And so my life began in Kabul with the problems we had, all the conditions in Pakistan and this bad situation in Kabul bothered me a lot because I was born in Islamabad, but now there was no electricity or gas, and I had to start my early life start.My brothers who were my best friends used to go to the store with my father every day, I stayed with my mother and my little sister, who were always busy together and I was always alone! I had to get used to this loneliness, and most of the time I did not realize this loneliness because I was very busy with household chores, and little by little I got used to the problems I had with cooking and black Afghan smokeI was also getting used to the fact that my mother had been working on me since I was a child, she became a girl who swallowed all her problems alone inside me and behaved almost cruelly The winters in Kabul are closed and it was very frustrating for me,

We spent about a month cleaning and I was getting used to living in Afghanistan,

At my very insistence, my mother agreed to open the basement of the large room.

But there was no other key under the roof bed. I tried to open it for days, but it didn't work.I tried to open it for days, but it didn't work. It was a sunny day and the weather was a bit warmer, my mother and Shahnaz had taken the dough to the bakery and I was spending my time with the book Poopak, throwing a mattress on the roof, I wanted to sunbathe and read a book to make it easier to spend alone ..I do not know what time it was that I heard a voice

__ Hey, I'm telling you __ Can't you hear me?

I raised my head as a young boy called to me (big black eyes, bony face, and thick eyebrows showing an orthodox face) sitting on the same roof that clings to our little room, stretching his legs toward our roof bed.+ Yes, did you call me?

__ Hello, you do not hear my voice, are you a new neighbor?

+ Ha, we came in a new way, I'm sorry, I certainly did not think

_ it's okay were did you come from

+ From Pakistan

__ Huh, I see you every day, where are you alone were is your family members?

+ Yes, but now my mother has gone to the bakery

__ I'm the only one who only sees you every day,

+ yes

__ Hey, you are very disappointed, it turns out what happened to Golsha?

Golsha! I wondered how he called me by this name but I did not pay attention I thought I heard wrong I saidI said + nothing life is so difficult .... May you have no habit ......

I heard my mother's voice say, "Where are you, Lily? Come and get some bread from me."

I saw my mother's pan, I turned my head again and saw that guy disappear

I just turned my head for one second and he disappear that's was shoking to me but suddenly my mom comes and say what are you doing here come home.