I have been told many times that I should act like who I am, a lady a woman, being more respectful to the only leading so called human that is  " men ".

This is what inspired me to what I am now. Before this all drama in my life, I use to be same cheeky and lovely girl everyone like around. But life is not fair and everything doesn't last long.

We are humans and we have ability to survive in every tough and rough environment, it doesn't matter if it's natural or man made, that is life to us.

We have heard that the worst and unbearable pain in world is giving a child birth. A new life in world given by a woman- the toughest solder cries with this pain but a woman bears it in her heart. But wait let me tell you, child birth is not the worst pain in a women's life that's the reason why we bear it easily because, the worst pain of our life is living our life, that is being a women is worst pain, that no one in the men kind can do. Trust me we live it we know it.

Starting from birth of a baby girl till its death, changes in her life is sometimes undesirable, Unpredictable, uncertain, unreasonable and list goes on.

But still we are been told to act like a lady when our all life we are living like it. And trust me that's frustrating when someone tells you to do something, which they have no idea about it.

We go through immense pain just to be and live ' like lady'  still we are the one that have to be respectful  and bow down our head to the world. Such a shame.

But I'm not something to be easily pursued or twisted according to the will of others. I'm what they called their worst nightmare. They want me to be ' lady like'  I will be like a lady but full with dignity and let them experience what I have been through -  pain.

I am Emily Arora, CEO of EA-Fashion in New York . A female CEO  surprising but true. In this world of competition and leadership, where no one can believe each other and the so called arrogance of male to be on top of the world, I am the one to shut them up.

Hard but true I female can also be ignorant, and cold.  I'm true example of it. As I have said before it was not me to take such a cruel path of personality it was situation and need to survive in this cruel world that made me to it. I'm mere surviving like others just differently being a dominant and not the subordinate like every other being.

Today was like other usual day, waking up early, ready for work, working my *** off, shouting, and getting back to building which I call house not home remember that. To say my life is boring unlikely to other people at my age of 27. But all five fingers of our hands are different now how can we assume every human with same age having same thing and being same, Now can we? Answer is nope!!

For me life is all about achieving success, competing, and setting different goal every day to lead concerning the world while people at my age would be working yes off course, but their life would revolve around work, and dating with wasting of life and time.

27 is quite young age to achieve such immense success, yes but this success was not hand over life a cut out cake, it was developed from scratch and built to mountain with my own bare hands. At the age of 22  in my college itself I had an idea of this industry of beauty and fashion, a topic and trend which is all around the world. By age of 23 in a year I established my company - EA-Fashion. And by age of 25 EA- Fashion was a success and running on it's own pathway with an unknown owner which everyone was eager.

When when I was introduced to the world, as a CEO and owner of EA- Fashion, it was blast out there. A women running a billion dollar company at such a young age was quite a shock I must say. I was not that 'male' but opposite a ' fe-male'.  But now at just success and authorised position no one have ability and talent to question me, my work and my company. They may be cunning and plotting demons but I'm the Queen of my world and no one can touch a hair of my body.

This was the position and success I was looking for all this years where no one can order me or use me, but instead give a respect even it its mean to be forced.

We have heard to every successful person their always someone behind them,  for me it was support and courage of my one and only best friend Isha Mehra an Indian design girl, bubbly and cheeky.  Always there to entertain and support me in what's so ever condition and position I am in.

Me being cold and distant doesn't me I don't let me make friends easily be she was something else.  A creature out of this world. Trust me she is. She was the one to come forward and speak to me 1st.  Always running behind me chirping and bragging about her day and forcing me to answer all her stupid questions or pulling me out with her to different places where I won't dream go even I would like to. They say we all need one person in our life that ease us in all situations and she was that one person to me.

For 8 years of friendship, I have been open to her like a open diary which I kept deep in my heart.  We have seen each other's ups and downs.  Cried together and smiled together.  Have fought with each other and made up also. Like trust bestfriend we have travelled together and saw the world around.

She is my secretary and now Co. partner in EA-Fashion, which she doesn't know now, that's her surprise for her birthday. She was with me in start of this company till now working as hard as I have.  Bearing my all mood swings and cheering me to life.

She is someone who can hide her pain with a innocent smile and move on without a trace. But as we know every person has a past,  a story behind them, she also does. And that makes two of us inseparable friends. Though sometimes she's annoying as hell and to authoritative like a mom. But she's all I need in life yo be sane.

With the time when hit at 9 am I was in my building way to my office.  Its was like a regular busy day with little bit tense of completing the due date for the runway fashion show which was in 2 months. The annual fashion show was always organised by our company form last 3 years now. Always a success and everyone looking forward to it. It was not just the fashion show this time but the launch of my new beauty products.  I always had a dream of owning my own beauty line a cosmetic line of my own and now it's the 1st step for it. For others it's just a new beauty products and project for them but to me it's my actual dream.

Without giving a glance to anyone in the lobby I made my way to my office with a bold and cold face. My office was on 5th floor with just 2 cabin, one for me and other for isha and one reception, out receptionist Ms kai an old 43 year lady with was more like a family to us, that's me and isha.

When I entered my floor I was 1st greeted by Ms kai with the evergreen worm Holly smile " good morning my dear, I see all bold and hot again"  she said with her regular greeting line making my smirk " morning kk, as usual what to say."  I replied with the pride smirk. " isha in there"  is asked her directly. " yeah she just came like 5 mins ago." she replied "very well"  saying I enter isha ''s cabin where she was already preparing for the meeting which was going to held at 1: 00 pm in our building with Worth company the most successful and leading in all over the world. They were the financer for our beauty line. And to say I was 1st time in my life nervous was no reason.  " ish...!"  saying I entered her cabin. " Heya buddy, morning"  she said with smile on her face. " morning, I see you are all set up, quite impressed"  I said giving impressive look and being proud like another for the success of her child. She giggled and said " of course, or else I would be the next target to my devil boss, don't won't to get fired"  said willing raising her hands in dramatic way making me smile. " of I see your devil boss, don't you afraid she would hear you cursing her behind her back"  I acted along her in a dramatic way. " ah! Don't worry, she deaf, won't hear a thing, trust me"  she said as if she's tell some kind of secret. And at the end we both laugh along.

" OK OK now it's enough, so what's the status " I asked being back to a serious mode."  off..! I was having fun with my beastie bestie " she sighed dramatically making me to roll my eyes. Seeing me she said"  OK OK back to Baby business, all set presentation is done and reviewed, I will send it to you through mail in say 10 minutes and about them,  I think they will pass our dream project cause there is no doubt and problem " she said in one go and the took a deep breath continuing"  according to my statistics and knowledge we are in there criteria and budget, so no reason for them to cancel it and more over we are in top in our work and it they are as smart as news show then they won't say to to work with us or else they are just shit pieces with not brain " here she ends with a simple smile confirming all set at ready to go."  woh!  Your statistic are something, I see learning from best hmm. " is said and continued"  OK cool, mail me in 10 mins and yeah we will jaye head down to see once more if every thing is set along with sample, yeah QA and QC person in charge I want them in meeting along with us, that will give an impact " I completed my sentence and took a deep breath. She said OK and we both got back to our work.  Wait for the meeting and checking the product and presentation making sure there's no mistake.

Cause I don't make mistake.

{Notes :

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Emily's POV

                   As the day pass tension inside me started to built up.  And this tension was a different kind of tension not of rejection or disapproval but of disappointment cause if I could make my products sell and convince the Worth who's going to came now then how am I going to sell it to people. 

Beauty line is something too come.  Even a housewife could built a small scale business with it.  And that the reason why I have for the 1st time have tension.  You need an excellent techniques and a twisted way to enter the consumer's head to make them trust the product, differentiating it with all products around the world. A proper and reasonable reasons and proof is need to achieve that goal.  And thi 's is what I'm looking forward to do with the Worth's.

If I could make them ready and sell my products in terms to financing then I could probably sell all around the world. One more thing is, this company being on top of fashion industry, it helps us to achieve the target for our beauty line. So its a win - win situation.

As the clock ticked and reached to 12 pm , I had gone through the mail and presentation isha had send and all the other requirements and review sample products as well. As I was doing some paper work I heard a knock on my door, I said come in to the expected person non other then my secretary isha. " hey it's 12 already, don't you want to have some grain inside your dehydrated living body"  she said while entering cabin and making her way to my desk which is a mess, believe me yes a crazy mess with a mountain of papers. She made a disgusting look while eyeing all the mess I have done and spoke " Holly crackers, what in the world have you done to this pitiful table"  she said dramatically as if she's talking about actually a human. " oh nothing much just working around and hey it's not that bad, it's just I had a really quite documents to go through which I couldn't find it and one thing leads to other resulting this thing your looking at"  i spoke as casual and calmly explaining to her like I did a crime and being interrogate by the lead authority. " bro, look I know it's important to you, to us and we all are doing our best to get it, so chill and cool down, it's going just like we thought"  she said comforting me about the anxiety rush I have been having since morning.

" I don't know, why for the 1st time in all this years I'm have this mixed feelings " I confessed to her like always I do when I'm in any kind of problem." chill we are going to rock " she cheered me up and we get back to our business she went out to eat as she being the hungry bird.  And me I was far away from hungry.

As the clock hit 12:50 pm,  my team including isha, QA and QC  person for more strong base, production HOD, two trial person, marketing person and HOD, and finally I myself. My team of 8 members along with me. See as I have told earlier I make no mistakes and I am always ready for each and every question the through at me cause I believe in management and this team is the example for it.

To say I'm impressed with the Worth as they are ahead of there time to the meeting. This says there reason for such an achievement around the world being the best and top. Me and my team were prepared for the meeting and presentation. All settled. As I entered the meeting Hall I was greeted with 7 different people which are from the Worth.

I had already researched about Worth,  Mr Viky worth having 2 sons from 2 different wives, older one from the 1st wife name Jack Worth. To my surprise there was not a single picture or any other details about this Jack guy in all over Internet. Just the information that he runs the company along with his father and stepbrother at the position of COO. While on the other hand the younger Worth, charle Worth  mostly infamous for his immature and too chilling in my words a stud personality.  According to the information I got, he was Mr Worth 2 son from his 2nd wife which was non other then his own secretory. God I don't know how they are leading around the world when their own life is like a shit. Like father like son. To my surprise this charle guy was the most favourable to Mr worth,  as he was going to be soon CEO of Worth Co. 

Quite surprising elder son working he's *** off while younger gets the roll.  But as been told don't judge a book by its cover.  I don't know them and I have no rights to assume or predict about their lives. But I'm interested in knowing the elder one cause he is mysterious and I love to solve the mysteries.

Back to present situation, as I entered Hall along with isha, as my team had already taken their places, I was greeted my the older Mr Worth , Viky Worth. " ah! I see Queen leading the company, quite impressive."  he smiled and raised his hand for the hand shake with a smirk face, weird!!  But I have been to the worst situation so this is just a piece of cake for me. I smile towards him and shook his hand said a polite thank you and introduced my team to them. As I was look and introducing my team I noticed one unknown and unreadable face. A warm, cute with green eyes and plumpy pink lips with blond hair. He was a calm as ocean before a tornado. He seems to have a authority unlikely to other which I can guess as their team and one younger infamous son. So if my calculations are correct this chic looking guy have to be the elder mysterious son for sure.

I was so immensely deep in though of this elder son, that I didn't heard a thing old fellow in front of me spoke.  Its was when I felt someone's lips on my hand and a disgusting sight on the face to elder son -  Jack Worth. I was shook out of my thoughts with the knock of hand of isha whispering my name and patting behind. When I came back to my sense I shook away my hand from charle worth feeling disgusting under his creepy smile and disgusting face. Force or not I had to smile at him for my own good reasons.  I spoke a small hello and looked followed to Jack worth for him being introduced to my surprise as just a COO  of company as Jack. Just Jack, nothing else. He node his head with making a weird expression making me all over again confused.  Is he not interested in me , am I missing something or is something wrong with me.. All this weird question that never have I thought came all together to me making me self concerned. " let's start out presentation"  I heard isha saying and then eyeing me with the face that says ' what in the Holly heave is wrong with you'  and this make me think myself, yes what is wrong with me. This Jack is making me jackass

As the presentation completed, during whole time I took peeks to look at Jack having his all attention towards the meeting while I saw eyes on me the whole time by non there then the playboy charle. How surprising is this, one is dedicated to work like worship while other is living his life based on the pilar dropped my others.

As the presentation ended. Mr Worth spoke " again to say impressive, and as expected"  as he completed his sentence before Charles spoke " I know right dad,  I have heard she being amazing, as I have thought you are perfect in all way"  oh dear oh dear this is as creepy and as disgusting I couldn't word out it. But for business all I can do is smile and thanked them.  If you took a look at isha's face you could tell she has all planed to murder and torture this idiot who have no idea what my best in besides me thinking to do with his pretty little disgusting face.

Mr Worth laughed at his son's stupidity I don't know why and said " so true my son,  but before the deal let ho through certain aspects my team have to say"  damn this man though being stud is quite efficient to his work. With all along the whole time, I have heard everyone saying something and speaking but the jack guy and it's killing me. I don't know why but I just wanted to hear his voice for once. Even during the whole conversation I took peeks toward him who was sitting silenting discussing something with his secretary I assume giving no hacks about his father or brother.

"yes we are read for all your questions and points that to be discussed and covered in this meeting " I said with the authoritative voice. This is my company and I have all the right toward it. With this the next thing happened made me shock and block all over again same as it happened earlier just now. The mute man now spoke breaking suspense to hear his voice. And here we go again me sitting blanking not hearing anything and isha noticing me taking the authority to do all the answering and discussions. And here I was sitting and  nodding to whatever they where saying.

His voice like the melody I have not heard anywhere.  Relaxing and satisfying.  I sure was to deep in his voice but I could make out  that whatever he was saying was reasonable and productive working question. He was being to calm and polite humorous which was unlikely to his father and brother. He felt like an omega to me. An omega but with power unknown to him. He was affecting me in an uncertain way which I myself couldn't make it out.

After 2 hours of blank imagination and melodious voice flowing through my ears meeting ended with the agreement of working together by both the sons one being for working and deal and other I seriously don't want to speak about.

We all took our leave with a hand shake and now this time he shook my hand with a cute smile like he was impressed with my work. His hand was so soft and so warm and so... I don't know how to express. It took me whole one minute to release that I was starting at my hand which he shook it and standing at that one place only. While the Worth where already gone by now.

I was shook out of my thoughts by isha yelling at me " what the hack is wrong with you, I thought at 1st you were nervous but then you where hacking Lost like a bird in what so ever dream in middle of our fucking important meeting the whole time"  she spoke in aggressive and frustrated manner and man seeing her like this was totally totally and totally diff for me.. Woh my friend could get angry enough. " all thanks to our team and me obviously we took it in our hand pr else we would be in deep shit though we worked our *** off."  she again continued looking at ne with now concerned " seriously babe, what's wrong, you know you can tell me, we will find out way whatever is the reason"  off I'm a gonner. " I... I...."  I sighed she raised her eyebrows looking all concerned and worried about what I am going to say next. " I seriously have no idea, I mean as we entered I was all prepared for it but then I saw.. I saw..."  I again sluttered. "yes what did you saw... Come on E , what happened, you are looking like a lost child from a tough tigress, that's unlike you"  said she encouraged me to speak further. Call me idiot I was ashamed to say what I was going to speak. " ish.. I saw him, I don't know when and whats and all but just seeing her I was totally in his control like .. Like magic. I could.. I.. I couldn't take my eyes off him, my mind off him. I seriously don't know what's happening, I'm.. I'm confused isha, I'm totally confused. " I completed saying and informing situation I was in as clear and detailed as possible. Then I saw her face. She was blank like literally blank with out expression. Then suddenly it turn to shock for few seconds and finally she was excited and spoke"  exactly who is him you are talking about " she made her self control for God knows what and asked." hmm..... Jack Worth "I answered in a low voice."  I heard Jack as in Jack Worth, right " she confirmed what I just said and I nodded in agreement.

By the time I release what is happening, she started yelling fir God knows why."  I knew it, I hacking knew it, finally God heard my prayers.. Oh Lord finally ice is melting and this... Is... Crazy.....!! " woh... First, what is she saying and second with my confession why is she acting as if she had won lottery.

"  okay enough yelling and screaming what the hell are you saying can you enlist this confused lady " I said trying to make her calm and asking my obvious question. What she said next was something I never expected to hear."  My dear best friend  you are in first sight love, you... Have.... A crush... On jack worth " she said."  No I am not, what are you saying, are you nuts " I spoke"  oh yes you are, believe it or not, you are in deep shit my sis, you are soon going to experience how life is beautiful... Oh god I'm so excited ". Saying she walk out to Hall leaving me all alone with the stupid thoughts now.

Am I seriously in love or have crush on Jack Worth , oh no that's not possible now,  is it? Oh god this is so confusing. Next meeting yes me your meeting is on next Monday  that's like 5 days from today. If I seriously liked him then I'll see what to do. But wait what to do if I seriously liked him. Oh Lord this so confusing. OK just wait till next meeting and will see what will happen. Till then I have to do some research about this Jack who is now in my whole system.

Thinking like a plan,  I walked out of Hall back to my cabin for doing what's need 1st by next meeting with him.

{Notes :

             Heya!!  Hey so this was my 2nd chapter and, yes English being not my 1st language it's hard to write my thoughts accordingly sometimes and there can be certain autocorrect mistakes as well.

Hope you all can like it and correct me at the times its needed.}

Emily's POV

The whole 2 days were hell for me. I could not take my mind and thoughts out of Jack worth. Damn this thing is leading to one another. As I had made my mind to first research about this one guy who took a troll in my life. I asked my Jarden - my informer / friend / advisor/ ish's crush to find anything and everything about Jack within two days.

To say I was already in a mess which was quite a lot, isha was on fire from day of meeting continuously smiling and imaging God knows what about me. When I first said she is crazy creature, I was not wrong, she literally could write my imaginary love story which is far from the reality till having kids. I mean can anyone have this crazy love sick girl as a bestfriend. If anyone out there want o exchange her with your bestfriend, you are always welcome :)

I was in my cabin doing some work regarding fashion show and my beauty line, which was a chaos everytime I think of him. I heard a knock on my door. I murmured came in enough to let the person behind door could hear. As expected I had an unwelcoming guest not to brag around about my imagery love life which is far way from reality.

"don't please. Not again. Don't just start your stupid statistical method to make me believe which is not true. You know ish.. This is just... I.. Its.. " and again when ever I wanted to explain about the situation in meeting about him, I always stutter not knowing what to say and how to explain." who said I am here for Jack, buddy it's nearly lunch time, I'm here to pick you up for lunch. But I think someone was expecting something else" she said drawing imaginary random circle with her fingers on my desk while eyeing me time to time and yeah don't forget that creepy smirk on her face. "shuh! Whatever" I shut her up with the shuh and annoying look while she giggled on my comment. "so lunch, no lunch, takeout you choose" she asked whole sitting in from of me on the chair. " order takeout make it indian, didn't had in months now." I said while she smiled like a christmas tree " ah! This is called true friendship, I was carving for indian food and here we go!!" she said with an excitement and ordered our food.

" we could even go to restaurant for indian food " she said while placing her phone on the desk." nah Jarden is coming I asked him about something so, yeah could not go " I said in a causal manner without knowing that a dynamic was about to pop up besides me." j.. Jarden is coming here. " she said in shy way and then her expression change from shy to panic." Jarden is coming and you did not tell me, I am looking like a duff sitting her ordering indian food and he will came and I will me mess.. Oh Lord such an idiot bestfriend have you given me " she said walking around raising her hand in air and talking nonstop. Damn this love. Now I'm sure I have to crushy crush or whatever for Jack cause I'm sure I don't act like her. God she is crazy. How can she be mess or duff when she is a goddess herself, a light tan beautiful long thick brownish black hair and beautiful Brown eyes. And she's calling herself a mess. Sure then I am what mess into two thousand mess. OK this doesn't make any sense but whatever.

" chill bro, why to fire, you look hella beautiful, and if Jarden did not notice you now then I'm sure he need to check his eyes, gotta problem there " as I completed my sentence we both heard something saying" who needs eye check up " we both turn around to look at the source of voice coming. It was non other then Jarden himself standing dashingly." oh nothing just ish have itching in her eyes since morning, I told her to go get a check up cause I don't have time to go with her. So just making her understand how important it is, right Jarden " I turn the story and topic me and isha where talking about making isha look at me with the eyes and look that could kill me many times if possible. After giving death glare she faced Jarden with a shy smile, woh she can change like a chameleon." oh it's nothing just itching, I guess due to workload my BOSS give me, a little rest will do I guess " she said by emphasising boss and eyeing me to death. Trust me it was hard really very hard to control my laugh at that time.

" oh but isha it's related to eyes a sense organ, I think Emily is right you should visit doctor just to confirm that everything is alright" he said while walking towards where me and isha where standing near my desk. He continued "and yeah if Emily could not go with you then I will take you, how about now itself it will take hardly half hour and we will be back if you want to, what say" he suggested which sounds like a plan to me and giving my bestie a break date " yeah that cool with me at least I need not to worry about her if you are with her. That's so sweet of you, and yeah we were just about to have lunch so how about you both get lunch together after coming from doctor." I suggested Jarden with a calm voice and a smile. And this statement made isha to look at me with shock. " oh no no, no need I'm OK, I don't know why you guys are making such a big deal, Jarden is here for work and we already order our food so there's no need to eat outside and for doctor I'm good" she spoke and smiled at Jarden making me want to laugh. " oh no that OK I will just take the other order home with me as my dinner so problem solved" I said " yeah and about work I just have to give this file to Emily so no need to stay any longer" Jarden said making sound like a plan. By now isha was glaring at me with a murdered look on her face.

" yeah perfect so why don't you both get going so you could have an early appointment and then lunch, it's already quite late "I suggested politely making my bestie unable to deny anymore. God how much I am loving this after the torture she had made me gone through whole two days." yeah now we should, on the way I will call my family doctor for the appointment so it would be easy for us " he said while pulling out his hand towards isha, now now what a gentleman. Isha could not deny any more now, she was trapped and here goes her unplanned date. All thanks to me. I'm just a best bestfriend.

I place the file that Jarden had given to me on table while cleaning the extra mess which was on my table. Please I'm a neat and clean tidy girl. Its is just I'm quite confused and in a state which is a mess itself made me this messy girl. As I was done with it. I took the file and made my way to the sofa place inside my cabin. As just I was going to site I heard a knock, I said come in while sitting and placing file on the table beside the sofa.

" Emily here is your lunch" Ms kai entered with a box in her hand. I said thank you to her and she got back to her work closing door behind her way. I open my lunch and started eating it. While eat I thought this is the right time to go through his file which I have asked from Jarden. While eating I open the file and start reading it.

Name : Jack worth

Mother : suzi Jane

Father : viky worth

Siblings : Charle worth (stepbrother)

Born : 24 /12 / 1991

Occupation : COO at Worth Co.

Hobby : singing, playing piano

Relationship : Tracy Roy - employed at Worth Co. Planning department.

Relationship status : 10 months

Address : xxx Street abc block yyy.

Nature : sweet, obedient, polite, smart, knowledgeable , loving, caring forgiving, hard working.

Just as I thought, his nature is totally opposite of his father and stepbrother. Loving and caring, hmm. Jarden forgot to add cute and chic. But one thing I mostly noticed was relationship with a girl already. Obviously he would be in a relationship unlike me, who would not like him to have him a partner.

I don't know why just thinking about him with someone else made to feel a strick in heart for the first time. I mean this is not love for sure they have been together for like ten months and here I know him form like 3 days

WOW. And what isha was saying first sight love, yeah sure. I told her he was out of my lead. Already with someone enjoying his lunch and smile with the cheeky cheeks. Oh god I now seriously need to stop thinking about him. I'm going crazy. Lord for sack he already has someone who is more suitable for him.

I lost my appetite by now a I completed Jack's file reading all achievement and way of life he is living. He is so different from me. He is caring while I just think of myself. He is in love while I don't believe in love. He is polite while I'm anything but polite. He is typical goody two shoe guy while I'm a death rapper. He already has lover while my life is loveless. We are no match. How can I even master my time and mind on him when we nothing but just business partners. Sighed and close file placing on the table. I took my lunch box and closed it the leftover throwing in the dustbin.

I got back to my business which I was doing earlier. But by now I have this uneasiness feeling developing in my heart. I want to believe that Jack is not for me, we are two different world that can not be together ever. But I... I just could not take him and his smile and warm hand out of my mind. I put my head on desk like head downing on desk and closing my eyes in frustration and irritation. Just like every other time I close my eyes I saw image of Jack with a cute warm smile. How I wish I could have this smile all by myself. But now this is own by someone else, I guess someone more worthy.

I know one thing in life, do whatever you want to achieve your goals but never in Holly heaven break someone's heart and house. This sin is worst then any other sins in the whole world. I have seen life ending and destroying cause of it. And I swear to my life even if I like a little bit Jack or as isha said have crush on him, I'm not going to be that cold bitch of business to break his heart and ruin him. I have learn enough from life to let go things mostly which are related to emotions and emotion for me is the worst enemy.

I put myself together and started my work trying to forget all about Jack who has just came like a rough tornado 3 days ago and destroying all the boundaries and ice I have built it for years even him without knowing. He's the Prince charming of someone's fairy tale while I am the cold bitch of the business.

By now 2 hrs has passed I start my work from unfinished food by loosing my appetite. I heard a knock and as I was going to answer it, isha entered with the glaring eyes saying " you little witchy witch... You made me lie, made me go to doctor looking like an idiot and setting up a unprepared date, you stupid friend" she said which at least made me smile a little after long boring and sadden 2 hours. Before I could speak anything she continued " well now that everything went well, thank you, I had an amazing day, you have no idea I freaked out I was but at the end everything went well and guess what...!" she place both her hands on my desk bending a little make me question " what" , " Jarden finally asked me out... God finally how great right, damn I was so nervous but he.. He's just amazing, just sweet and amazing" she said in a dreamy way. At-least unlike me she had a great and happy day. And this is my life to be happy with my work and for my best friend, yes that's all I need in my life and no jackass distraction. " wow! I am happy for you buddy" I said showing a little excitement so that she could not guess the Sadness in my voice cause I don't want her to go through my problems when finally she is getting what she want.

"E, you OK.? Why I think you sound a bit low " she asked with concerned. Damn I could not hide it from her. I handed her the file of him. She opened and started reading it. At file she was excited saying" hmm... Someone is doing research already about someone special " but soon it changed to worry and sad." it says he have a girlfriend for like now a year " she said while all I do is just a node and look to laptop screen blankly feeling nothing." isha I don't know if I even liked him or not but if this is what I'm experiencing is a heartbreak then I never want it in my life " I said in a low voice." you know I just know him for 3 days and this is my situation and I don't want to be a bitch for breaking someone's heath and home, let's just say it was a face I had and gone by now " I completed with a moist eyes. And now I'm crying great. Finally I hate live for sure." oh dear, that's OK, it's just sometimes happen, and my Baby girl is so strong, right, let's forget it and do what we were doing. " she said in a hush voice and hugged me with her sweet calming voice.

Now now, where can I find such an understanding bestfriend. I'm not going to exchange her now, draw cancel. After my breakdown and our emotional seen I decided to totally forget Jack and just focus on my work nd fashion show which is more important then just a silly crush.

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