Let me introduce myself. I am Eleine. And I am a ordinary, simple and a practical girl. Can anyone help me? I am stuck in between love. I have a cousin. I liked him since 8. But now I am 18. I thought it's just an adore. And I liked a boy in my school. I confessed to him. And my friend was a mailbox to convey my message to him and convey his message to me. He is also my neighbor. And I was beautiful. So, he also said he liked me. We loved but not now. We didn't talk for nearly one year. But when he spoke to me as he did in the past, I just got a crush on him again. There was one boy who liked me. But he was the boss of my class. I thought I shouldn't like him. But when my classmates forced me to like him, I did. But it wasn't a pure love. We fought, fought then finally broke up. He said to my boy not to like me anymore even we broke up. Actually, I don't know what is love until I started to see some dramas that are highly emotional. I know they act, but it was so emotional that I started to know what is love. Let me introduce both of them. My cousin's name is Duke. My school crush name is Alen. I used to spend my ½ of the time with Duke. So that I know his habits and everything. But not if does he have a girlfriend. He used to chat with more girls but he said they were all his besties. I didn't believe him and I started to fear that he may like those girls and I felt like I was possessive of my boyfriend. I dared not to confess my feelings to him. On the other side, Alen knew my feelings so I can be possessive of him, say I love you to him. The twist plot is here. You all know that when love goes smooth, an evil character will appear. There she comes. Anna is a friend I know through arts. She is the daughter of master who teach me arts. I was quite jealous of her that everyone who learn arts know her, but not me. She will make a scene and will say "I may go. Everyone wants me. Sorry my girl" always when someone speaks to her. And coincidentally I and her was studying in the same school. We were living in same street. So she come in the same bus with me. And she met Alen in the bus and they became as "Long - Lost brother and sister". I and Anna became very good friends. And there, I doubted their relationship. I asked Alen that if he want me or her. He said I want her and broken up with me. That's all for today. Follow up to know the whole story.

Let me tell the story of my love with Alen. Anna joined us and made us fall in love. Anna, too made us break up. She was like a matchmaker to us. But as days passed by, I doubted their relationship. I told Anna to keep distance from Alen. But she didn't. I asked Alen if he wants me or her. He answered the next second ''I like her ''. And we broke up. We met several times at school. But I didn't even see him and he neither saw me. My mom and his mom were friends. They meet often. One day, his mother told us to come back together to home. Then he started to speak. But not about our days. Just about his friends and I too talked about friends. I think he forgot what happened between him and me. Luckily before one month, Anna returned back her home. When I hear some songs, I remembered our lovely memories. We used to talk lovey-dovey speaks. But when I saw him again, I wanted to hug him and say you are still here. But I dared not. I wrote a letter to him. My words were "You turned my darkness into light; You made everything all right; I lost you, it's my misfortune; But still I think you are mine". I teared apart that letter. Still I miss him.