It all started when she was grade 6 the traumatizing event happens in her own eyes. How she suffers and how she wanted her life back. She is the second oldest with the Okazaki siblings. This is the day it all happened. I Kotomi Okazaki a 15-year-old girl was taken her life turn upside down. I did not know what happen that day before the traumatizing event but certainly early morning we were happy. I have 2 younger siblings Hiyoski and Hiji.Hiyoski a fourth-grade student and Hiji a second-grade student. Let me start at the beginning. It was a usual school day after that I was dismissed at school and went home. I greeted and said I’m home but it was unusual because my mom did not greet me which she does every day. I check my time and as I said in my mind I’m not even early where mom is? I decided it wasn’t a big deal and maybe she was late picking up Hiji, or they went to the market something like that. I was so hungry and said I’m starving, so I went to the kitchen I heard a sound I did not hear it before or know what it is I did not know where it came from but it was like someone was hurt or it was like a disturbing sound. Still, I continued getting my food to eat. As I was eating I heard a boy scream though it was squeaky, so I did not bother and thought maybe children were playing just outside. After I was done with my food I was cleaning my mess until I heard a loud scream AHH! But still, I did not know where it came from I went outside with my neighbors and ask if they heard a boy screaming or a disturbing sound. Unfortunately, no one heard it I said to myself

I’m crazy hearing things so as I was going back home I saw Hiyoski, and he asks sis Why are you out? Where's, mom? I explained it to him mom and Hiji aren’t home yet and I heard a disturbing sound and a little boy screaming. Hiyoski laughs and said you are crazy as we were going in. The same sound and I knew where it's coming from. It was upstairs me and Hiyoski went up and my parent's door was open we rush, and we open it widely and there I Saw mom. My eyes were tearing down for no reason I saw my mom ***** with a man whom I don’t know

before I don’t know what was going on but I remember that I throw a vase at them which it hurts the old man who is in the bed with mom I look at the corner and saw my brother *****\, afraid or traumatize. He was crying he had a bloody arm I knew something was wrong at that moment and I snap and said horrible words to my mom. WHAT THE HECK MOM! YOU b***H! GO TO HELL! I did not know what was happening but I knew I had to protect my younger brother\, so I throw anything I can grab them. The man stands up as I said HIYOSKI GET HIJI! With a fear voice but it was too late. The moment that the man stands up my brother Shinji and dad was home they were running upstairs as they heard glasses’ smashing they run and there with our eyes open\, my brother was shot in the head my older brother rush and called 911 and my dad leads us to the room. The man left and jumps through the window and my mom laughing and said told you not to scream. I cried and hated my mom so bad. After a few seconds of that time\, I hear the siren of the ambulance and the police we were so traumatized that we were praying for Hiji. 2 weeks pass by we did not hear from Hiji but mom was set in court I was there I saw the old man they were guilty the man has filed a case for injury and can be sent to jail for 50 years if Hiji dies\, he goes to prison his whole life and has to pay us $160\,000\,000. My mom has filed a case of Child abuse and also being with someone

while being married she was going to jail I had no mother anymore, but she paid $800,000,000 to set her free which her parents or my grandparents paid and being bankrupt she left us on that day left her things. We were a millionaire at last but that day dad got a promotion and was excited but this happened I was proud but sad at the same time he became the CEO because the owner is weak and no relatives to trust, so he gave it to dad. We went to the hospital I saw Hiji gave him a big hug and cried. He said to take all his puzzles but first, he gave me a white Rubik’s cube with nothing on it, and he said to solve it before I solve all his puzzles me and my siblings prayed he would live but that end after 67 hours he died I was crying and crying until we had to bury him. Few weeks pass I was bullied as they say my mom was a slut or Hoe . I ask where did they hear it from and they said Your mom.**

Then I started cutting myself and wanted to die I prayed to god and said give back my life. 2 years pass by I will miss my little brother. Dad gave all the things we need, and we can afford anything. My Brother Shinji is in college now and Hiyoski is in 7th grade already, and we are going to transfer to Sawako high where I meet someone special to me who change my life.

I Kotomi Okazaki will be transferring school in Sawako high with my younger Brother Hiyoski.

It's been 2 years since Hiji Okazaki died My youngest brother. He gave me a puzzle the white Rubik's cube.

With no instructions, and I was ordered to solve it still 2 years pass by but still, I can't do it. How could I solve the other puzzles if I can't do this but anyway? I'm transferring schools with Hiyoski.

It's a Wednesday today and I greeted dad and said Good morning and gave him a kiss I cook breakfast that time and my brother was getting ready. My dad said Yuki Please sit down. I said okay what's wrong? He looks at me with a null or sad face, and he kept quiet with an awkward silence. He did not say a word until I stand up but as soon as I stand up he said what happen to your arm. That time I was about to cry but with a smile, I said its nothing I cut myself accidentally I'm sorry. I did not know what was on my dad's mind, but he went up and said go get ready Ms nine will cook instead. I followed his orders and got ready. Then I was finished getting ready. I went to go at the dining table with Hiyoski and saw a note It said I love you sweetheart ill be going to work know to see you later night don't push yourself Tell me how's your day when I come back love dad. The same thing my brother has. So we left home. I was walking with my brother to the train and I got a beep on my phone and look it was my brother texting and said hey is I'm always here for you.

This is my first year in high school will make you feel better. He looks at me and my arm gave me a high five and said don't do it again sis, and he gave me a big smile. The train stop as I was getting off my brother saw his friend who goes to Sawako high he asks if he could go ahead I said, of course, yes you can go ahead, so I gave him a high five. Hiyoski left with his friend, and I was daydreaming how could I be happy. I went and put on a jacket just to cover my 7 cuts on my two arms. I spotted someone wears the same uniform. I was hoping he/she didn't see anything. I came to the school where that day was warm and I'm still wearing my jacket so as I was finding the faculty room I bump into a boy, and I was too shy because I didn't know people hear when I bump into him I apologize and gave him a smile, but he looks at me like he was annoyed. He was quite charming though. Anyways I went to the faculty room and got my schedule my locker my classroom and my teacher. I waited for the teacher. He came up to me and said nice to meet you I am your teacher Jin you are? I'm Kotomi Okazaki nice to meet you, sir. He responded with your father is the CEO of Home Of Techno?. I said yes sir. He said you have a brother in the 7th grade. Yes, sir!sir Jin said your an excellent child you are really special. That point I got annoyed if I was special why did my mom leave us and why did she kill Hiji as I said to my mind. I gave him a respone with oh I'm not that special but thank you for the compliment sir. No problem, by the way, do u have any nickname I responded you can call me Yuki sir but if there's someone name Yuki call me Iko HAHAHA I greeted with a smile. The bell rings And we went to the classroom and all the students look so cool. The teacher stops me and went in he said to the student there is a new student from centennial high. With a down face in the inside, I smiled and said hello good morning.

I am Kotomi Okazaki you could call me Yuki but if there's someone else name Yuki to call me Miko. They all stand up, and they gave me a warm greeting. I bowed and saw the boy I bump into he was smiling to the surrounding classmates. The teacher said to tell me everything to my classmates, so I started telling them.

I Kotomi Okazaki .15 years old I'm the second oldest among the four Okazaki siblings and the only girl

My brother Hiyoski is in 7th grade my older brother is in college my dad is a CEO. I'm a scholar at Centennial high school. I love cooking singing drawing dancing I play instruments and many more I hope we could be good friends I gave them a big smile but on my mind. I wish you guys won't bully me and don't find out anything abt my arms. My teacher goes and says Yuki please sit beside Furukawa Mitsumi who is talking to his other seatmate.

Please I said sure and that Furukawa stops taking a look at me with a smiley face and after I sit down he looks annoyed. The bell rings again and people where asking me questions that it's too hard to answer and I just gave them a smile they called me pretty and all of that compliment I enjoyed it, but I was still sad.a girl came and invited me to lunch and I agreed she said HEY! Are you all right while we were walking down the stairs she introduces her self her name Nana Kurosaki . I responded with a yes, and she said I saw Furukawa's face when you sit down. I said oh yeah don't bother it maybe he's mad at me because I bump him I should say sry to him. Nana wait what he doesn't mind that his so kind and sweet why will he be annoyed his the most popular boy and the sweetest person everyone knows/older student and batchmates confess to him why would he give you annoyed look, so I thought you guys are friends. I responded oh no I only saw him once AHAHAHA. We ate our lunch. We were going down the stairs until my brother was there he gave me a big high five and said good luck sis I said good luck to you bro then he whispered and said hey sis girls are always coming near me I responded oh that's normal haha. Hiyoski said okay then I introduce him to nana Hiyoski this is Nana and Nana this is Hiyosaki my brother nana said hai my brother gave her a smile. Then my brother said hey sis ill be going know ill see you later. I responded and said see you later bro.nana said your bother is cut looks like Furukawa AHAHAHAHA. I laugh and said yeah sure with a curious face. We walk back to the classroom and saw Furukawa with like 30 people surround him with a smile. Nana said hey you guys gotta go the bells about to ring. They left and Furukawa gave me a pissed face again.the rings and the academic mode was on. His so popular I remember I used to be that when I was 6th grade ... bell rings.

Hey, Yuki nana said. I'm sorry I can't walk with you today. Did I say umm with a curious face HUh? Nana said were friends right? I said of course. I have a club meeting, so I can't walk home with you. It is okay I said.

I'm going to apply to a club tomorrow. I was fixing my stuff and Furukawa ask came in and ask why are you wearing a jacket when it's so hot inside. I respond with oh its cold for me haha. He gave me a silent mode treatment. And I said sorry for bumping you.he said it's ok with a low-key voice and said hey meet me tomorrow at the park I have to tell you something.I said okay... then a girl called him, and he said I'm coming he gave me a smile that time I went home after that I was curious why he wanted to talk to my dad came home from work I told him my day we ate and I talk to brother with my usual evening but Furukawa was on my mind like will he confess to me or bully me or what but at the end I still focus on Hiji and the puzzle.

I Furukawa Mitsumi 16-year-old a short notice I was at the train station walking and I saw a girl with cuts on her arms, and she tried to hide it with her jacket. I came to school, and she bumped into me and looking at her made me annoyed telling everyone she was all right but no one is all right when someone is cutting themselves. She had a big smile always. I got annoyed again she also did not mention her mom and her younger brother how unusual ill be confronting her tomorrow about it but for now, I think she's cute. HAHA, how silly I am HAHAHA.

_to be continued

It's the next day since my first time in Sawako high. I came across a friendly friend Nana Kurosaki. A boy who occurs unexpectedly clearly turning the eyes upon me, like he's angry at me and replied to me that he wants to meet him today at the park. Should he mean by saying a decent apology? Perhaps he wants to make a confession to me because of love at first sight, HEHE but suddenly I let out OMG! Yuki your Imagining situations ... Maybe it's should be a decent apology.

I Kotomi Okazaki 15 year old who is very interested in what will come to pass in the park.

So I let it move past for a moment and proceeded to get ready for school. I asked dad if I could be late in going home today. He asks if what would be even. I said to my Dad I love you but someone wants to apologize to me, so He agreed. Hey, sis, I need help around lunch hiyoski said. Eh! Do I need to help you?. Hiyozki said Yes, please! I said with a nervous voice uh okay. We left home and I realize it would be awkward for me an ill be like a tomato blushing for nothing.

Hey, your red what's wrong I don't care what on your mind as long as you help me later Hiyoski said, and he left when he saw his friend. I went to my classroom and Nana Kurosaki say Good morning then I saw Furukawa I walk pass by him, and he said don't forget later at the park...

I nodded and went to my seat...

That morning

Furukawa

I went to the shower and prepared how to introduce my self to the park it would be also awkward what would you think I'm supposed to say to her ...

I have to have a calm voice and tell her not to forget

Hey big brother why are you bright heat tomato as my sis reply

Uh nothing I responded It's just hot

My sister said hurry up we will be late

I laugh and said huh it's so early were not going to be late. My sister laugh and I know but I want to see someone he eh. Stupid little girl blaming me hahaha, but she is my sister.

I came to my classroom, but she wasn't here yet and people were greeting me

After a few minutes, she came gave her a look and said don't forget she nodded.

Kotomi

I Look like a fool why I am still thinking he will confess to me as said to mind. It can't be I shouted. My Classmates and teacher look at me I said I'm sorry.

Lunchtime the bell ring and my brother was in the door waiting for me I ask what's the catch he told we have to eat lunch while he explains. We were allowed to go out school campus, so we ate at a ramyun place. I remove my sweater with all my cuts around but suddenly I saw Furukawa another girl I thought they were dating so all my conclusion were wrong. I but open my sweater again till We were finished. My brother told me to help him get away with this girl who only met and wants to have lunch my brother beg me to help him reject the offer I hesitated first but It's for my brother, so I agree. You still reject people, do you? He nodded, and he said maybe if I could wait for a month maybe He has a special someone. I smiled and said ok.

We went back to school and the bell ring just in time. I realized will someone ever love me?

....

School ended Nana ask me if I could go home with her I apologize and said that I had to do something 30 minutes I left and proceeded to the park but there were a lot of parks should I ride the train or what is it here I did not have Furukawa number, so I decided to home me and explained to him the next day but 2 steps out my classroom I saw him he said lets go to a park.

We walk through silents

But few steps away he asks

F: How's your day?

K: I told him It was good.

K: You?

F: It was fine maintaining to be popular and being nice to every girl except you, I guess.

K: OH OKAY with an annoying face

Then he said

Konichiwa

I'm Furukawa Mitsumi

Class 2

16 Year old

Varsity basketball player

join soccer and baseball

Girls want to date and Boys who wanna Hangout with.

I also love music

I'm kind and love animals.

You know what I'm saying you can't mess with me.

I was shocked by what he said, and

He smiled laugh and said.

He told me that I use to me be a slut and everyone hated me I kneel and cried

He went down and said I'm sorry

Besides, I don't believe it I promise. I'm been sorry for making u cry. Forgive me, please.

He stands up then he said the word that I've been hiding to everyone I know.

I kotomi Okazaki crying in front of a boy.

He stands up and said your depress needs someone there for you .since no one except your family. You decided to cut instead.

For me, this is why I act like I'm mad and the reason is a girl like u shouldn't suffer this kind of things. Like I said.

He pulled me up and said

F: being nice to every girl except you because you deserve something special.

He smiled and said u won't suffer know ill be there for you as a friend. Help you throughout the school year I promise no matter what I'm here.

What I was crying like a baby

I want to die I can't stand it any more

I cried and told him You promise okay.

With a soft voice, I promise.

He asks can u vent it out

I told him I've been doing this for two years my brother died he got shot in my own eyes hand child abuse and all because of my mom. She paid a lot of dollars and never came back. A lot of people called me a "bitch" a "hoe" a "slut" all of those things because of mom.

I reach my bag gave him the puzzle. The past 2 years I can't solve this he said to finish this after u do the others. I told him I felt weak.

He said don't worry ill be there and guide you. Will be friends. OKAY!

I smiled and said Yes

After that, he walks me home.

I slept early that night. Did not eat or anything.

Furukawa

I'll make her special and love her even if it takes so long ill wait.

Morning came I arrive school he gave me a smile and said good morning Yuki I greeted the same he asked me if he could call me Iko. I blush and being nervous and said of course any nickname is good he asks if we could exchange numbers he agreed he texted me and said

I can solve your"winky face," He told me to give it to him this weekend. We will be good friends after all.