My name is Daichi Ito and i am 17yo. In school i work hard for my grades, so i can become a volleyball player.

Well that was my introduction. Let's begin with my usual life (or not?)

Today at 5 am, i had to wake up and went to my part-time job, i had to take out the trash, when i saw a cat lying on the floor i quickly picked her up, and went to the vet. Vet said thet she will be okay and that she have to take some rest. She didn't seem to have a home, so i took her to my place. I named her Katt. I put her in the box full with blankets and left for school.

In the start of the class the new kid walks into the class.

Teacher says "this is our new student Jamuzi Kan"

"Hi, i am Jamuzi Kan"

"alright, Jamuzi Kan you can sit down on the empty seat" .

"sure"

Jamuzi's seats is beside me. My heart started beating fast, when he sat next to me. I didn't knew that felling, it was strange felling.

When the classes were over, i had to go in the library to borrow some books for studying. I finally found this book, but it was to high :| (no that's not because i am short or anything, just the shelfs are high. I had lucky to be able to get a ladder of the library. When I reached for the book, my leg sliped and i was ready to fall on the ground, but this was like slow motion. Someone grabed me when i was about to crash my butt on the hard floor.

"You should be more careful", was saying person who catched me. When i look up to see who saved me, it was Jamuzi Kan. I started to feel really nervous. I quickly jumped off his lap, said "thank you" and ran to the bathroom.

When i looked up to the mirror i was looking like fresh red cooking crab. "calm down, calm down, what the hell are you doing it's not like your in a boiling water, what's happening with you".

The next day Katt was feeling better, so i took her to the shelter. I hope some other family would take good care of her.

I was actually really nervous when i thought seeing Jamuzi at school. I didn't even said a proper thank you and just ran away.

He probably thinks i am stupid or something.

When i got to the class he was already there. He was surrounded by the girls. He was quite busy so somehow I was relieved that he couldn’t ask me about the day before at the library. And i forgot that book i was taking.

When i went out from the class for the bathroom, Jamuzi stoped me. He said

"Hey, i am Jamuzi Kan. What's your name?"

"H-hi, i am Daichi Ito. And i am sorry for yesterday, that i just ran out like that".

"it's fine"

"y-yeah. Thank you again."

He pushes me against the wall and looked me in the eyes.

"sure, you welcome" he says.

My heart started beating fast, his lips looked so soft, his blue eyes were sparkling and his blond hair was looking very soft. My hand just raised for the this soft looking hair. My hand was touching his hair, they were soo soft.

"what are you doing? "he asked.

" Sorry, your hair's just so soft.. Sorry"

I pushed him from me and ran to the bathroom. I blushed and looked in the mirror "shit" i am so stupid, now he thinks that i am gay, or i am? No no i cant be maybe is just because i am shy or something.

When classes were over, i stopped at library to borrow that book i wanted to take yesterday, and went to training. In training I was not as focused as usual, it was possible because of what happened today ahh I can't do without thinking about it and about him.

On my way home my friend Aychan, who is in the same volleyball team as me, comes to me..

"Daichi!"

"Oh Aychan, what's up"

"You were kinda weird on today's training"

" R-Really i don't think so"

"yeah sure~, there's something on your mind isn't it?"

"N-no of course not.."

He is also my neighbor and bestfriend soo it's kinda hard lie to him. But maybe this time he won't be able to track me.

"ok, fine i won't force you to tell me this time"

I was relieved when he said that. Ok that's good to hear, really.

When i got home i got shower and went to sleep.

"oh, shit i am late"

I woke up at 7 am, and totally forgot forgot to set my alrm clock and missed part-time job.

As quickly as possible i ran to the subway station to grab a last bus for my school.

I was lucky enough to not being late for school.

Even my brother didn't woke me up. What a pian. Yes, i have a brother Yai. And i also have a sister, but she isn't living with a family anymore. She's already married and living in Tokyo. We're living in the Yokohama, wich is kinda close to the Tokyo.

"Yo, Daichi"said Aychan on the phone, when the class was over.

" Hey"i said.

"Do you after training want to go on the meal with me?"

"Sorry, but i have to study for exams, sorry"

"Then let's study together at your house."

" i mean if you want"

After training we went to my house and started studying. But he wasn't studying. He was looking at Me!

"what's wrong? Is there something on my face?" i said.

"Yes" said Aychan.

"what?really? Can you take it of?"

He grabed my hand and pulled me close to him. He kissed me.

I pushed him back and said "what the hell are you doing"

"don't you see? I am kissing you"

"no, don't you see, i am a boy, like you."

"so?"

I got up and wanted to walk away, but he grabbed my hand. He got up and pushed me to the wall and said,

"i like you, i always liked you since we were 15"

I was shocked, I just wanted to run away. I never thought of him as a lover, he was my friend, just a friend. I told him I was just a friend to him and that I never meant to be more than that.

He said "fine just friends, but that doesn't mean i am giving up on you. You will fall in love with me you'll see"

And then he left.

You guy may think, that what happened yesterday was my first kiss, well it isn't. My first kiss was with a girl when i was 14yo.

I almost forgot what happen that day, but i still can't believe he liked me for 2 years and didn't told me.

Well because it's Saturday i decided to watch movies. Yes, alone.

I looked around if I could notice familiar faces.

I found one. It's Jazumi! and he is walking towards me!

He's so handsome. Wait what i am thinking.

"hey, Daichi" he said.

"h-hi" i said back.

"i went to movies alone. Are you alone too?"

"yes, i am alone to."

" Cool, can i sit here?" and point a chair next too me.

Cool? Cool? That, i am alone? What is he trying to say?!

I said " sure, i don't mind "and smiled at him. It seemed like he blushed, no, no, no, because of that, maybe's just hot in here, wait he is hot. Ahh, mind can you just stop. Jeez.

We are watching strangers station. His profile face is looking sexy too. I can't stop staring at him. I hope he doesn't see this.

He looked at me, so i quickly turned around.

"Hey" he said.

"y-yes?" i said. Shit does he know?

"why are you staring at me?"

I saw that coming.

"well.. Umm.. You're very handsome.."

"Thanks. So are you." and then he smiled at me.

"Thank you"

"So .. Do you want to be friends with me?" he said and started to blush.

Wait, what he is asking me? I literally watched him almost all movie and he want to be friends with me? And he has many other friends, he wants to hang out with me?

"sure" i said.

I don't have many friends, to hang out with, so why not. I mean i have special feelings for him, but i still can be his friend.

He grabbed my hand and said " thank you".

I smiled at him and blushed. He blushed too.

When the movie was over, he asked me if I wanted to go to lunch with him. Of course I said yes because my stomach was empty, I only ate one apple in the morning.

I was aware that we were not going to a restaurant, but to a hotel ?!

"where are we going? Didn't you say we were going to a restaurant?" i asked.

"i am sorry, forgive me, but i can't hold it back anymore" he said with a face red like crab.

Then he grabbed my hand and led me to the hotel room. "Wait, what are you doing?" I said. I had no idea what was wrong with him or what he was thinking.

He pushes me onto the bed and then ..