...I was eleven years old when I became interested in reading Novel it's kinda interestin. It actually made me fantasize about having a prince...

...Prince who accepts who I am,who loves me who I am, who can be my own shield, bulletproof, knight and shining armor, and the one who can fight for his love for me....

...Fornutnately, I met Sean on my 16th birthday. He reached my standards that I thought it was only existing in Novel....

...We became close to each other until one day he asked me if he could court me. Well, I said yes then he courted me for almost one year and on his 17th birthday I gave him a very sweet yes which caused us both to have so much fun...

...Our relationship went well but just like on Novel many problems also tested our trust and love for each other....

...Sean introduced me to his parents, I was so happy when Sean's parents accepted me,they immediately made me feel that I was part of their family...

...The next day I thought of introducing Sean to my family to be fair, but not everything we expected would happen...

...They objected to our relationship because they were just poor they did not have any business like my parents. Mom said "Sean listen carefully, Krisha deserve someone who can level our life status ang who can give her a life like a princess but obviously it's not you"...

...I was so embarrassed because I did not expect my parents to treat the person I love that way...

...Everything between us suddenly changed even Sean's family was furious with our family...

...My dad became hard to me. He also paid staff to watch over me, he also forbade me to approach Sean...

...But they did not know that Sean and I were still secretly meeting. Yes we did not obey our parents for love...

...I asked Sean "Aren't you tired of what we do?" he just smiled and said "I will never get tired for the love of the two of us this is enough to fight you"...

...WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING ?!...

...My heart was pounding when I heard the angry shout of a man yes it's my DAD!...

..."S-sir let me explain" Sean stammered but dad continued to walk and snatched it something from his pocket it's a GUN!...

..."Sean please stop" I begged Sean "No, I'm not afraid of your father" he said...

..."Dad I'm begging you please stop" I continued to beg and my tears continued to flow...

..."Now tell him the truth Krisha" Dad said while holding the gun pointed at Sean's head...

...my tears continued to fall...

..."Go and tell him or else .." He said still holding the gun...

..."S-Sean" I stammered. Sean just looked at me and the sadness was obvious in his eyes...

..."I don't love you it was just a game" I wiped away my tears that had been flowing from my eyes and forced a smile...

^^^"W-what are you saying?" Sean asked me while crying^^^

..."You can leave right after the game is over,as mom said I need someone who can give me everything...

...,who can give me a life like a princess but obviously you can't. I thought you can be my king or a prince but I think i'm wrong you can leave now " I said...

...After that night, I never see Sean again even his family and relatives...

...Days, weeks, months and years later I'm still hoping to meet him again I wanted to tell that all i've said that night was all a lie. God knows how much I love him....

..."You love him but you didn't fight for him?" Aira asked me, my friend...

..."You are so focused on what you read on novel you have to wake up to the fact that sometimes a woman also has to sacrifice for the one she loves" he preached to me for a long time...

...I just smiled and said "I did, I saved him from my dad"...

..."I'll come to the bar later to have fun if you want you can go with me to be happy because you've been so sad in the last few years" I just noded as a reply...

...Five years have passed but until now I have been able to move on and the pain is still fresh...

...A dim light came on me with people dancing and there were also people laughing until suddenly the surroundings became quiet....

..."105 is the number that comes to my head when I think of all the years I wanna be with you, wake up every morning with you in my bed, that percisley what i'm planning to do and you know one of this day when I get my money right buy you everything and show you all the finer things in life will forever be enough, so there ain't no need to rush, but one day, I wont be able to ask you loud enough...

...We all join with the music but suddenly a question came to my mind "why isn't the song broken or maybe rock and roll also the voice looks so familiar with him" while I was thinking there was a familiar face coming out of the stage...

...IT'S SEAN! my heartbeat quickened as if it was about to come out of my chest...

..."I'll say will you marry me, I swear that I mean it, I'll say will you marry me"...

...He got off the stage and slowly approached where I was standing all around him he pulled out a small box and knelt near me...

...Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes and finally fell when he said this word...

..."Will you marry me?"...

...I tried to speak but nothing came out of my mouth...

...YES!...

...I wiped away my tears...

..."I LOVE YOU TRISHA"...

...TRISHA...

...TRISHA...

...TRISHA...

...TRISHA...

...TRISHA...

...That name slapped me back to reality...

..."I Love You too Sean" she replied as Sean put the ring on her...

...Then they kissed, they kissed in front of me...

...I am happy to see my man proposing to a girl he trully loves though it hurt me so much...

...The man that fight for his love to me but I refuse was now happy and figting with someone else....

...I wish, I was her...

...His girl that he wants to marry...

...His girl that will fight trough up and down...

...His girl that he wants to take care of him...

...His girl that will be treated as his own princess...

...I wish, I was her...

...His princess...

...But I'm just Krisha, Krisha Buenaventura of Sean Valdez and not Trisha's love story...