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Lights,loud music,Dancing and even drinking,where could you thought I can ****be****.

I was about to sit in the couch ,Then some one grab my hands and pull me out of the bar."Ouchhhhh! what the hell* R'u doing... I felt dizzy and he hug me tight,I was shocked when I saw his face."Babe* why did you bring me outside our friends might be worried.

I was about to walk when he yelled at me "Let's Talk!,,,, like what!!!!! then i turned back at him "We don't have to talk bby,,,and thiers no reason to talk right now Right?,,,, C'mon let's enjoy this day...

"I pull his hand and he take it back.."what the hell* are ur problems..

I asked, "Let's end this fv*ing relationship*!... What! like what...! R'u drunk or something.. C'mon let's get back inside ,,,No I'm not*! and I'm serious about this**.... I'm not drinking alcohol you know that!!!!..he yelled back at me

"Then what's your reason,, What!!! is that fvvking reason* that causes ended up with me...ar--are u tired of me??..am i not enough to you...."my tears began to fell down out of my eyes...,,,my heart's beating so fast that I can't handle the pain.....No I'm not! "he replied...*then what!!!,,,I'm going to Spain with my family..is---is that the only reason..I breathe heavily**,,, then I saw his teary eyes, "I have to marry someone there and my family want me to become her

fiance***...

"I -i feel lost my knees are trembling my heart is aching" ..That I want to **DIE!

*Im--im so sorry nicah**.. I-ilove you,,

*I'm fuc*ing in love with you**!!!!

"Then why did u agree with that fucking*! merrage !...I shouted*

*Im--im so sorry I need to go*

I fell on the ground and cry harder as I can,,"I feel so lost.".."I feel so empty"

and incomplete* but why did he do that to me he said he love me that I'm the one who light up his world ..."but all those thoughts are wrong"

****And that happens 2years ago ,,way back when I'm just 18*

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Bzzzzz....bzzzzz*** "my phone rings"

"Who that hell calling so early in the morning..

*Hellow...hellow,,who is this?

On the other phone:

"it's nice to hear you voice again nicah..

*Who--who are u,,where did u get my number?"

*the call has been ended.

"I was dazed for a moment"

Arnica....! ohmyyghad..!!! you startled me vanessa."Get of your bed now or else we will be late again..she asked"

Im Arnica Nicoly Diaz 2ndyear college

here in San.Vesencio University,Nursing student, my father Arthur Diaz is a retired sea man,,my mother Nicolay Diaz is the Ceo of the company that my uncle owns..

I have a younger sister Nicole Diaz ,,and

a brother Andrie Coly Diaz..

*Someone's knocking the dor,,,I'm still getting dressed ..!! "I shouted,,"hurry up and get down"...lilyane yelled,, Coming"

"I suddenly open the door and get shocked when I saw the man standing in front of me.."Ma--Marcov a wide smile landed on my face"I huged him tightly..

"I miss u so much,,how r u? why are u here?...."Then he laughed" let's go down first the I'll tell you,,,*he tapped my head

Hi Arnica!!!,,Lilyane and Vanessa waved at me,,, Where's Alexander" I asked them,, He's out to get some foods.

"oh by the way did someone of you called me this morning?...Why?Marco asked,,,

uhh--maybe its--its ,,Lu..luc,,,"Oh here comes ali,,Marcov cut me off"

"Bring the food here ali,*Vanessa said....

"Goodmorning nica! Alexander greeted me",, ummm-- Ali did you call me this morning? "No why would I call you ..

"Nica your cheek turns red..Lilyane said with a teasing smile" ,,wha--what stop teasing me or else!...

"Okayy guysss let's get our belly full..!!

it's almost 7:45am when we finnished eating ,,and arrive at school 7:50am,,

"Ghad damn were late! Drive faster ali I'll be late..

Chill we're near darling",,,Please can u just stop calling in that way it made me sick!!!...

"So we're here,,thankyou for the ride ali. *No worries *then he wink at me.

Miss Diaz your late again "

*Im--im sorry it's trafic outside..

"But this is not your first time to be late in my CLASS!!!!.. *my teacher shouted

"Take ur seat..

Bzzzzz****bzzzzz** ,,,what the- not this time,,

" My phone rang again... uhhh-mm excuse me mam"

"May I go outside to get this call"

*Go miss Diaz

"Hell-hellow,,,may I know who u are?

*No one answers

"Unknown number??

"Who the hell r u!!!..answer my questions,,Who--,, I miss you so badd Nicah,,*The caller answered*

Hell--hellow ***Call ended***

Lu--Lucas. "my mind stopped thinking

***Wh-why is he calling me'**

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I was walking in the street when someone calls my name..

"Arnica!!! He shouted..

"Ohh Marcov,your home is on that way right

Why R'u following me??.

"It's okay I want to spend time with you"

"Why do you want to spend time with me..??

"Arghhh..!!your so annoying ,do I really need to answer that..he yelled

"Do you like me??

*FU*K ! Your just like my little sister why would I like you..

"Nah just kidding" HAHAHA "I laughed..

"How was ur day..

"Fine ..I answered

Marcov is my childhood friend since I'm just 5years old,,we don't see each other for almost 7years because they moved to Spain with his family.

"You don't need to follow me here i can handle myself"

"Ohh alright I'll go back,,see u tommorow nica

"With a matching wink"

" I rolled my eyes..

Ummmm--Marcovv!! I have something to asked you

"Ok then asked me what you want"

"This is a bit serious though,, did u and Lucas met in spain??..

***Silence****

"Marcov answer me did you!! I shouted with anger..

"I have some important things to do ...I'll get going

"What the fu*k answer my question!!

**He ran away**

I think they did meet up in spain because Marcov can't answer my quistion,,but never mind I don't care about it anymore.

"Arnica you're here"

Hey mom,, where's dad I thought you won't go back here..

"Ohh his up stairs darling,what about school ,R u comfortable with it ,did ur teacher and classmates are good to you please inform me dear "

"It's okay mom I'm grown up I can handle my self..

"By the way ali just came here before u arrived..

**I stopped walking **

"Then what did he do here..

"He said that he will invite you to his party tommorow.

"I won't go..

"Why--why not...

"I'm not in mood mom..***I shut the door***

I was lying on my bed and think of something ,What if Marcov is lying on me that he and Lucas met in spain ,Better to know it"

****I called Alexander***

"Hello ali ",mom says you came here in our house and invited me to your party.

"Yes nica wanna join..

I'm thinking twice if I'll come over,but I guess this is the only chance to ask Marcov again about Lucas if they met in spain .

"Is Marcov coming?

"Yes he is nica ,so join us and have some fun ..

"Ok I will gonna get dressed,"bye see u there ali"

I was wearing a tank top with denim jacket and pencil skirt.. better put some little make up on my face then I'm ready to go!!..

When I was about to go out in our house my mom called me".

Arnica!..I thought you wouldn't come in the party ,Well did ur mind change.

"Better go mom..

At 7:39 in the evening I arrived at Ali's house and then I saw his mom near the gate waiting for the other visitors to come,Hey nicah how are u" his mom greeted me, Verry well" I smiled... Ali and your friends are in the backyard .

Far from here I saw my friends holding a glass of whiskey in their hands.

"Nica come and sit beside me ,ali says"have some drinks,he offer me a glass of whiskey,No no no"I don't drink ,are you sure with that because I remember those days way back when your-- "I cut him of,"ok I'll drink it. I swallow the glass of liquor, and they start yelling and I feel so embarrassed that time.

"Let's play a game !One of our friend says.

Okay then,let's start!

What' wait wait wait,how do we play this game.

Ali,Nica,Marcov, Lilyane, Vanessa,Matilda,Peter,Caleb and me Tristan,So this is how we start the game ,First I will pick someone of you to drink the five glasses of whiskey and if you didn't finnished to drink it all you'll get a punishment from me " Game!!

Wait wait ,I want to, but I'm unable to...you know I feel dizzy when I get drunk ,but you can continue without me right.

My smile faded when I remember something that I don't want to remember again the time that we go to the bar with my friends and I got drunk and started vomiting inside Luca's car that made him angry with that,all of the happy things we do together,but it just like a buble who disappeared for just a minute.

Nica" c'mon play with us now ali invited me,okay' I answered with all of my confidence,I drink all the five glasses of whiskey ,but I'm worried to my self that what if I'll vomit again and can't go home by my self,but I can't prevent it anymore because of my feeling right now every time I think about my past with Lucas.

All of us didn't get some of the punishment because we swallow the full five glasses of whiskey ,and now it's ali's turn to drink his 5 glasses of liquor,He finnished 2 glasses and. after that another 2 glasses but when he was about to drink the fifth glass of whiskey he started to vomit in front of Peter.

What the fu*k bro!!! Peter yells with irritation in his face.

And they all crakled with delight about what happened to ali,So here's your punishment ali..

"Go confess to someone you like for a long time ,even if it's in social media you need to show us your conversation..

"What kind of punishment is that he laug mockingly,it's just like a kids game..

Just do it!!

My heart started to beat so fast when ali turn his head and cough my eyes on him,but I think it's not me because he likes Matilda for a longtime and I know that , that's why I lost some of my interest on him..

It started to beat so fast that I think it will get out of my ribcage when ali came closer and crouch in front of me ,I feel like I'm floating in the air" because of the tension between us ,i looked down and play with my hands to avoid his presence in front of me,"I like you arnica", wait what I didn't expect to hear that word who came from his own mouth I've been waiting to hear this for a long time ,but now he says it in front of me ...and in front of our friends and office mate.

I can't talk and move because of what he said ,I feel like a melting ice in the middle of a hot desert,Whooaaaaa!! My friends started shouting because of what ali said a while ago,It's so embarrassing to hear that confession because I'm not often to hear that to someone like boys who likes me ,all they do to show there love is giving me some flowers inviting me to have a date ,but that kind of confession I experienced today melts my heart..

"I accept what your saying but ...I can't-- I don't yet want to have a relationship with someone.

I was about to stand and walk out of the bar but ali blocked my way,wait why are you rejecting me"?i-i thought you like me that muc--,I'm sorry ali but I'm not ready for-- What the hell Nica! I saw him clenched his jaw with an anger in his eyes,but I ca--,Why because of that lucas" hmm...I know you love him that much nica that you can't get over him ,but you can't love him again the way you two love each other in the past because his already married in spain with that girl he tells you before you broked up!!! ..

"Shut up!! my tears started to fall again because of those words that I heard from ali,it hurts me so much ,my heart's aching and I can't breathe normally ,I ran out off the bar to get my car in the parking lot while ali's following me from behind..

Can u just stop following me!!! Im- I'm so disappointed in you , it's like you killed me with those words I'm not dying, but I ---i feel like I'm dead because of those fu**cking words you said to me..

I don't like Lucas anymore but-- it's hard to forget him in that way ,it's hard to clear all the memories in my mind that we build together all those fun ,laugh , cuddles and kisses under the stars are hard to forget with just a blink.

I open the dor of my car when he pulled my wrist and

landed a kiss on my lips.."I'm sorry baby,I didn't mean to say that ,I will not hurt you anymore".