...MY POINT OF VIEW...

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"Are you done? Why is it taking so long?! Ugh!"

My female classmate shouted at me and immediately came out with her friends. I don't even know her name but she asks me to do her assignment.

There was nothing I could do, especially since she had many companions. Oh I'm wrong, Even though she is alone I will always follow her.

By the way, I'm Quila Delavier, 15 years old and Third year in Highschool. I am a woman with a simple unmixed design.

I am so simple that no one even tried to make friends with me. I may not be accepted by the friend they want. I grew up alone, without a friend by my side.

I'm weird .. So few want to be friends with me, just one.

It's just me.. and they are far from me.

I'm used to it.. They only know me when they need something. Oh! wrong again, They didn't really know me from the beginning.

As I was finishing the assignment of one of my classmates the Ballpen fell off. I immediately took it. I looked up when suddenly someone stepped on the ballpen.

"Ahm" I'm getting the attention of the guy stepping on my ballpen. He is the guy next to me in the chair. He's Hiro.

He looked at me and gave me a look of astonishment. I was overwhelmed with embarrassment. I do not know what to say.

There are only two of us in the room. The rest of my classmates ate at the canteen and one of them are the girl shouted at me earlier.

"Ahm .. I just wanted to tell you that you stepped on my ballpen" bowed I said to him, out of shame.

I just heard him hold back a laugh. I was enveloped in wonder, Why would he laugh? What is funny? Am I funny? Do I look like a clown in front of him?

Many questions come to my mind.

"Why do you speak so formally? We've been sitting together in the chair for a few months now .. but now you just talked to me then .. Then .. then you are too formal Hahaha" he said with difficulty because of the laughter.

I wondered looking at him, What? Just because of that? I do not know if I am still in the current generation, I look old. I do not know the contents of the minds of my peers. I feel strange and was born a long time ago.

I didn't even know it was a joke now. Is formalism a joke? Why is he laughing?

I do not know what to say.

"Stupid, Why do I still hope you will speak again?" he said laughing.

He bent down and took the ballpen at his feet. He looked at me and at the same time placed a ballpen on my desk. "I'm sure you're in a hurry, lunch break is coming to an end" he said seriously to me.

I immediately grabbed the ballpen and started answering the assignment.

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After I completed the assignment, my classmates entered.

"Is that over?" she immediately asked, the woman earlier.

I looked at her and nodded.

She raised an eyebrow and nodded, and took her notebook.

"Thank you, stupid" the woman thanked me.

I am used to their treatment for me. I am happy with this .. I try to be happy with this .. I try..

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When our class was over, my classmate immediately stood up.

While I was arranging my belongings, someone touched me.

I turned to that person, it's Hiro.

"I just want to ask you if we can go together" he said to me.

What is this again? Why does he want me to keep up?

Hiro felt that I was wondering about his actions now. "I just want to be friends with you, don't think about what" he immediately explained .. which surprised me.

Second time .. The second time I experienced someone asking me if they could be my friend. The feeling is nice.

It's just me.. but someone asked me if he could be my friend..

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...Hope you like it :)...

...MY POINT OF VIEW...

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"Mom, I'm here"

I said as I entered the gate of our house.

I still can't believe .. that Hiro invited me to make friends.

But even though he invited me to make friends with him, I knew that was not enough for him to be my friend.

So .. What I said to him was ..

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"I just want to ask you if we can go together" he said to me.

What is this again? Why does he want me to keep up?

Hiro felt that I was wondering about his actions now. "I just want to be friends with you, don't think about what" he immediately explained .. which surprised me.

"Ahm.. What do you mean?" That's all I said, I don't know what to say ..

Honestly, he only wants friends. But this is me acting like he wants me to be his girlfriend. I'm overreacting!!

"Hahaha, are you ashamed of me?" he said laughing again.

You can't blame me, This is the second time I have asked such a question. You. Can't. Blame. Me.

I quickly arranged my belongings, and immediately stood up.

He was still laughing standing in front of me.

Why is he like that ?! What is funny?

"You look cute Hahaha" he said again, I do not know if it is a compliment or he is teasing me.

I feel hot cheeks...

..because of shame

I just felt that someone was looking at us and murmuring.

"Is the girl our new classmate?"

"Who is the girl? I do not know her"

"Why is Hiro talking to her?"

"Attention seeker eww"

"I don't know him but she is very hopeful. Hiro will not like her duh!"

"I don't know i have a classmate like her"

Bang.

Words hit me. They are right .. It's just me and they are far from me.

Out of embarrassment I immediately ran to the door and hurried out. I ignored Hiro standing in front of me.

Sorry..

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It was only then that I realized my stupidity. Joke I used to know I was stupid.

I always drive away the person who is planning to approach me.

"Honey! How are you at school, baby Qui?" my mom asked me.

What will I say? That my classmates still do not know me.

In fact I'm like a black board. Used only when needed, but do not know the name.

But the only difference is that the others are confused about what to call the Black board .. while I, they really do not know my name.

"I'm fine at school mom" I said smiling to mom.

Mom is preparing dinner.

I went up to my room to change my clothes.

After I changed my clothes, I first thought of looking out the window of my room.

The window is my favorite spot in my room. I am also used to always looking at it .. especially when there are many stars in the sky.

I don't know how long I've been staring at the stars but It's feel good.

"Honey, We will eat" said mom, knocking.

I immediately got up and walked out of the room.

When I saw the dining room, there were two people sitting. I know that was Qen and Mom.

Qen is my little brother. He is five years old. I still have an older brother, He already has his own dorm because he asked mom and dad for it. We are just three siblings and I'm only girl.

If you are wondering where my dad is, He's gone...

"Can you go to your older brother tomorrow?" mom asked while eating.

Why? We are not close. He doesn't even pay attention to me when I'm at school.

You are not noticeable

I did not know what to answer so I just kept quiet.

"Maybe you don't want to" said mom. It begs me.

I know that mom doesn't have time to go to her older brother because she is busy with work. I have no choice.

"Okay mom, I'll go" I said while looking at my food.

I will repeat .. I have no choice ..

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...Hope you like it :)...

...MY POINT OF VIEW...

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"Baby Qui is super kind to mommy"

My mom said to me while hugging me. She always treated me like I was not getting old. I love her.. so much.

I decided I was going to Old brother in his dorm. If you don't know, old brother is different.

He is Qiffer, He is Famous at the university. It's not like I, even my classmates, don't even know me.

Not out of pride but Qiffer is handsome. Many girl in University likes him.

They just don't know that he is my brother.Qiffer doesn't want to know that we are brothers. He does not embarrass me, but he wants me to protect those who know him.

He did not want to compare me with him. Because he does not want my confidence to be further diminished.

We are not very close, but we love each other like other siblings.

That's why I don't want to go to his dorm because, often many of his friends visit him.

We might get caught .. We are siblings.

After we ate I immediately went to my room and lay down on the bed.

I decided to open my twitter. I'm not Famous, but at least I have an account.

As I scrolled through posts and trending on twitter, I fell asleep.

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..."Baby Qui, Wake up!" my mom woke me up. ...

I immediately looked at what time it was, 6:00 am.

It's Saturday so there is no class .. why did he wake me up early ?!

"Honey, You are still going to your older brother. Get ready" mom woke me up again.

It was only then that I remembered what we had talked about yesterday. I'm going to Qiffer ಠ ೧ ಠ.

I immediately took a shower and got dressed.

"Mom, I'm leaving!" I shouted at the sofa, putting on my shoes.

"Honey! wait.." Mom hurried out of the kitchen and handed me the three plastics.

"Food inside those, for your older brother. That no longer eats homemade since it separated us" Mom said sadly, and left to take care of Qen who just woke up.

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I'm here now outside of what mom said Qiffer's Dorm. I would have rang the doorbell when someone first clicked it.

I look at the person who clicked it.. And I was surprised who it was.

Hiro..

"Why are you here?" smiling, he asked me.

Fortunately, the Dorm door opened and Qiffer opened it. So our conversation was cut.

"Bro, You are already here" smiling Qiffer said to Hiro.

When Qiffer's eyes fell on me, his expression changed.

"And you also here" he said seriously to me.

I was just dumbfounded by the door handle .. Embarrassing.

"Oh.. You know each other..?" Hiro asked the two of us in surprise.

I looked at Qiffer with 'I do not know what to say. It's up to you Qiffer!' look.

"Amm.. Yeah! We know each other!" Qiffer said incredulously.

Qiffer slammed the door open "Come on in" said Qiffer.

When we entered Qiffer's Dorm I saw the astonishment in Hiro's eyes.

Qiffer saw that so .. "Bro.. She's my sister. Quila." Qiffer has already introduced me.

It was the first time he introduced me to his friend.

Unbelievable.

So this is me now, I can't believe what happened.

"I knew it! Hahahahaha I knew it!" I was just surprised when Hiro laughed.

Does he really always laugh even when no one is funny?

He looks crazy.

Hiro stopped laughing and looked at me, "The heck, you really are a sister of this dumbass?" he said while pointing at Qiffer.

This is me again, I don't know what to say anymore.

Can't Hiro believe it because I'm different from Qiffer?

That's right! everyone might react the same way if Qiffer and I admit that we are siblings.

What if.. Aw!

I stopped thinking over what would happen, because Qiffer patted my forehead.

"Stop over thinking, Qui. It's not healthy" Qiffer said strictly.

He can't blame me, We are different.

"I'm not" i defense myself, pouting.

"You're! you always over thinking!" Qiffer is arguing with me.

I love my brother... so much...

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...Hope you like it :)...