Hi I’m kim jungwoo 17 years old studying at SM Academy

First of all I’m a boy not a girl.Only my face is the girl about me but I’m still a boy.Secondly I’m a Gay BUT only for one person and that IS

“Hey baby come one we will be late”

“Ok wait!”

And that is my bestfriend Lucas, he is a chinese same old and school to me.Did i tell you guys that his look is like greek god??well if not then i will tell you.All of the girls and even boys at school have a crush for him but he didn’t even want them.He told me that he loved someone(ouch!!) and that is not one of them.About him calling me ‘baby’ >|||||||< it was his idea because something happened that’s why he become to call me ‘baby’

“Hey?you are spacing out again”

When i look at his eyes.I saw worried in his eyes.He cupped my both cheeks and rub his thumb around them.He is so sweet and caring.I sweetly smiled at him and hold his hands on my cheeks.

“I’m ok buba”

Did I forget to tell you im calling him ‘buba’?^-^

He smiled at me before hugging me tightly

“Don’t forget to tell me if there’s something wrong or you have a problem ok baby?”

I returned his hug and snuggle at his chest

“Of course buba i will”i said

“Buba Let’s go??”i added

“Ok baby”before removing his hug and hold my hand

“Your car??”i ask

“Yes now come in”he open the door for me

“Thank you buba”i said.He close the door and go to driver’s side and come in.He start the engine but he look at me.He sighs

“Why?”i ask hin

He come close to me.Fudge!!his face is so close to mine!!!!>|||||||<

“You always forgot your seatbelt baby”he kiss my cheeks BOTH!!!!

“T-thank you buba”did I stuttered?fudge!

“Always welcome and for you baby”he chuckles

He started to drive to our school.Actually the owner of SM Academy is lucas.He is so rich not only his family(parents)but he also.He already finished his studies but he refused to leave me alone at school.Why im going to be alone?because I choose to be with lucas only.I mean i have many friends at school but i still stick to lucas.He always protect me from bullies and because i love him-DID I SAID THAT!!!!OMG! Fine you guys will even know that i love him.

“Baby we are here”

I look at his seat but his not there huh???

“I’m here baby”i felt that he hold my hand so i look at my left side and i saw him opening the door for me.

“Thank you again buba”i get our bag and give him his bag.i hold his both hands and kiss it.

“So sweet but is that my cheeks??”he pout.I chuckles at his childish behavior.I cupped his both cheeks and kiss it

“Now I’m energized”he sweetly smiled at me.He hold my hand tightly and we start to walk to our class

*JUNGWOO’s POV*

When we arrived at our classroom I immediately seat on my isigned seat and that is beside the window.Lucas’s seat is always beside me.When we sit down our professor come in.Lucas stand up and greet our professor kim namjoon and we all bow.Our professor start our lesson.

Fast forward

“Class dismissed”all of our classmates go out because out next subject is PE so we need to change our clothes.I saw lucas sleeping with my hand on the top of his head.He told me that if continuesly pat his head he will be sleepy

“Buba?”

“5 minutes”did he not have enough sleep??

“Buba come on we have our next subject”

“Baby can we skip?”he pout.what??

“No buba”i hold both of his hand and stand up while pulling him

“Baby please??”

“You really want to skip??”i ask him.He nod.Now I’m pissed.I let go both of his hand

“Fine.wait for me inside the room lucas”i turn around without looking at him.I immediately change my clothes ang go to court.I knock at the door because they are already started

“Sorry I’m late sir”I immediately bow and apologize

“It’s ok jungwoo”professor christoper(bang chan)he is my uncle.I go at the back of my classmates

“Ok let’s continue.We will play basketball,volleyball,badminton or anything you like but you guys will stay inside the court.You guys can choose what do you want to play but if want to play basketball or volleyball your team and your opponent have a same gender ok?otherwise i will not allow to play”

“Ok sir”we all said.I want to play archery but the spot is a little bit in the center.

“Jungwoo i know that you want to play archery”when i turn around i saw professor/uncle christoper

“But...”I hesitate to say it

“I know you hate attention but you will just play.nothing more nothing less.Besides this is for you grade not them”he pat my back and push infront of the bow and arrow.I grab the bow and arrow.I stand properly and i start to aim.Before i let go of the arrow I breath in and out.I continuesly do it but i feel like someone is starting at me so i look around and i saw that all of my classmates are looking at me with supprised look.The memories that i want to let go,bring back.I immediately let go of the bow and arrow and go out of the court.I immediately change my clothes and grab some of my notes and go to my next subject.While walking i saw my first heartbreak.I feel like dying slowly but super painful.I feel numb and weak.I picked up all of my strength and run away.Before i run away i saw him looking at me

I saw lucas with a girl.........

Kissing

*JUNGWOO’s POV*

‘First love first heartbreak’

I know that he run after me.

I know that he is straight

I know that he only sees me as a bestfriend

I know that can leave me

I know that he cannot Love me

I continuesly run and run until I tripped.I hug my knees and cry.I wanted to claim him but I don’t have a right.I want to be his lover but he is straight.I wanted to be angry but I don’t have a right.When i look up, it is already dark.I look down and hug my knees and cry

“Jungwoo?”i feel someone is patting my back.I look up and i saw felix.He immediately hug me and rubbed my back.I cried on his shoulder.few minutes passed he ask me

“Something happened cupcake??”he ask me with his super deep voice.I remain silent

“Cupcake i know what you seen”he removed his hug and give me his handkerchief.I accept his handkerchief and wipe my tears

“W-hy i-s *hik* i-t *hik*s-o pa-painful?”my voice is hoarse

“Cupcake i know how painful it is but you have to ask him first.You have to know his side jungwoo.You know that lucas value you so precious that he doesn’t want anything or anyone to hurt you-“

“FELIX??!!!!”

Ah I forgot to tell you that uncle christoper(bang chan) is felix’s husband.

“Why are you here??did i tell you that you stay inside of our house??why are you so-“

Felix kiss him but a peck only.I cringed at them

“Shut up first daddy”felix said while using his super deep voice

“Did you cry jungwoo??” Uncle ask me while inspecting my face.Felix whisper at him

“Oh did you ask him??”

“N-no”i feel thirsty

“You idiot.Ask him first before you cry.Why are you wasting your precious tears??”uncle hug me

“And that is what I’m saying earlier”felix and I chuckles.felix hug me too

“Go back to your dorm Cupcake”felix told me.I just nod at him

“Jungwoo if i saw you crying tomorrow, I will kill lucas”uncle threatened me.I smile at him.He always treat me like his baby brother that even his husband do it too.They hug me before we depart.I immediately walk to my dorm because I don’t want to be outside especially when night.I bring out my keys in my pocket and open the door.When i open the door i saw lucas sitting on the floor.When he look at me he run and hug me tightly.

“Baby I’m sorry”i feel some wet on my shoulder and that’s how I know that he is crying

“Baby please listen to me.She is the one that kiss me.I didn’t even know her.I pushed her but-“

“I’m hungry buba”he removes his hug

“Why you didn’t tell me?”he pulled me into the kitchen and cook.While he is cooking some fried rice and chicken, i hug him from the back.I feel that he tense first but immediately turn around and hug me

“Sorry”he buried his head on my neck.I turn off the stove before hugging him tightly.

“Buba it’s ok.You can kiss anyone and you don’t have to say sorry to me.”he shake his head and look to me.

“Sorry about what you have seen but i will never say sorry about this”he hold the back of my neck and hug my waist

“I love you jungwoo”and he kiss me, passionately

WHAT?!!!!!!!

I felt that my body stopped.My world stop and my heartbeat also.I don’t know what i’m going to do

My mind is blank

What should i do??

Should i kiss him back??

Or push him away???

Before i know, I’m already kissing him back.He hug me tighter