I jumped off the bus. I looked around to find the woman I had been missing for two months.

"Cream! Yuhoooo! I'm here!" with a hand rising in the sea of ​​people.

There!

"Lianna!" I laughed and waved back. I ran towards her and hugged her tightly.

We jumped along with our screams. Two months might just be a short period of time, but it felt like an eternity being away from my best friend!

Grabe!

"I missed you! How's the province?" she eagerly asked.

"Good, good. I hope I brought you there!" I hit her once.

"Hmp you know I'm busy with my summer dance class."

"That's right! Tsk you missed a lot, miss dancer!"

"I know right ?! That's why we're going to party tonight!" She put her arm around me. "Come on, the gang is waiting for you."

Even though I was tired from the three-hour drive I would still attend pool parties with friends.

I am Cream Deyla Galicia. Nineteen years old and a second year college student. That's my best friend Lianna Aguero.

We got in his car and immediately headed to a familiar private property. We are jumping from one house to another when we party and the venue discussed today is in Suwie's mansion.

The sun is about to set, so the sky is orange and pink.

Our story is straightforward. Catching up with her is impossible at the moment because we did not realize that we had arrived.

The car stopped immediately. Just outside, we heard the noise.

"OMG! Let's go Cream!" he excitedly dragged me. I laughed and slung the big backpack over my shoulder. We immediately got to the back and there we found the fun.

"Cream is hereeeeee!" Lianna announced enthusiastically so the attention came to us.

My friends immediately confused me. Of course hello and still laughing. I miss them so much!

I hugged them when I saw Mason go up to the pool. I saw how he grabbed the attention of the few women my friends invited here.

"Look who's back. I bet you missed me." he grinned. He messed up his hair so the water spewed out on me. I cried.

"Who will miss the bully ?!" I raised an eyebrow at him.

He laughed. "Go and change now. You are so out of place cherry." he smirked.

I looked at my sneakers, t-shirt and pants.

"Yeah right. And oh, stop calling me cherry. My name is Cream." I was jokingly reminded.

He smiled even more. "Cherry looks nice on top of a cream."

"Tss whatever, Mason."

I said goodbye to get dressed. Lianna also came with me. When we entered the house we met Suwie, the owner of this mansion.

Her eyes widened.

"Two months was boring without the baby of the party!" she exclaimed while hugging me. . . more like squeezing me!

"I am not a baby." "Of course you're not, Cream. You're just too adorable that we missed you so much!" she grinned. "Get dressed. I'll wait outside." Lianna and I went upstairs and we sailed upstairs to where the guest room we were going to stay tonight was.

We got dressed right away. I hesitated but eventually Lianna also convinced me to wear this. I was n*ked and inside was a pink one-piece swimsuit. Lianna, on the other hand, has two pieces, also covered with a robe.

We went downstairs as I tied my long hair. I turned around when he suddenly giggled. He pulled me closer to him.

"I hope Stephiance is here." she whispered and laughed softly.

I looked at her. Kuya Stephiance or Sance is Suwie's older brother who already works for their company.

"It won't here for sure." I whispered back.

"But I still hope so! Even though he has a condo and is busy with life he would have gone!" strengthened she said. I can feel her excitement because she has been crushing it for a few years, she is not being ignored.

I laughed and patted her shoulder. "Find a new crush!"

She dropped her shoulder and shook.

"No way! As if I can!"

Really Lianna?

When we got out, we immediately got a drink. We went to Tally laughing while grilling a barbecue.

"The problem with you is that you are too stupid!" Zoey laughed.

"Shut up Zoey. You're not a man so you can't relate to me."Harry blinked.

" Our gender doesn't make a difference. Besides, it's the 21st century, even though I'm a woman, I'm the first to admit to the man I want. Not gonna wait for the guy to make the first move."Ellie shrugged.

" What if busted? It hurts too."Karl said.

Zoey snorted." Are you scared there? We're still young. It's still safe to get a heartbreak at this age. "

" We all deal the ache differently Zoey. Some of you may think that everything is superficial but to someone, it turns out to be deep. " They were silent at what Dylan said. He continued to fan the grill.

" The serious one."I groaned.

They looked at me and smiled. Karl put his arm around me and rubbed my ear that he had been holding earlier.

"You Cream, who do you like?" he playfully asked.

"Nothing!" my cheeks warmed up. Totoo naman eh. I have many male friends but I am not attracted to them.

"Don't worry Cream. I'll help you find a crush. You know it's just around the corner." he smiled. He pulled me to sit on the hammock he was sitting on earlier.

"Hmm I don't know, I'm not ready yet." I laughed.

My best friend giggled. "Can't wait to see our baby obsessed with someone."

They laughed. How many times do I have to stress that I am not a baby! Like seriously? We are in college! They still treat me like a baby because I said my baby acted too much. How? I did not realize that I was like that.

I just want to shower happiness everywhere! That's all!

The conversation continued until we started eating. After a few laughs they started jumping in the pool. Lianna removed her clothes which we immediately whistled.

"Someone has won !!!" I joined.

He jokingly hit me. "Oh *****, speed!"

I laughed and undressed. I took a deep breath. "Oh you are so sexy Cream!" he hugged me tightly.

"I can not breathe!" I choked.

"Sorry! Just changing!" he laughed in my ear and happily let go. "Finally!"

"Baby pink suits your pale skin girl!" Suwie shouted in the distance sitting by the pool.

I was a little taken aback by the attention I got. I'm not really used to it. I do not know why I am brave now to wear a swimsuit. I'm not too daring, unlike Lianna and Suwie! They're just over-reacting.

We went down to the pool. Sprinkled water, chased and played volleyball. The music grew louder with the advent of new drinks. We went up for a drink there. I had seven shots of tequila when I thought of lying down on the lounger.

I would have closed my eyes first when I caught sight of Suwie running towards the dark and distant part of their mansion.

I stood up and did not hesitate to follow him.

When I got closer I heard her sobs and vomiting. My heartbeat quickened as my lips parted. But my jaw dropped even more when I saw a man rubbing his back. He doesn't looked like our age. Maybe he's a few years older than us!

After vomiting, the man hugged her. "I'm sorry Suwie."

Suwie sobbed even more. "Why are you apologizing? N-Are you sorry?" it cried even more.

I swallowed. There is a conclusion in the brain p-but. . .

"No! No I'm not. I'm just worried about you." the man's voice weakened.

I backed away once but my back hit a hard chest.

Chest?

I sighed and immediately turned around. A piercing stare was directed at me. Suddenly my heart beat faster.

"I always feel so sick." I heard Suwie say softly. "And I'm afraid my older brother Stephiance will feel better."

I stared at the man. My eyes still widened as I listened to what Suwie was saying.

I was about to open my mouth when he pulled me away from that place. He held me tightly and took me to the other side which was also dark. Clear even without light due to the full moon. And before I knew it, I burst out crying.

I let my tears flow because the conclusions were already running through my brain. I do not know what to prioritize. I can't believe I can witness that.

I restrained myself from making noise so I covered my mouth. My tears continued to flow. My shoulders shook so badly but I cannot control it. My emotions are just swallowing me up.

He was standing in front of me and I could feel his deep stare at me but I didn't know anything! So many questions envelop my brain.

A few minutes passed but I still did not calm down. I looked up at him even though there were still tears on my cheeks. "S-Sorry." I'm sorry. "You should go. I'm sorry. A-I'm fine, I'm just a little confused." I added but he did not listen, he just stared at me darker.

I averted my eyes as my tears welled up again. Calm down Cream! B-Maybe you're just rolling your eyes. You may have just heard wrong. You may have overdosed on alcohol.

"What are you thinking?" he asked. His baritone voice did not escape me. I cried even more.

"Because Suwie... I i don't know. I don't want to assume but I have a feeling..." I did not add that. I just stared at him. He also stared back and because of the mixed emotions I was not lost. I bravely stared back.

"Wipe your face. Fix yourself and get back there." he says.

Shake. "I can't. I'm confused!" I cried. "Do you know anything?" I asked in between my tears.

He did not answer. Yes right? He knows something. Who is he? I did not see him among the invited friends of my friends.

T-Wait where did he come from?

Why is he suddenly there behind me? Is he a bad guy so he pulled me here?

Napa atras ako. He saw the fear on my face so he frowned. He shook his head and sighed. Without saying goodbye, he turned his back on me and left me alone.

"Wait!" I called.

He did not stop.

"Wait! Who are you?" I grabbed his arm. He stopped and looked at my hand holding him. I immediately let go of him and went in front of him. I carefully examined his face. Deep and serious eyes, sharp nose, lips in a straight line. Her hair is also messy and she has a strong body.

"I prefer you shut your mouth for the mean time. Your friend's in crisis right now so if you care for her, say no word."

I did not understand at first but I realized what he was referring to was what I witnessed to Suwie. He did not answer my questions. He just passed me and I could do nothing but watch his figure move away.

I wiped away my tears and adjusted my posture. I also loosened my wet ponytail hair and let it cover my pale back. I hugged myself and thought of going back to the party.

"Where have you been?" I almost jumped in shock when Karl appeared in front of me.

"S-Sa... Up. I made some calls." I averted my eyes.

He nodded and examined me. I pouted which made him laugh. He put his arm around me and took me to Lianna. Even though it was difficult, I still joined them. I forced my smiles and laughter.

I adjusted my seat when I saw Suwie return to the party. There were no traces of tears on his face. She looked normal to those people who don't know anything. She smiled as if nothing happened.

I couldn't stand it anymore so I got up and said goodbye to rest in the guest room. They even teased me that I'm KJ but I did not budge. I even pretended to yawn but before that they forced me to drink three shots. I did nothing and to release me I did what they wanted. I was sipping lemon when I glanced at Suwie. She's drinking juice and when I see her I lift her glass and wave. I waved back and turned to enter their mansion.

I was about to go upstairs when I heard a noise from the living room. I did not even walk there alone to see a bunch of men drinking, laughing and playing a video game! There are large boxes of pizza on the center table and all sofas are occupied. Someone else is sitting on the floor! In a snap, their attention turned to me.

Croo croo ~

Oh. . . dear

Literally they were all silent. I even heard a whistle and a whisper.

I was pushed back once. . . twice. Shame on me when I realized where I was. . . what am I wearing. I was so preoccupied that I forgot to wear my robe!

Yes it was so embarrassing that I was hurt by the heat that was slowly crawling from my cheek to the nape, but I gasped when I saw the guy who pulled me awhile ago. My heart pounded and warmth filled my insides. Our eyes met for a moment and his forehead suddenly wrinkled. I also saw brother Stephiance as well. . . y-the man with Suwie in the dark!

I gulped. My heart is racing so bad.

Like so so bad!

"Cream?" brother Stephiance's amazing command. He got up from sitting on the sofa and approached me. I can still feel his colleagues looking at me.

I scratched the back of my neck and immediately realized.

"K-Kuya Stephiance! I'm sorry I was disturbed." panicked I said. He laughed and his face lit up. "I'm a bit floating now k-where my m-feet took me. Uh I really need to take a rest huh? II need to go. I'm really sorry brother !!!" I blushed. I want to die! Grabe! Then I still look like this! Seriously Cream? Are you wearing a bikini in front of men older than you in decent clothes ?! I wish the earth would eat me!

This is so embarrassing!

"Oh okay Cream is fine. Good night." said the older brother, still amazed.

I nodded and quickly turned away.

"Who is that? Chics ah."

"Suwie's friend." brother Stephiance replied.

My cheeks got hotter so I ran up the stairs. Dammit! Just. . . dammit!

When I got inside I tugged at my hair. I lay down on the bed and screamed loudly.

I covered my face and felt its warmth. I took a deep breath and calmed myself. It's okay Cream. You will never see them again, and they will eventually forget your face so calm down. It's not that embarassing right? Right ?!

I woke up early. Less than a minute later I remembered what happened last night.

Uuuuuuugh! I buried my face in the pillow.

Darn me and my drunk state! I'm still doomed!

And Suwie!

Oh my gosh Suwie!

Is that true or just a dream?

I turned to Lianna who was sleeping soundly next to me.

I got up immediately and left the room. It's only six o'clock so the surroundings are still very quiet. Suwie's mommy and daddy both live in America so only siblings are left here.

I went down to the kitchen.

The maids are busy preparing breakfast because there are so many guests today. Only once in a blue moon because Suwie and older brother Stephiance have a party together. Their mansion is too large so often, parties are held here, if not in a bar.

I greeted the staff and immediately took milk. I was about to drink it when I looked at the glassdoor on the left. I could see the wide pool from here but I was more distracted by Suwie sitting on the hammock.

I swallowed and approached him. She beamed when she saw me.

I waved a little and my eyes darted towards the apple she's holding. There is also a small plate of salt in his lap. My hunch grew stronger.

"I-It's too early for that." I stared at his food. And it's a weird combination. Only now have I seen that!

She laughed. "Why did you wake up so early?"

"W-Just nothing." I sipped my milk and averted my eyes.

"Hmmm." he shook the cradle. "The entrance is near. I can already feel the struggle even before the new semester begins."

"I too... So I want to travel to the future. I want to work and reach my dreams already." I smiled.

She chuckled. "In a hurry? We should enjoy life while we're still young Cream. Don't rush to grow old." she laughed.

I looked at her. It is not obvious from her appearance, nothing changes in her body. Even though it was two pieces yesterday you didn't really notice anything.

But I can't help but worry. How is she studying? Her dreams? And her parents! Tita and tito are very strict!

"You're right.

I was amazed that I could act normally around Suwie. I am actually trembling inside. I was even afraid to approach him so I was a bit far from him here in the big hammock. I still can't believe it. I do not know if it is true but I have a strong feeling that it is true.

"You know-" she interrupted as she looked at their mansion. I followed her gaze. My eyes widened when I saw the man with him last night standing on the doorframe I came out earlier.

"D-Do you know him?" I stammered at the same time as my heart was beating faster.

"Yes!" he immediately stood up. "B-But we are not close. Excuse me, I'm just going to ask Karim something." she immediately leave.

Karim. I whispered on the wind.

I watched them in the distance. It looks like he wants to touch Suwie but he restrains himself. There is a distance between the two of them, maybe for no one to suspect. I sighed. Blow suddenly so I tucked my hair behind my ear.

How I wish I know what's the score between them. How I wish I'm not terrified. But I am.

I watched their expression. Karim looked calm. Should I call him kuya? Kuya Karim? Yeah I need to. He looked older kasi eh, not too old but I think four years older like kuya Stephiance. Suwie looks worried tho.

I looked closer. And now that I've given my full attention, I see a connection between the two of them. There is a spark. Something deeper and intimate. If I had not witnessed last night, their conversation today would not have mattered to me. I will only think of this as a simple conversation with no strings attached. . .

But I know I'm missing something out.

They talked even more until Suwie turned to me and gestured. It draws me closer to them.

I sat up straight. I drank my hot milk first before standing up. Brother Karim looked at me and raised an eyebrow in amazement.

When I got closer, Suwie hugged me sideways. "By the way Karim, this is Cream my best friend."

"Hi, you're the girl from last night."

Even though I was cold I was able to nod. I cannot find my voice! Where's your voice Cream ?! Speak up! Speak up now!

WAAAAAH!

I can not do it!

I don't know what to act. I do not know what to do!

"Wait what happened last night? "Suwie asked a little pale.

My eyes widened too.

" NOTHING! nothing Suwie !!! It's nothing! I just went to your brother's party, I was drunk! I don't know what I was thinking !!! "I covered my face. Now I feel so horrible thinking about it! It's really embarrassing! I heard brother Karim laughing while Suwie was starting to laugh.

" Dude. " I heard a familiar voice.

I blushed even more when I saw the man who pulled me last night. He stood next to brother Karim.

"Let's go. Stephiance's waiting on the car. "He said. He looked at me and I swear my heart suddenly reacted. I immediately avoided looking at him. Shocks!

"Right." brother Karim said a little disappointed. "You go first Ralle. I need a minute with Suwie."

I immediately felt it so I said goodbye. I passed them and passed in front of. . . Ralle. I heard it. His name is Ralle!

I was surprised when he walked with me.

"Good morning!" I said.

"Morning." he smiled. My gosh! Huhu!

"Uhm d-did you sleep here?" I almost stammered.

"Yes."

"Aaaaaah."

I blushed. I remember what happened last night.

It's really embarrassing!

Grr!

He is now going outside the mansion. Oh no! Just wait. I have a lot of questions and I'm sure he can answer me!

He noticed I was following him so he turned to me, his eyebrows raised now.

I sneezed. "M-May... I just wanted to ask you something." I stopped at the double door and saw older brother Stephiance's SUV. It blew its horn so I waved, my cheeks still red. Gosh I still can't move! Fortunately, this man seems to have forgotten what he saw last night because he is not saying anything now.