13 year old Lilac

It all started when me Lilac a 13 year girl was walking home from school like I usually do everyday. Home to see my dad because my mom died giving birth to me so I never knew her but dad talks about her a lot so I'm sure she was a lovely person anyways I was just heading home when I saw my door wide open.

Yeah open just like that no one around and I became suspicious so I decided to slowly peek inside my own home. I looked around no one one was in sight so I took slow steps inside and checked the rooms no one was there.

I then decide to check my father room I went tears quietly tiptoeing and checked around the corners. When I came up to the door I held knob and twisted it quietly opening the door slowly. I gasped, I didn't want to believe it but it was right in front my own eyes my dad laying on the ground blood splatter all over his body and the carpet.

I was terrified I was only 13 I was scarred I fell to my knees defeated I started crying he was there staring at the ceiling eyes empty. I started to scream I got out of control I wanted to die myself I was literally traumatize. Why why me I was this me now I lost both my parents I heard noises but I didn't care I just cried I was hoping for who did this to kill me too but all I got was the my neighbour's voice Tracy she was trying to comfort me to tell me it's OK but was it OK.

Not for me though it was too much just too much she good get me to stand so she decide to carry me because my legs were jiggling I was wobbling or in other words I couldn't stand.

She carried me back to the safety of her house and tried to calm me down a second time buy nit didn't work and she then finally called the police.

*whewuuuuwheeuuu police sirens 🚨 *

She then went outside for a while and then came back with two police officers they said other officers are in the house right now and there was a detective on the way so we had to wait to be asked questions.

They the went outside and next he I know someone else came in it the detective

Detective Akira he called himself "hello lads so I'm here to ask about the *clears throat* dead body.

" yes thank you uhm well I don't really know much but I heard a scream so I came out of my house to check what was happening I then saw Greg's door open so I went to check what was happening *clears throat awkwardly * I then saw no one downstairs so I went upstairs I then heard crying so I went closer to the noise and saw Lilac crying over Greg's dead body and that's it".

"hmm mm I see OK and little miss your Lilac I assumed so miss Lilac can you tell me what you saw".

What I saw echo's in my head it gives me nightmares and I'm not even sleeping why me sir why me.

I am very sorry child but I need to know more if we're going to help you so please cooperate Lilac. Detective Akira said.

O-OK I'll try

Well I was just walking home like I usually do but when I was almost at the front door I saw it wide open *sniffles * it then quietly checked inside because I knew something was wrong.

So I checked downstairs no one was there I then went to check my dad's room because I was scared and I thought something may have happen to him.

But.... When I... *voice cracks * opened the door he was laying there dead and I started to scream, I started to cry I was so hungry and emotional.

I just couldn't It was messed up terrible and then I heard footsteps but I didn't bother to move and then Miss Tracy came in and started to comfort me after seeing the body.

And that's it please oh please detective please find out who ever did this to my father he was a good man who ever do such a thing.

Well I'll try my little miss Lilac but I can't make sure it will be all that good but I'll try. Now I must be going ladies please enjoy the rest of the day and keep safe.

Bye detective thank you said Tracy.

Ook Lilac let's get you all clean up said Miss Tracy.

OK *sniffs*

I then went to take a bath that day it was quiet there and I cried int he bath it was a peaceful place a place to let all of my ball of emotions out and What went on in my head the whole time is.

Who's going to take care of me now. I didn't want to go to a orphanage I saw on TV that they get beat up and crushes there dreams.

Never I will never be there ugh....! There must be another way of doing this.

I just wanted to be loved is that is all I asked for. I then came of the bath and tried myself with the towel hanging there I came out the bathroom to find suitable clothes to wear which I guess good enough were laying on the bed.

And you know what the funniest Thing is I waited every single day for the detective to come back with clues, warnings even if they find something. Yep I was just daring being looked upon knowing what was happening and have no one to be there for me to care for me.

I want a nice parent but you know we never end up with the good one it still never the game r

Yeah and if you wanted to know he never came.

He never came to visit again.