance.

Just let me love you until my love for you has gone. I can move on and I will move on!Maybe I can go back from the time where we are just happy. When I just see you as my childhood friend.

A/N: Hope you enjoy reading my novel. This is my first time so please bare my grammatical error. I will do my best to be a good writer. Thank you......😉🥰

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"Mom" I shouted

"Yes Cai"

"Mom I can live in the condo alone"

"No, baby it will be dangerous to you since you're the only girl there and you're brother is not on the same building where you staying at"

"but mom I'm already 18"

"No buts cai you will just stay in your condo once you agree on my condition" Like do I have choice

"Okay fine! who are this person that I'm living with?"

"You childhood friend" w_what tristan

"Why the hell is tristan is the one who gonna live with me?" My God, he's so very loud and I hate seeing her face. Like his with me since I'm young.

"Your word cai! please I already told you to stop cursing" she strictly said

"Sorry mom"

"Like what I said Tristan is the one who you gonna be live with your condo. He's the only one to trust since he's your friend and I know his family too well."

"like I have a choice, but mom he always brings girls in his condo" He always does that. Every day he brings girls in his condo. Isn't he tired of bringing his ugly woman?

"No cai I already told him not to bring girls in your condo, he will not do that" You wish mom he can't live without entertaining girls

"I wish"

Someone's knocking at the door maybe it's my package that I bought online. OMG, in so excited. Shopping is life. Well, it's me shopping princess of Alcantara Family. Kyline Joy Alcantara my very beautiful name.

"Hello, Cai" oh it's not my package

"Hi" I said while staring at him angrily

"Why are you so bad mood? I will guess it you're package is not yet here! HAHAHA

" He said that while chuckling

"ughhh! you're so annoying"

"HAHAHA I'm just joking" he mess up hair while saying that

"ughhh! and now my hair I already told you don't touch my hair, my god!" He always does that even though I already annoyed

"Hi Auntie Leil"

"Tristan you're too early"

"I'm here to help cai bring her things to our condo" Wow he has the guts to say our condo yuck!

"Wait I'm not yet done with my things" I run to my room to fix my things

"Take your time cai I will just wait you here" he shouted to me

My God, I didn't even done packing my favorite bags and clothes. Oh, I forgot my essentials. While I'm so busy here arranging my things, after 1 hour someones open the door and I got shocked. My God is he doesn't know how to knock.

"What the hell Tristan!" I yelled at him

"Auntieeee, Cai is cursing" he shouted to my mom

"Shut the **** up tristan"

"HAHAHA why are you so angry?"

"My God don't you even know how to knock"

"oppps sorry," he said that giving me a piece of sign

"Mom were living take care of yourself, please don't be too workaholic" Since my dad died when I was 15 because of cancer my mom had been workaholic

"I can't baby you know know that since your dad died and left me, working with our company is my stress reliever"

"but mom please take of yourself you also need a break" I'm just afraid that you will live me and my brother like what dad did

"okay I will take note of that, don't worry cai I can handle myself just focuss on your studies" Shen the kiss my cheeks

"Tristan please take care of our princess"

"Yes, Aunt I will"

"Please don't bring girls on your condo"

"HAHAHA don't worry Aunt liel no girls allowed on our condo" you wished

"You saying cai?" My mom asked me

"Nothing mom"

"Let's go tristan"

"Goodbye tita don't worry I'm gonna take care of your princess"

"I'll count on you Tristan"

"Goodbye, take care"

"bye mom"

Where now going to our condo and it's already 11 am. While seating here in the car because we got stock from the traffic and I'm already hungry.

"Hey"

"What"

"Can we go to any fast food here I'm already hungry. It's already past 11 am."

"No, it's not healthy for you to eat on a fast food"

"But I'm already hungry I can't wait till we reached our condo"

"no buts cai I will cook when we got there, I promised your mom that I will take care of you remember"

"Okay"

_After 2 hours of waiting_

"At last were already here, I hate traffic"

"What do you want to eat? I will cook it"

"Pasta! I love your pasta can you cook it please? pretty please" while I'm pouting like a kid

"Okay, I will check if there's an ingredient here"

"There is, mom already bought the things we need before we got here so don't worry. I will just go upstairs and take a bath"

"I will just call you when I'm done. Take your time cai" he shouted to me

I just shower for about 30 minutes since I'm already hungry. I'm about to go to the kitchen, but I hear Tristan talking with someone over the phone. And I got curious who the hell is that.

"I will go there after 10 minutes babe" oh the ugly girlfriend

"I'm sorry babe I will date you later okay? so please don't be angry" Ewwww I'm sorry babe I will date you later

"I love you"

"You already finished taking a bath cai? Let's eat"

"You can go Tristan"

"What?"

"I hear you a while ago talking with your

"bitch" girlfriend and I think shes already angry on you" I emphasized the word bitch, good for her

"Sorry cai I will join you later at dinner and come on stop calling her bitch"

"Oh are you talking about the bitch girlfriend of yours?"

"I told you she's not bitch, she's just....... nevermind"

"Okay whatever you say" but for me she's a bitch and she will always be a bitch

"I will go take care of yourself cai. Lock the door before you sleep I have a spare key."

"Yeah, take care"

You will regret it tristan. Time will come that you'll regret that you court that bitch girlfriend of yours. I hope you will not hurt.

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"Cai wake up"

"What," I said irritated

"Wake up, it's already 7 am and we're gonna be late if you don't get up now" OMG, I almost forgot it's our first day of school

"Washed yourself then go downstairs so we can eat already"

"Yeah," I said yawning

"hurry up cai"

"Okay, you can eat first"

"nope I will wait for you so hurry up so we can breakfast already"

I run towards the bathroom because I don't want to be late for my first day. I just washed for about 30 minutes. What time did Tristan come home last night? I didn't hear the door open since I was sleeping around seven o'clock because I was so tired of fixing my things yesterday.

"Oh, you didn't eat yet?"

"I told you I will wait for you, come on let's eat it's already 7:30," he said that while he's putting my plates some rice and bacon

We were eating silently and I got noticed the behavior Tristan. Maybe somethings not right I just ignored it till we finished eating. Then we go to the parking lot we're going to use his car since my mom won't allow me to drive a car. She's so paranoid that I will get into an accident, well that's my mom.

"Hey, you okay?" I asked him while I'm putting my seatbelt

"Ha? you saying cai"

"Ha?" I mocked him he seems too occupied

"I said are you okay"

"I'm fine" no, your not fine Tristan I know you, you can fool yourself, but you can't fool me. I just ignored it since he's not yet ready to talk about it.

We arrived at the school around 7:40 since there's no traffic a while ago. He said I'll go first since he's going to wait ishia, his girlfriend.

"caiiiiiiiii" oh, I already hear my loud cheerful best friend. She's Aira my only girl best friend. Tristan and Aira are only best friends, she became my best friend since high school but Tristan is my friend since we were a child

"Aira you're too loud you might disturb the class in the next room"

"oppsss sorry," She said that giving me a peace sign

"Where's Tristan he didn't go with you?"

"He's in the parking lot, waiting for ishia"

"That's new, so speaking of that girl I have good news for you"

"What?"

"Did you know that that ishia and Tristan break up already since yesterday?

"I didn't know" oh that explains the attitude of Tristan a while ago

"You didn't know? how come your living in the same condo"

"he's not yet telling me"

"So I was saying based on the rumor ishia break with up Tristan because of....... you"

"W-what me?" What the hell

"Yeah, she was jealous of you because you're living with Tristan" My God that's it? Didn't she know that Tristan is so fucking in love her

"because of that?"

"Yeah and it's all over the campus the break up of Tristan and Ishia and you living with her with the same condo with your best friend "

"Can we talk about it later? our professor is here"

I was bothered the whole class. I'm so fucking worried about Tristan. He's like that he's so silent when there is a problem. He still has the guts to smile despite his problem not letting anyone know that he's hurting, but I know deep inside it's torturing her.

-After 1 hour of lecturing-

"Cai let's go to the cafeteria"

"wait, I'll just fix things" it was hard to take Architecture but since I loved designing houses and drawing I pursue to be an archi student. While Tristan is in the Mechanical engineer. He pursues to be an engineer because of his father, he's also a basketball player and one of the best players here in our school.

while we're heading at the cafeteria I heard some student gossiping about the break up of tristan and ishia and me living with him. Is that a big deal? like we're doing something wrong.

*did you know why tristan and ishia broke up

they said because of his bestfriend

maybe she was jealous of her because his boyfriend is living with bestfriend*

What the hell! they don't know how to lower down their voice like I hear them gossiping behind my back. My God I hate those students.

"Cai what do you want to eat? I'll order it"

"I'm okay with pasta and juice. thanks Aira"

"okay, I got you" *she winked at me and I laughed at that, we'll the typical Aira Flores.

Ishia is here

she looks so fine

she didn't seem sad*

"Oh looks who's here?" is she referring to me

"The girl whose reason why we broke up" oh knew it

"I don't want to fight with you ishia and for your information, I'm not the reason why Tristan and you broke up," I said that irritated

"Oh don't clean your name Cai we already know that your living with my Tristan and you're doing behind my back to get Tristan that's why he broke up with me" she yelled at me

"So?" I said that sarcastically

"You! you only prove that all students in your department are boyfrie........" I didn't finish him talking because I already slap her ugly face

"How dare you slap me!" she shouted at me irritated

"How dare you shouted at me?" I yelled back and I turn my back on her because I am pissed now and I want these to stop but I screamed when she grab my hair behind my back

"ugghhhhhhhhh"

"How dare you slap me Tristan is mine, you're just his fucking bestfriend and I'm his girlfriend, Tristan is mine" She shouted at me while grabbing my hair behind my back

"Getaway your dirty hands on me bitch" I yelled back

"Cai? What the hell, hey you ugly bitch getaway your hands with my bestfriend or I will grab your hair to" Aira shouted at him while helping

"Thanks Aira" I said while fixing my hair

"My God Cai I just ordered our food and then when I get back your fighting with this bitch"

"She started it, wait" and I face Ishia whose now angry at me

"I will just say this to you and keep this in your fucking mind, No one owns Tristan, Tristan owns himself," I said that before turning my back on her

oh my God Tristan is on his way to the cafeteria

I just ignored it but before I step forward ishia grab my hand then I forcefully grab my hand leading her to sit on the floor but before I can say anything Tristan is already in front of me looking angry with me because of what he witnessed that I didn't intend to do to her fucking girlfriend

"ugghhhhhh babe it hurts, cai pushed me" she said that wearing her fucking angelic face hiding her evil face

"Kyline Joy" oh no he just calls me by my fucking name and I know he's already pissed, he's calling me by my name when he's angry at me

"T-tristan"

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