iam afraid of city and city people's and even relationships make me sick ,and today I am going to experience all of them.

'rose ,come fast ,we will miss the trian' mom shouts to me .

'I would be glad if I could ; I mutter,putting on my clothes. one more addition to my hate list is this winter season .I am very sensitive to getting a bad cough in this season and I connot bear chill .So I have put as many woollens in my bag as on my body.

here comes the car . 'come,come ,everyone get inside ; bad says

"what the hell rose ! How many clothes have you stuffed in your bag ? it's way too heavy!' screams harry my brother

' Don't worry,I will take my luggage my self .you don't have to bother about it.

I immediately regret the sentence after saying it. it is heavy!!!

i try to be brave girl .I am not going to look down.but the combination of loudly trains and my immense fear of heights makes the situation more horrific. when it comes to heights ,I can be total freak.

' here are our seat numbers; says mom when we board the train

I take my laptop and climb on the upper berth.As it is all - night journey, everybody will be asleep soon and l am going to watch the Korean movie (My Little Bride) .i love romantic Korean movies.

By the time it's 3am .I feel sleepy .and the morning comes and harry comes to wake up and shouts the we are reach the city and my heart beats fast and I was so Nevers .yes we are going to city . it's always been very exciting for me to go there but this time it's little different. I am going to face my fear of relationships.

we are going to meet Mr.Adams uncle and his family. And I am sure of the real reason we are meeting the family,and they want me to marry Adams uncle's one and only son . their family is very affluent but I never wanted a man who lives in remote area .

The train arrives at the station. everybody Rush's out the train expect me .iam struggling with my bags and suddenly I tumble on platform v,head over heels ,shit;! I just fell from train.God I do this better?

before I can manage to get up myself ,a hand comes though the crush of bodies to my rescue . without looking at who it offered to help me get up ,I grad that hand and pull myself up. having stood up ,I immediately start brushing my clothes. Then I look up to thanks that man who helped me ....I am struck dump. He is dangerous handsome

"Thanks you; this is all I manage to say .He is wearing jeans and black and white striped shirt.his perfectly trimmed muscles can be seen ; hi biceps give the perfect shape to his arms .Is he not feeling cold? May be he already too hot.

suddenly his voice breaks the spell, 'are you okay'?' yes , thanks again" I say hesitant and embarrassed.mom shout at me.

'how Many times I have to tell you to be careful!" chides mom.

my brother is laughing as usual. Now he got my ' new train sandal' to talk about for at least this month.

I then realize that Andam's Uncle's family has been there all the time .And the handsome man is none other than his one and only son .I still don't know his name. Now this is more embarrassing.

' please give me your bags' he says softly. 'No , l can manage ; I muttered.

'yes, l have seen already; he grins as he almost snatches my bag from me

Soon we are in their car an Endeavour. It is cozy inside . He is driving the car and I can feel butterflies in my stomach. I still don't know his name.

Finally we have arrived at the garden house.It is beautiful, completely surrounded by nature. The entrance gate is covered with some kind of flowering creeper . there is a nameplate : *ADAM'S RESIDENCE*. building itself is breathtaking gorgeous.could there be anything else that one can want in life?.

we are in our separate rooms now. l am feeling very tired and sleepy so I just snuggle under my quilt and sleep.

when I wake up, it's dark outside. looking out the window, I am trying to recollect my thoughts and then I realize that this is not my room .I get up and go downstairs to the main hall.

Everybody is there having dinner. Crap . . . I realize I slept all day .

' come ,dear ,have dinner; said Aunty. Mrs Adams is beautiful lady and anybody can see where where her son gets his good looks from .

Mr Prefect is also there , sitting beside my mom and talking about his work.Huh ,what attitude. . . .He didn't even notice me,? As if I care. . .

After-dinner,we return to our rooms .now everybody is going to sleep when I am wide wake

thank god I have my laptop with me........

somebody knocks at my door ,' may l come in?' " yes ; I answer,

and here he is Mr Prefect. ' mom has asked if you need anything.' "nothing ,just watching a movie.' "Can I join you?' Oh okay.i say .I am surprised.especially after how he totally ignored me at the dinner table.

' Korean movie, Haan ....that too romantic? , he says , grinning. ' I like romantic Korean movies; I say abruptly.' Don't you have horror movies?. Okay ,I got you .you are succeeded to some extent I am impressed.

'yes, I have them , but it would be better if you don't watch it with me. I scream while watching horror movies although I don't even watch most part of the movie .I cover my eyes all the time so that if anything shitty happen I can close my eyes immediately I said it;.....