"Look at what you did bitch!"

"OMG! My dress!"

"What the hell! What is your problem?"

I heard their different type of reactions and insults, but I didn't mind them. I did not look back. I'm not feeling well. My head is aching, and my vision is spinning.

As I was about to continue walking, someone grabbed my hair. It hurts. It felt like my hair is about to get ripped out of my skull.

My knees does not have that much strength, its shaking. I tried to get up but I couldn't.

Nobody helped me.

I did not moved and was just looking down when I felt somthing hot… poured all over my body.

"How dare you turn your back on us? You are just a waitress! You should apologize and beg for our forgiveness!"

She was shouting right into my face, but I could not hear a word from her mouth.

I closed my eyes. My vision is getting blurry.

"Miss! Are you ok?"

I slowly opened my eyes. What happened? Why am I in a hospital?

"The patient collapsed due to over fatigue."

"Thank you for helping me. By the way, I'm Cecilie. You are?" I asked while extending my arm.

"Angelo."

"Nice to meet you, Gelo."

"Hey, baby. I didn't mean to wake you up." the words I immediately heard as I woke up from my dream.

He kissed me on my forehead after putting the food on my lap. He never kisses me on the lips. It's weird because he is my boyfriend, and yet we don't do intimate stuffs.

"I saw you in my dreams, Arch." I hugged his waist and rubbed my face on his chest like a dog wanting its owner to pet her.

I felt him stiffened, so l stared and looked at his face.

"Are you ok?"

"Y-Yeah. What did you dream about?" He sounded nervous. Maybe because he doesn't want me to overdue myself.

I shrugged. "You, helping me. There is someone bullying me at a coffee shop... I was a waitress there."

When he didn't respond, I continued talking.

"Don't worry, I won't overdue myself." I assured him.

Since the day when I got hospitalize and did not remember anything, he became extra careful on his moves. He doesn't allow me to go to the places that I already went to before I got into an accident.

At first we were visiting the places that I have been to. But as time goes by, it seems like I got worse. My head is always aching, and I often get my nose bleed.

We did not stop visiting places, not until I collapsed after getting a nosebleed.

Arch was so scared that's why he decided to stop seeking for memories and went to the island he owned.

We have been here for almost two months. So far, my memories had improvement.

I always tell him about my dreams. But not everything. Their are some scenes in my dreams that I want to keep as a secret from him.

Sometimes... No. Almost all of my memories contains scenes that are inhuman, but surprisingly I don't feel scared while doing any of it.

"Your spacing out again. Eat your breakfast."

"Did you eat already?" I asked him, but he looked away. So I assume he still did not have one yet.

"You always do this, you always put me first before your body's health." I pouted.

"Let's eat breakfast together." I said as I hold his hand.

"Fine." he said with a tone of defeat.

I stretched my arms. Wanting him to carry me like a child.

"I don't know what to do if you're not here by my side." I said as I kissed his cheek and smelled his neck.

He always do what I want, and everytime he does that. I keep falling deeper.

My brain cannot remember, but my heart does.