In the beginning/when I was little I was a happy and kind little girl, I had all the attention and love I wanted, but......... when my first sibling/brother was born I hated him, I really wanted him to be gone but too bad I can't change the past, at first we were getting along, but I still hated him. one day there was 1 customer who really liked my brother and she teased me and asked if she can bring my brother to her home and I said yes, but it didn't really happen cus it was just a joke, but I really wanted her to bring him along, 2 years had passed and my mother got pregnant again, I didn't really care cus I was used to my annoying brother already, but I really didn't want a new sibling, when my new sibling was born it was a girl and I was a bit reliefed that it was a girl cus now I have a girl to talk to but I was wrong, they were all the same, and my attention got less and less and less, I really learned that babies really need alot of attention so I got I bit sad

I really thought the nightmare would end but, yesterday I heard the most terrible news in my life, I have a new sister!!!!!!!!!!😠,I really don't understand why I need many siblings it's so tiring to take care of them everyday, but this is not the end they...don't... listen....to .....me anymore!!!! all they care is how healthy the baby is and I had 0% of attention, my life is horrible I didnt want to be a big sister, I want to be the favorite but that didn't happen I tried to get their attention all the time but it's so hard to earn someone's attention when they are focused on something else, months had passed and we were in a war like literally we would fight early in the morning and my mom would accuse me everytime I really hated everyone, when I was 11 years old I tried to be a good sister and do all the chores because I understood the pain that my mom was experiencing so I gave her a chance I tried to do the best I could to make them proud but not even a single glimpse, making them proud was so so hard and when I turned 12 I passed puberty and all the work increased I have to suffer the pain every month and it was not wonderful my siblings would tease me and humiliate me and it was not funny at all I was embarrassed and my parents didn't even cared, I really wished it was just a nightmare, so now I am in the 7th grade and my life is miserable everytime I make little mistakes they would shout at me and and it was so noisy, I always try to wake up early and one day I did when I woke up I realized it was 4 in the morning and I was so excited to see their happy and proud faces that I haven't seen in years, I cooked breakfast,swept the floor wash the dishes and clean takes a bath I, when my mother woke up I was so excited ,but...... all I received are shouts and hurtful word she was angry at me and asked me why I waked up early!?!?!?

I was so confused and I was crying at the same time,I really felt bad and regretted all my work I didnt really expect her being mad at me ,I didn't know that making them proud was a bad thing and I promised to myself to never make the proud ever again

Because of my depression it really affected my grades and I didn't pass our third test it was very disappointing I didn't want to tell them but our test results needs parents signatures so I have no choice,when I got home I was very nervous, when they saw the results they said the most horrific words in all my life , my parents said you are a "MISTAKE"!!!!!,I started running to my room and I was crying so silently so they can't hear me.

IM REALLY AORRY IF THIS STORY IA SHORT I REALLY HAVE A TOUGH LIFE LATELY AND I CANT SAY IT ALL TO YOU I HOPE YOU ENJOYED , THANKYOU 😔