hello there.. today i want to share a life story about how a poor and weak women like me overcome my fear, weakness, hardships and challenges of my life.

my name is SIESY BELLE,

birthday 25/june/1998. (same as the author).

at this time i am already 22yrs old.

i will tell you my dark past story, at that time i was 10 years old..

(ring.. ring.. 🔔 sound)

SIESY : yeyyy school is over, lets go back home together winnie..

WINNIE : ok let's go together and we can play on the way home, let's climb a pink tree(guava) to eat the fruit, I have salt and pepper.

SIESY : ok let's go.. it's delicious 😋.

while we were still eating the fruit and play, we forgot the time to go home..

FATHER : here you are.! you make us worried. You're so naughty and you never listen to my advice.!

and my father started hitting me with a stick, hardly pinch my ears and drag me to get on the bike.

SIESY : sobs.. father forgive me, i was wrong, i will never do it again. please stop hitting me, it's hurts.

FATHER : now you know it's hurt huh..! ungrateful brats.. but you still don't listen to my advice.

after my father hitting me, he bring me home using bicycle. at that time i knew i was wrong, and i promise i won't do it again.

MOTHER : there you are now you know how to come home, who's going to take care of this homework if it's not you, but you're still playing and come back so late.!

SIESY : i am sorry mom, i promise i won't do it again.

MOTHER : enough's.. go eat something and wash the clothes, after that go find vegetable on our farm and cook it for dinner.

SIESY : yes mom.

dinner time.

FATHER : ptuii.. (spit it out) what kind of food is this, even dog don't want to eat it do you want to poison us.

SIESY : no.. i am sorry father, i still learning how to cook.

FATHER : you dare to talk back. i will cook my own food.

MOTHER : humph.............

SIESY : mom i think I have no appetite, i will cook a new dishes for you, after that I have to do my homework book.

as soon as I done cooking i go straight to my room to do my homework.

(knock.. knock..)

SIESY : coming..

MOTHER : why did you come back late this afternoon.

SIESY : we..we went to eat pink tree fruit and i forgot the time.

MOTHER : we.? who is that your friend.?

SIESY : her name is winnie, a Girl she's my new best friend mom she's a good person, always treat me nicely and always help me with my studies.

MOTHER : next time don't go back with her, you never know she'll bully you later and you'll never know if she bring you to do something indecent.

SIESY : but mom, she's a nice person..

MOTHER : no but and do not gi'mme a damn excuses, go to sleep now and try to fokus on your study, never ever be friends with others kids, it's not the time to find friends.

SIESY : ok mother (feeling sad).

i was so down, my mother doesn't allow me to be with my friends anymore. i have to ignore them at school and go back home alone. sometimes I ask myself, I just want to be with my friends, why do I have to separate myself from them, my life is wrapped up and no freedom like other friends, what i do with my friends never had a negative impact on our learning because we prepared homework provided by the teacher, we just played after we finish doing it.

so why can't i have a friend, not even one...

(sobs... crying)

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4am in the morning.

MOTHER : sisy....(loud voice).! stop being lazy get up.. get up.!! make some breakfast for us, Then go sweep the floor, wash the dishes, wash the clothes, and be ready to go find clams and fish in the sea.

SIESY : oky mom, but we still have a lot of food in our farm, why should i go to the sea.?

MOTHER : of course to sell them. we don't have enough money i have to stay here to take care of our home, so you should go and don't come back if you don't get a lot of fish and clams or if you can't sell them..!!

SIESY : .... ok (low voice feeling so down ).

after the breakfast, i start to do housework like i always do. i had my work ready in 2 hours, and i was preparing to go out to the sea, with a container of rice and salted fish, hmm... i was very sad treated like this by my own family but i.... get use to it already.

after a 2 hours walking a long distance..

SIESY : finally.. i arrived, my knee hurts from walking, i hope i can get more fish and clams today, i only bring rice and salted fish (boarding the boat).

and there I started the boat and rowed to my destination, and as soon as I was fishing and catching fish, I put fish in the sack and I got 4 bags full of fish.

after i finished for a day's fishing, i sleep on the boat, the next day I searched for clams, dug the beach using small machete, even while on the beach I stepped on thorns because i don't have slippers but I was only be able to withstand the foot pain and continued to search for clams. so I can fill 2 sacks full of clams. then while i was packing off my stuff, i meet a very nice fishermen.

SIESY : finally ..i can go sell them all and go home today that was tiring.

FISHERMAN : hello young lady, do you need help to carry those clams ? i don't mind landing a hand.?

SIESY : well.. it's a little bit heavy.. i'll have to trouble you master fishermen.

FISHERMEN : no problem, but why do you need this much of fish and clams.?

SIESY : i need to sell it, to get money for my family and for my school fees.

FISHERMEN : what a nice and very young girl you are, i will help you and buy this all, say the price than.

SIESY : really? you want to buy it.. ok then, it's all 200 dollar only.

FISHERMEN : i will buy it for 500 💵 than, it's because i know how hard you work to find this Good's.

SIESY : woo 500, thanks a lot sir, you can take the goods to your boat now mister fisherman.

FISHERMEN : ok little girl, actually i will use this Good's for my daughter wedding to feed the guest, so please take the remaining money to bless my daughter marriage.

SIESY : well then, thank you so much mister fisherman.

finally i left the fishermen and go home to give the money to my mom, i hope my mom and my father will be happy with this much money. (happy).

FISHERMAN 1 : she's a nice girl actually, she is willing to work even when she is young I wonder what her mother and father do.

FISHERMEN 2 : well don't worry I've inserted 300 money as her tips .. so all the money she has is actually 800 in total.

FISHERMAN 1 : what a good man you are. i am satisfied with that i am sure your daughter wedding will be blessed.

After I got home I gave my mom 500 dollars and save the remaining 300 for my school fees. than i went for a shower, after I took a shower I washed my dirty clothes.

SIESY : now i have money to pay my tuition, book and school uniform fees.

MOTHER : what are this on your school bags.?

SIESY : it's a tip from the mister fisherman for me to pay my school fees mother.

MOTHER : siesy.! this money belong to elder after you earn it do you understand .. give it to me.! a kids should not allowed to save money on their own.

SIESY : but mother, i have given you 500 already, because i was the one who making a living I should save some money from my work for school fees.

MOTHER : you dare to talk back now huh! i should sell you to make our living more comfortable.! husband give this brats a beating until she know who was the one raising her for the past 10 years, she never appreciate our sacrifice and now she wants to talk back.. we'll sell her tomorrow.

I was beaten so badly to the ground and my body were swollen, at that time no matter how much I asked for mercy, I was still beaten. after that passed out, and I was locked up in my room for a day..

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the next day (noisy out side).

i don't know how my granpa know i will be sell to other people today but there he is helping me.

MOTHER : don't interfere with my family thing's father.

GRANDPA : you are an adult, as a mother you should know better than kid's, why would you beat my precious siesy like that and even want to sell her? today i will take siesy to my home and buy her from you after this don't disturb siesy life anymore.!

FATHER : father in law if she's so precious to you just take this brats away just paid us 3000.

GRANDPA : humph...absurd (angry) ...!!!!

SIESY : grandpa? why are you here.?

GRANDPA : i heard everything what happen yesterday matter from your neighbors, and i was so worried about you so i came here to take you to my house.

SIESY : but mother and father will not really going to sell me right mother? father? (heart broken).

MOTHER : humph..!! i sell you to your granpa for 3000 dollar now you don't have to come back here again and make our lives miserable.

SIESY : mom i know i was wrong i hid the money but why are you selling me, am i not you real daughter? mom please i promise i will behave this time....

MOTHER : shut up..! shut up..! pack your things and go, never come back here again, you are bad luck for our family (so angry).

SIESY : father you want me to go too.? father please help me.. (sobs crying)..

FATHER :..(stay Silent turn away and don't even care).

SIESY : well.. sobs... if it come to this state fine, i'll go, thank you for raising me for this past 10 year's mom and dad, i will still miss you but now you have sell me to my grandpa, so i Will not want to trouble you again. even cat love their children but this family is really disappointed me, i do everything to please everyone in our family but none of you care about me even ii i lose my life, my family never cared about me..

MOTHER : go away.! bad luck will come if you're still here, you're a daughter of the bad luck dare devil.

GRANDPA : it's okay don't mind them now, you still have me to take care of you, come my precious siesy belle, let's go to grandpa's Home.

SIESY : okay granpa....sobs..sobs..

the whole time on the way to granpa home, I could only cry, I was only a weak 10-year-old girl, there were so many things I still didn't understand, I only went to my grandfather's house because I still wanted to live, even if my grandpa's house was bad, as long as there was a place to sheltered I will be able to take care of me and grandpa.

GRANDPA : we have arrived. come my grandchild.

SIESY : grandpa? thank you for buying me from my parents, i'll work hard to earn money for us, and i will paid you 3000 dollar back.

GRANDPA : it's ok don't worry about it, we're family after all, come in the house i don't need you to pay me back, what kind of grandfather am i if i can't even protect my own precious granddaughter..

SIESY : thank you grandpa (wipe her tear).

GRANDPA : this is your room, i know it's not clean but you know i am very old i can't do much job.

SIESY : no problem i can clean them up grandpa.

GRANDPA : than go clean it and cook dinner for us your cooking skills is the best.

so after I packed and cleaned my dirty new room, and it became like a very fancy room, then i went to cook for our dinner i make it the best dishes to show my gratitude to my grandpa.

GRANDPA : hmm.. you cook a good dishes.

SIESY : it's nothing grandpa.

GRANDPA : tomorrow i'll bring you to my shop, you'll work there so you can make a living, you can save money and buy your needs.

SIESY : oh i can work there too.?

GRANDPA : yes, it's our old family shop, so no one can complain about your age in this way, but i have to tell you that you can no longer go to school.

SIESY : it's ok, you have helped me so much already, grandpa you're the best person in the world.

after that day i pulled back my strength, I am now working in our old family shop, everything was going well, I was able to save 5000 and pay my grandpa 3000, everyday was like my dream it was quiet, free and happy day everyday, my grandpa was very good and kind to me.. but i know all this happiness won't last long.. i only hope i can live without worries in my heart. but..........................

a year later, my grandfather passed away.

(sobs... crying)

SIESY : grandpa don't leave me, i still couldn't use to this world, i still need you to teach me how to survive in this cruel world... please don't die..

please.... don't..... die....

please....... don't.... leave....... me......

grandpa..........

SIESY : this is not fair, the only one who was good to me died faster but the one who treat me badly still alive.. grandpa hear my pray, in the next life, you will live 100 years and will be very happy and healthy man, don't worry about me, even if i am now alone i will always be happy just like what i promise back then grandpa.

after a month of my grandfather's death, my mom and dad came to ask for my money on the grounds that they are legitimate claimants to all my grandfather's property. so they didn't leave any money for me even just a dollar there's nothing left, they took all the money at the same time as my savings and house that my grandfather left for me, and I was banished from the country into a foreigner and beggar if i don't go they will kill me. so i have no other choice so i was send outside the country..

my first day in a foreign country I was raped by a man, all I could do was cry even if i want to fight i don't have any strength left in me, all I could think of was suicide because I lost my grandfather, i lost my home, lost my money and lastly i lost my virginity.

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🐇PLEASE LIKE AND TIPS ME IF YOU LIKE IT.

🐇THIS IS MY FIRST NOVEL STORY, SO I STILL CAN'T MAKE A GOOD STORY AND GOOD ENGLISH TRANSLATION.

🐇I AM SORRY IF THERE A WORD THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.

🐇JUST LEAVE YOU SUGGESTION IN THE COMMENTS BELOW.

🐇I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.

🐇I STILL NEED YOUR SUPPORT, BECAUSE I AM SO NEW AND FRESH IN THIS CIRCLE.

🐇SWEET LOVE 😘 FROM AUTHOR.