Have you ever wonder if you don’t belong in this world?

Or....you just don’t fit in? Well... I have.

My name is Jacyn. I’m 14 this year. My birthday is on 21 January 2006. I have many friends around me but what I don’t have is friends who are super closed to me. Even if I do there would only be one.

I use to have a best friend, just one only. At that time I was 7-9. In these three years, she was my only best friend but she betrayed me on the third year.

After one year, I was 10-12. I had another new best friend. In these three years, she too was my only best friend. I wanted her to be my best friend until last year too. Which at that time I was 13, which was last year. I didn’t know what happened to her but she stop being friends with me. She ignored me every time I wanted to speak with her. I thought she didn’t want to be friends anymore so I left her. I was once again betrayed by my best friend on the fourth year.

At age 13, me and all my classmate had been separated to different classes. I was in a new class all alone and new student from other school was in the same class with me. I knew I had to make new friends but I didn’t want to so I sat alone hoping to be by myself. Kind of but someone enter the class late and it was the first day of school. She sat next to me and ask me a question and that’s when we start being friends. I thought that we could be best friend forever but I was just being naive.

On the second day, I arrived late in class but what I saw wasn’t what I thought, she was sitting next to someone else. I was furious but I didn’t want her to think I was mean instead I put on a kind face and ask her for her name. So we started to make friends but I was jealous coz that girl is stealing my best friend and the next thing I knew. They both admit that they were best friends so I decided it’s best not to interrupt their friendship and just like that I was betrayed again.

I was betrayed by three of my best friends in my life and this made me feel that it’s just my fate. I’m meant to be alone with no friends.

Anyway, this story that I’m going to make is about how I live though my life as an ordinary average girl. This story is real but some parts about romance aren’t really going to be entirely real coz I just wanna make the story interesting.

I hope you enjoy it so pls like,subscribe and comment.