I loved you from my first sight. You were always my first love. I know that I came late in your life. I know that you didn't love me. I know for you I was nothing but a business deal. I loved you even when you said I was a part of your plan.

But I waited for you. I hoped that one day you will see that how much I loved you. No. I still love you.I wished that you will also love me as much as I love you but you even didn't look at me. Every time you shoved me away like I was some dirt.

I think for you I was nothing more that dirt. It's not like I was not pretty but you never looked at me. I waited and waited for you. I was loyal to you. I never cheated on you. Just like you I also have many pursuers but I didn't gave them any chance.

If I wanted then I have been separated from you a long time ago but because I love you and I wanted to give myself to you I didn't do that.

But what did you do instead you also said that I'm not loyal to you. In what way I was not loyal. Should I have brought some men to our home then would you have said I'm loyal. Hah! What had you said that I was cheating on you. No matter what I said you never believed me. You always believed what your ex and mother said. I tried to prove my innocence I brought all evidence but you didn't look at them. What did you said you regret meeting me, marrying me.

I always thought that maybe some day you will change and believe me but no you didn't changed and even you points towards my character.

I stayed with you 5 years in hope that you will love me some day but everything was in vain. After enduring your, your mother's insult for 5 years in hope that you will come to me when I'm in need of you but you didn't so I tried to leave.

But what did you do you killed me with your hands.

Why? Because I was leaving you. Because you can't stand that you were dumped. Or there was any other reason.

Whatever the reason was but In this life I'm not going to choose you. I don't care if I still love you or not... but in this life I will stop everything from happening.

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Sarah's Pov

After making dinner I was resting on sofa in living room." Alex will be back at 9", I thought. There is still one hour before that so I opened the TV and starts watching news. A news got me struck.

Alex Smith, the business tycoon, is having a affair with superstar Sophie. They were spotted outside XXX Hotel. Now what will Mrs. Smith will do?

What!

How can be this possible. I know that we have married for 5 years and he doesn't love me but he never have any affairs outside in all those years. Is he now regretting it? Hah(sighs sound) what I'm thinking, of course he is man he has his needs. And that Sophie is also beautiful why will he reject her. When I was in my thoughts suddenly the door opened and Alex came in. Huh? He is early today.

Alex came close to sofa and sit on it leisurely and untied his tie and opened two buttons of his shirt. His hairs were messy but even though he was looking so handsome. I really never have seen any man to be this handsome. His black eyes who can see through your soul in just a glance, his long eye lashes like some girl but it's looking beautiful on him. His sharp nose, and his lips, pink & so delicate, after seeing them you will just want to devour them full.

"You done watching me" he said with his husky voice. I snapped out of my thoughts. I saw he was staring at me with intensely. After our eyes met I turned my head and looked down.

"Did you made dinner", he again said looking at me. I just nodded. I then stand up and went straight into kitchen. From kitchen I said, " I will warm the food, you go and wash up and then come". He didn't reply and went upstairs to his (our) room. From his way of walking I thought that he might have drink.

Alex's Pov

"Argh! That bit*h. She dared to take advantage of me", I thought. I was sitting in a bar with my friend Josh. He is my friend from middle school.

" Hey Man, Do you really have an affair with Sophie ", Josh asked.

" No", I replied. "It was a business lunch with investors but don't know where Sophie came from and made that headline". I said in a pissed tone.

" Ok bro. So. it's all misunderstanding, but what are you going to tell sister-in-law "He asked.

" Sarah" I said. He nodded. "She will not believe it " I added. " How can you be sure", he again asked. "She is different" I replied. "Look someone is in love 😏". " What Love, I just know my Sarah is different ". " My Sarah! , If sister-in-law were here then she would have surely fainted from your words", Josh said while laughing loudly. I glared at him then he holds his laugh but he was still laughing silently.

"Ok Ok I will not say anything, Let's just drink. Ok" He said. I nodded. We talked about our new project and drink. Josh is vice president in my company. I'm not a good drinker so after 3-4 glasses I got drunk. After some time Josh dropped me at my home. I was slightly sober .

When I reached the door to open it I heard the news "Alex Smith, the business tycoon, is having a affair with superstar Sophie. They were spotted outside XXX Hotel. Now what will Mrs. Smith will do?" . Maybe Sarah is watching TV and she has seen the news. I want to know your reaction Sarah. So I opened the door and went in.

I walked towards sofa where Sarah was sitting. I saw her staring at me as I walking towards her.

I then...

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I then sat down on sofa near her , she was still staring at me. I lossed my tie and opened two upper buttons of shirt.

I turned my head lazily towards Sarah, she still didn't realize that I'm looking at her. If I talk about Sarah... she is just too beautiful,her long black silky hairs, her big innocent eyes, anyone would fall for her at first sight, her sharp nose which I want to pinch, and her lips soft and pink like cotton candy. Now you all (readers) are thinking that how can I say like that about her lips then let me tell you I haven't touched her since we marriage these are just my imaginations. "Hah" he sighed "I want to love you so much Sarah but... " I thought.

Then I ask her, "You done watching me". I saw her astonished face, I think she didn't realise that I was watching her that's why. Our eyes met for few seconds then she hurriedly turned her head and looked down, maybe she is shy that I caught her watching me.

" Did you made dinner", I added. She just nodded in reply and she hurriedly run towards kitchen. A smile passed by my face, she was like a rabbit running away from her hunter.

"I will warm the food, you go and wash up and then come", she said from kitchen. I got up and then goes upstairs to my room.After shower I came down and saw that Sarah was setting dishes on table. I went near & asked" Do you want some help".

Sarah's Pov

"What! Am I hearing things. Did he say 'Do. you want some help', why is behaving like this " She screamed in her mind.

She looked at Alex with surprised eyes and then said, "No, Just sit. I'm done. " She placed the last dish on table. Alex sat down & asked Sarah, "Are you not eating", " I'm not hungry" she replied. There was silence for seconds then he added, " Just eat with me today".Sarah just nodded in surprise.

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After eating dinner Alex went to his room started drinking again and thought "Why is she not asking me about what happened this afternoon, after all she is my wife", " Why will she ask you did you give her what she deserves as your wife", my subconscious mocked me.

Sarah came in room and saw that Alex is drinking again so she went near him and holds his and say, "Why are you drinking again, It's bad for your health". " Why do you care" Alex asked. After hearing this question Sarah wants to scream, " Because I'm your wife stupid & I love you ". Sarah replied, " Stop drinking, You have to go to work tomorrow ".

Alex put down his glass and stand up suddenly because Sarah was standing near and she didn't thought that he will stood up, she fumbled a little but she maintained her composer. She looked at Alex while he was already watching her. He started moving towards Sarah. As he took a step forward she will take a step back.

Alex couldn't control and he grabbed Sarah by her waist and pulled her closer to him with no space leaving between them. Sarah was surprised and before she could push him away he started kissing her. Sarah was now totally want to scream "What the hell are you doing ", But Alex didn't gave her chance, she banged his chest with her hands but he grabbed her hands and continued kissing her. After resisting for some time she gave in and gave full access to Alex. He was kissing her passionately like he have met with her lover after a long time.

After some he left her lips. Both of them were breathing heavily. Alex touched his head with Sarah's head & was looking at her while Sarah was looking down with her blushed cheeks and was catching her breath. Alex then went near her ears and bit her earlobe, Sarah moaned slightly. He then goes to her neck & kissed there.

He picked her in bridal way and laid her on bed and he climbed her and removed his shirt and started kissing her again. Sarah couldn't help so she started kissing him back.

After making love 😅(I'm not good at writing this type thing👉👈), they were sleeping hugging each other. Well to be honest both of them were awake but was pretending to asleep.

Sarah was in her deep thoughts, "Why? I mean just why did he do that with me, why after a long time, what's the reason? Aahhh! I'm going crazy! Did he start liking me or what. No Sarah! what are you thinking, he will never love me. Or did he have some other motive".Something crossed her mind " Did he do that because of that news? "

She can't find any answer why Alex was behaving weirdly today.

Alex was hugging Sarah with his giant hands, she was perfectly hiding in his embrace. He thought "How small she is 😄" He smiled looking at her face. " Sarah... I want you to be my side forever, I will never let you go". He hugged her tightly and closed his eyes. They sleep in each other's embrace.

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