That time I would never thought, I shall faced such a encounter in my life. Back then I was 28 years old, a ordinary girl . I was working in a private businesses. But for one little mistake I was fired from job. No job, have to pay house rent , have to pay school fees for my little sister, have to pay my mother's medical fees! My brain was not working. What I do?! How can I pay those things? My family was relay on me. All of those things are went to killing in my head. I had no choice but to do suicide.

After suicide, however I was not died. I opened my eyes and found at a hospital's room.I n my room there was another patient. The other patient was a man. His bed was next the room's only window. I am spent all my time lying on my bed opposite the window. That man was wanted talked with me, but at first I was rude to him. Because he gave me advice that " don't do suicide. Try to live. Try to see the beautiful world, blah blah blah." But he never stopped. He talked with me about his wife, children, his home, his jobs and almost everything. Than I am also started to talked with him. He was older than me.

Every afternoon that man in the bed by window would sit up and talked to me about all the things he could see outside the window. Seems like it turned into habit. I was eagerly waited for this speaking and listening time. His vivid descriptions of passing things seen through the window inspired me to live. Than that we became friends .

The window overlooked a park with lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water, while children floated their paper boats. A wonderful view of the skyline could be seen in distance.

That man by the window told me all this in detail. I was closed my eyes band see everything in my mind's eye. Never thought that a world will such a beautiful!

Days and weeks passed. One morning the doctor came to the room on his daily round. He found the lifeless body of that by the window. He died peacefully in his sleep. The doctor made all the arrangements to take the body away.

I have nothing to say, just cried a lot . I was really sad. We have been planning that when w recover will shall go to ours house for visiting. But.....

I wanted to move empty bed next to the window. I also wanted to look outside the window. That the

a park with lovely lake,ducks and swans played on the water, while children floated their paper boats, all things I wanted to seen. On my new bed I am painfully propped up myself up. I was very excited to see a wonderful view of the skyline. I am slowly looked through the window to see the real world outside. What did I see? I was surprised because the window just faced a blank wall. I asked the doctor,"Doctor, I see nothing but blank wall. But how could my friend describe so many wonderful things outside the window?" The doctor said replied, " Did he? But the man was completely blind!"

.... What to say? Unbelievable! Isn't it? Unfortunately this is the truth.

I never thought that the person will be blind. Even he blind but can imagine how beautiful the world is unless like me who was never imagined this things, all I thought about how to be established.

Today I am now a successful businessman. It's been a 20 years. But I never can forget about him in my life.

That person give me inspired to live by

" OUTSIDE THE WINDOW"