I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad I should've, should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together But I didn't 1993, you gave birth to me Sweet little baby girl Had the world in my feet Before I could even stand Cradled me in your right and left hand A precious bundle of unmade plans Hopes and dreams of bigger things A bright future so it seemed Oh, but that light grew a little less bright As I grew and we began to fight When I was 13, I was so damn mean Running away, had nothing more to say Than I hate you But that's not true now I just don't, I just don't know how to say I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad I should've, should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mom and dad For all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together But I didn't You never talk about to your friends Because you must be so embarrassed I dropped out of college without any plans Moved back home I couldn't even pay rent I was living on your couch trying to figure it out Putting myself up and tearing myself down I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad I should've, should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mum and dad For all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together But I didn't I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you That house upon the hill Or take care of all your medical bills I know I didn't make you proud I should've been someone by now But I never figured out how I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you That house upon the hill Or take care of all your medical bills I know I didn't make you proud I should've been someone by now But I never figured out how I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad I should've, should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mom and dad For all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad I should've, should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mum and dad For all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together But I didn't Sincerely your daughter

Little girl terrified She'd leave her room if only bruises would heal A home is no place to hide Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels Every day's the same She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, She hides, and tries to pray She wonders why, Does anyone ever hear her when she cries? Today she's turning sixteen Everyone's singing, but she can't seem to smile They never get past arm's length How could they act like everything is alright? Pulling down her long sleeves To cover all the memories the scars leave She says, "Maybe making me bleed Will be the answer that could wash the slate clean." Every day's the same She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, She hides, and tries to pray She wonders why, Does anyone ever hear her when she cries? This is the dark before the dawn The storm before the peace Don't be afraid The seasons change And God is watching over you He hears you Every day's the same She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, She hides, and tries to pray She'll be just fine, 'Cause I know He hears her when she cries Every day's the same She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, She hides, and tries to pray She'll be just fine, 'Cause I know He hears her when she cries She'll be just fine, 'Cause I know He hears her when she cries

I know you've got the best intentions Just trying to find the right words to say I promise, I've already learned my lesson But right now, I wanna be not okay I'm so tired, sitting here waiting If I hear one more "Just be patient" It's always gonna stay the same So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fighting I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like Can't stop these feet from sinking And it's starting to show on me You're staring while I'm blinking But just don't tell me what you see I'm so over all this bad luck Hearing one more "Keep your head up" Is it ever gonna change? So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fighting I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like Don't look at me like that Just like you understand Don't try to pull me back Let me just give up Let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fighting I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like You don't know, you don't know You don't know You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like You don't know, you don't know You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like

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