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What Dying Means To Me

Episode 1

Hetii loa's bedroom 6AM

I sat up and pressed down to stop the ringing,

I tumbled over to the bathroom and flicked on the light. I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste and added a pea size just to be safe.

I washed my toothbrush until no mint crust was left.I walked out and grabbed a towel and my school uniform, from my wardrobe.

SHAA SHAA

I stepped out and looked in the mirror again with the steam in the mirror I drew a smiley face on the side.

I added my creme pink extensions and tied up my hair to get it out of my face. I stood in front of mirror once more and washed my face, I added moisturiser and sprayed my hair with some essential oils. So it could sink in while I got changed.

I clicked my bra and pulled my pants up I then took my white button-up shirt and buttoned it up. I pulled up my skirt so it was high-waisted and zipped it up on the side.

I pulled up my socks near my knee and tucked my shirt into my pink skirt. I did my hot pink, tie up and finished it with a oversized beige jumper.I pulled the hair tie out and let my hair free. I then grabbed a pink bag from inside my drawer and set it on the bathroom counter. My school wasnt very strict when it came to uniform.

I touched up a small amount of blush to my cheeks and added some mascara to make my eyelashes fuller.

I walked into the bedroom flicking off the light as I went past. I packed my books and pencil case and slipped on my shoes ready for class.

I took out my phone and checked the time. I ran downstairs and slammed the door shut as I zoomed over to my bike. As I rode I suddenly remembered that I had to see Mina Luud my dumb high-school bully. She was so predictable it was just boring to hear her now.

My smile went back to a frown as I turned into the open gates of the school. I locked by bike and went in to class. I sat down.

"BOO!"

"AHH!"

Fulii Jing**my best friend since diapers. She was amazing and stood up for me when I couldn't and would help me pass anything. She had long brown hair and glowing brown eyes that made me feel safe. Her all natural face that showed unthinkable emotions that would get me through life.

She was the best thing I could ever have in a dead life like mine. Therefore I will always cherish this token of gratitude that she has given me.

"**Oh look what the cat dragged in, a rotten mouse begging for a second chance in life!"

"Ugh her, right now really."

Mina Luud** a mean popular girl who made my life worse than it already was. Making me wish I would die there in the classroom. She was tall with very long blonde hair with beautiful golden eyes burning you like the sun.

I felt like utter sh** around her and felt hopeless to ever be anything in life.

3PM

I unlocked my bike and securely clicked on my helmet, I rode home and opened the door.

I slipped on some comfey clothes and took out my pink extensions and walked to the fridge and looked behind me, no one to greet me as always and to make matters worse, NO FOOD.

I walked upstairs to my bathroom and clicked the light on. I grabbed a blue box and slid out my contacts. I put them in and then threw on my shoes. I got on my bike and headed to the supermarket down on the end of the rode.

I turned around and saw a car 20cm away from my bikes back wheel, I pedalled faster.

I panicked and then heard a shocking

BEEEEEP

My heart jumped out my chest as I lost control of the bike and fell unconscious.

I woke up quickly to see a man's face in front of mine.He backed up and then held a phone to his ear.

"I told you this random girl hit my car, and now I have to see if shes okay and of course my car to, so I'm gonna be late...

NO I have to go to this meeting, I can do it myself, I'll leave her then. BYE."He said

"Can you help me sir please?"I lifted an arm and put force against the ground, pushing myself up.

He rolled his eyes and put out his hand as a man behind him in a tale coat asked "should we bring her home, master?"I stood up weakly.

I fixed my scarf and looked up at him. He looked down and pulled out a hand from his pocket holding a gold card. He passed it to me and I pushed it away.

"I dont want money I just want someone who can care for me."I cried as I grabbed his tie and pulled him close.

"All you people are so selfish now, and all you think about is MONEY!"I screamed in anger. He pulled his tie back out of my hands and dragged me to the car with a smirk on his face and mumbled to the man in the tale coat "This girl is different and I like that...yes we will bring her home." The butler (I presume) put the bike in his boot.

He sat in the front and started driving.

Are they kidnapping me... But he showed his face too long and I knew and saw his numberplate, it would have been dumb if he tried to kidnap me after that. But he was talking about a meeting, was he going to bring me with. My heart started pounding.

He pulled me closer and told the man in the front to turn on heating saying it was getting quite cold and i didnt wrap up in enough layers. Iwas wearing a thick jacket an big scarf and a big thick jumper with jeans, Ehhh not enough layers. I pulled away from his grasp and moved away. He looked at me confused and pulled out his phone.

"Change of plans I'm going hospital, the girl got seriously injured so cover for me k Bye."

He looked at me again and looked away. "Go to the coffee shop." He ordered. The man driving nodded and turned out of the main rode. I thought I was kidnapped but were going to the coffee shop... Who takes a random stranger there.

I hesitated as I didnt know this man but he seemed so powerful I didnt want to get punished by a guy like him I'd rather do it myself. So I walked out the car. I asked "What would you like?and why cant you go in yourself?"Confused I looked up at him."Did he do something here and get kicked out the shop or something just go In, I got out the car for you, are you gonna come..." I thought to myself.

5:30PM

I walked out of the shop and sat next to him in the car and passed him his coffee. "I didnt go in because I don't wanna look like your dad, you are an attractive young lady and if an attractive man walked in with you who looks older than you they would think I'm your dad." I looked over and he looked back "Its really early and were like friends now so how about we stay at yours for a while." He said as he crossed his fingers. "Firstly sure I guess I can't say no cause you actually helped me and also they wouldn't just presume that."

"Sometimes you don't know they could." He stated. "Your ridiculous you know that, well anyway yeah but you have to do a U turn then go right and its the first house. Thats were my house is." I informed.

we did a quick U turn and swerved right and parked near my patio.

I opened the door and said "Sit down and get comfy I'm just gonna... ... go toilet."

I ran into my room and wacked my face WHY WHY WHY. I sat there feeling like I was gonna die. Yeah but I would definitely look stupid if I invited them but never went downstairs. I had to.

I walked back down and smiled while my face was in pain, from walking so hard and so many times.

"Hey, I'm gonna run to the shop since I forgot some food..."I said He turned to his body guard and turned to me "Dont worry got it covered."

He wiped his mouth, tapped the seat next to him as his guard hesitated to walk out. I felt uncomfortable and said "Oh look, the kettles boiled, tea or coffee."

He looked at me with his piercing yellow eyes that stabbed right through me, no trouble "Any" he answered. I smiled and walked to the kitchen to make his drink, I put his cup on the coffee table opposite him. I lent on the wall far enough he wouldn't suspect I didnt like him at all,and that i was very very uncomfortable in the situation.

As hours went buy I started to feel more comfortable, as we started to talk more and he seemed better, also less dumb than I thought and was actually not as addicted to money again as i thought. So I asked "Hey since were friend...c...could I get your number?"He nodded and smiled as I passed him my phone he put his name down as CEO Xiang Yujiin**

Wait I had been talking, laughing and crying inside when there was a CEO sitting on my couch. How? Actually like how did I not seet that. Honestly I'm happy it explains a lot.

"So tommorrow Its Saturday so wanna get a meal at a...a...umm?"I asked

"You mean restaurant."He finished

"NO I mean sure but not like a date."I replied

"Well that's the only place I'm gonna eat, if you do want to get a meal (non date like)."He smirked. He stood up "Well I better get going if I wanna wake up early to meet you there. Cause I have a lot to do. Oh by the way sorry if I'm late." He smiled again. I walked over to let him out as I tripped and threw the mug of my left over tea which was still hot. While falling i threw the mug so I could protect my face from the floor. It crashed and I got up quickly full of embarrassment.

"AHH F***!"

I looked over and saw him holding his shirt up.

I ran to the kitchen and got a tea towel. He took of his blazer. "You can go upstairs if you want privacy."I stated. "Last thing I care about right now is privacy!" He got up and walked up the stairs.

I heard him yelling so I ran up thinking something was wrong. I got up and saw him wiping a long scar from his shoulder to his waist. I pulled him to the bed and laid him down. I felt so wierd helping a rich man who was so strong from what I had seen. This scar was probably hell to him just like my past. I wonder how that could hurt physically.

I cleared his scar and told him to have a shower to help his smell and pain. As the water stopped I looked next to me and saw his clean pair of clothes beside me.

(Her exes clothes that he left after a sleep over with her that ended up to much so she kicked him out)

That meant he had to come out or I had to go in. I heard the towel drop and then he walked out.

"Give me a heads up before you come out."

"I'm wearing pants have you never seen a guy were pants before?"

"Still."I rolled my eyes.

He put on his clothes and sat next to me

"Its late you should get going."I told him.

"Please can I just stay here for the night I'm sick and tired of being alone in that big house?Oh wait your parents are coming home arent they." He begged.

"I dont have parents anymore they died in a car accident including my brother, and me I was with my grandma since it was my turn to stay."I said as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"I would love for you to stay the night because then I wouldn't have to be alone...Thank you."I started crying as I felt arms rap around me and pull me closer.I felt so warm.

9:30AM

Episode 2

I walked over to the bathroom and turned on the light.Brushed my teeth had a shower and walked downstairs. I smelt something magnificent and saw THE BUTLER BOY.

I sat down next to Xiang Yujiin and unlocked my phone. I sat on it, until Xiang said "I still couldn't believe how you me sleep on the floor and how it was comfortable but still. How? Cause honestly if anyone else told me 5o I would have screamed no."

His black hair was comed and he was in a black top with black piercings in his ear.

"You look different"I said

"Huh I do this so if I'm out on a saturday I get some freedom from gan girls but I still get a ride from my driver cause always gotta stay bouji haha."He said.

(The only day he gets of work is Saturday that means he doesnt want girls chasing after him so he can have a proper day off of everything girls,work,being a CEO and honestly just being hot.)

He handed me a plate with a slice of rich toast and a lovely, seasoned fried egg on top. I took it and moved my hair out the way of my face as I was surprised that he would eat such things, only cause I thought they would eat rich pancakes with expensive butter and syrup but I didnt complain I loved food. I loved everything pretty much. You give me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich that is gone in the blink of an eye.

He told me that at 6PM he would pick me up. Then he and his butler walked out the door.

I binge watched my favirout series and then noticed the time what would I do if a powerful man thought so bad about me. I zoomed up the stairs and ran in the shower washing off all my sweat and daily dead skin (EWW)

I ran into my wardrobe and threw a mint blue sweater onto my chair with some black leggings and picked up some white trainers to match. I changed and then walked into the bathroom and added some extensions again and tied up my hair in a long high ponytail. I quickly did my makeup adding some fake eyelashes for an effect.

I added my pink contacts and walked downstairs. I slipped on my socks and shoes and put on a jacket.

(She changed her look in the smallest way to fee less connected to her past but still have the genes from her family)

I waited until I heard my bell ring I walked up to my door and opened it.I felt a hand grab me tightly on the shoulder and quickly dragged me and threw me into a car. I screamed and than felt a piece of tape cover my mouth. I screamed as loud as I could. I heard a door slam and panicked more.

"Sir, We should be going."Said one assistant.

Xiang Yujiin walked up to his car and sat in the back.

10 MINUTES LATER

He walked up to the door and rung the bell no one answered so he rolled his eyes and knocked on the door. He knocked again as he saw the door open.

"HETII LOA...HETII LOA."He shouted,no answer.

He walked upstairs and it was pin drop silent.

He thought this was weird for a girl with such a chaotic life.

He walked out and ordered the men to start the car. As he walked down the porch he heard footsteps behind him. He held his hand back and stopped a hand 3cm from the back of his head.

He twisted the arm around and said in a deep deadly voice " If you tell me were she is I will let you go and take your friends instead."The man hesitated and then said "They took her to a abandoned train station were they hope to."He spoke until cut up by him "Let's go."

(Xiang had some enemy's and when they saw him and Hetii Loa together they knew to get him they would have to take the girl, but the sad thing is they don't know the strength this man held)

He Jumped into the back of the car and told them were to go.

It was pitch black and I couldn't hear a thing.

I could hear voices everywhere but no one was here.

I heard a door open then slam shut.

I squinted but couldn't see a thing, a mask was covering my eyes. "xiang Yujiin?" I asked. I felt a strong hand wack my face and my cheeks were pushed in tightly. He pulled my face forward so hard i thought he was to decapitate me. I cried. "Xiang Yujiin, HELP ME!" I had no one else to call and I wasn't even 100% Sure he would come either.

It echoed throughout the halls of the station. My face was wacked sometimes i was held around the neck and while hours passed they would play tricks on me to make me think someone was here to save me. As the doors swung open again. His friends were here to help him. "Your finally here boys, took your time I'd sa..."He quoted. He fell on the ground and rolled over as the strange man pulled his hand back and shook it a little before putting it in his pocket and then stayed silent. A foot stood on top and pushed down harder and harder until the dangerous man screamed for forgiveness. The other men were scared and ran off.

I pulled on the chain holding me on the pole trying to break free, I didnt know if they were a threat or a hero. I looked up not knowing if anything was there as a mans hand reached for my face. He pulled me in and I felt something touch my lips. He went in closer and kissed again as he reached behind my back unlocking the chain with the key from the creepy mans pocket. Pretty smooth, keeping me occupied while unlocking me so I stayed calm. Clever. I reached for his face and kissed him again, locking lips. I dont think he expected it. He picked me up and took of the mask covering my eyes, he brought me to a black car. The sky was pitch black and the air was cold, I was clueless of who this man was until I saw his face...

Staring back at me was the man I wanted to save me. Xiang Yujiin.

He brought me home and put me on the sofa.

He then threw of my jacket and carried me up. Next he put me on my bed and slid off his shoes. Took mine off with. He sat next to me as I bit my finger. I forcefully lifted my head and kissed him again. I wrapped my hands around his body that was ontop of me and pulled him closer.

I knew I wanted him badly and this was my chance.

I pushed him down and sat on top of him as I unbuttoned his shirt.He pulled me down and rolled on top of me.

10:30PM

The room began to get hot. It felt so weird. I knew this man was something that saved me, from he darkness of my past and life in general. He was the man of the dream I never had, but somehow I just knew he was the one. I knew I didn't make a mistake by letting him into my home and my life.

7AM

My body ached as I sat up I looked across the room to my bathroom. I held my head in my hands. Why did I do that? Its like I want to ruin my body.

I crawled to the bathroom and saw a steamy shower and a skin coulored figure. He walked out with a towel around his waist. I grabbed the counter and pulled myself up I fell and pulled myself up again. He picked me up and sat me on the closed toilet seat.

"I want to move and have a shower but I cant stand."I moaned

"He looked at me and stood in the shower. I saw him hang a towel over the edge.

"Whenever your ready princess."He stated

I slowly starting taking off my clothes and hesitated to walk in... but I did. He washed my hair and when we got out we sat on the bed. I started to dry my hair and then helped him by blowing with my hair dryer. He coamed it back and I straightened mine.

I went over to my wardrobe legs still like jelly and picked an outfit as I noticed a drawer filled with suits. I blushed. So hes going to be staying here some nights. OMG its like heaven on Earth.

Episode 3

I took my folded clothes out of closet, and put them out onto the bed.

"Pick one."I said with a clip in my hair.I held one outfit in each hand and looked at him.

He pointed at a white turtle neck and a light pink skirt with white trim and black tights underneath. I put it on. My body ached as I slid it slowly over each arm and lifted each leg. I sat on the bed and weakly lifted my leg. As he looked at me pulling the tights up in pain.

He sat on the floor and grabbed the one of the sides and slid it up. As he put on the second side on, he stood up and rubbed his hand across my thigh. I blushed. "I damaged you that much, that you cant even get dressed by yourself..."He stated.

I looked at him and my face turned red. The room went silent as I pulled myself up and walked to the middle of the room.

"What do you think." I smiled and twirled around."You look gorgeous but it's not the outfits doing it's your beautiful face."He smirked. I trembled.

He stood up.

He walked to the drawer and opened it and pulled something white out. "Perfect,try it on."

He threw a bunny costume at me along with ears and white fishnets. "Why do you have this?"I asked but he didnt answer.

He grabbed my arm and turned me around and kissed me and then pulled my hand and kissed that to.

I chuckled and then snatched my original outfit out of his hand and put it on and stated "I'll meet you at the coffee shop k." I slipped on some white heeled boots and a hot pink jacket with buttons and walked out the door. "Why do girls torture themselves..."He asked.

(because she could hardly walk on her own but she was still wearing heels)

(The only reason she was going to meet him there even know his day off was yesterday is because he took the day off to spend time with her)

I walked downstairs grabbed a breakfast bar and tied my boots laces and yanked a jacket of the peg and headed out the door. I walked through a alleyway to see the coffee shop and sat on a wooden bench outside. I patiently waited for him to come.

I decided that I would go inside because it started to get chilly.I saw a tall man walk in. Womens eyes followed him to my table. I stood up and kissed him lightly on the lips. He smiled and ordered a latte for us both. A women with long blue hair passed us the drinks from a tray. "Have a good day."She smiled. "You to, thank you."I replied.

(Man that walked in is Xiang Yujiin)

1 MONTH LATER

We headed to the mall after a long day of school and work and went to so many different shops. He sat me down on the bench as he walked down the big halls, and after 20 minutes he walked back to the bench with a small bag. We started going down the escalator when I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I stumbled and nearly fell at the pain.

He noticed and grabbed me. When we got to the end of the escalator I ran to a pharmacy and got a pregnancy test. I mean could it be...Once I bought it I shoved it in my pocket so he wouldn't see. I ran to the toilets straight opposite and vomited my guts out. I sat on the toilet and used it. I waited a couple minutes. Negative. I sighed in relief I felt so much better and walked to the sink to clean my mouth. I ate a mint the clear my breathe and walked back out.

I ran to the car outside and swung the door open. I tapped my foot as I saw him run into the car. I leaned in and kissed him. He had a disgusted look on his face and said "Were you sick?" I nodded.

He told his driver to go to a private toilet and gave me a test. So he just carrys them in his pocket?

I went in and came back out relieved and sad. Firstly I already took one

Secondly I needed to roleplay so that he didnt know I did

He looked at me and I shook my head. He blushed and then smiled. Did he see this as a chance to sleep with me. Again.

I got in the car and then looked at him."Your to young to look after a child anyway."He stated.

He was right and I didnt want my child to live a bad life. "In a way, you get to live your childhood longer."He smiled again.

"So what was the pain in your stomach?"He asked.

" I think it's just a stomach bug."I stated. "Or not." I squealed I grabbed my bag and pulled out a smaller one. My period things... I zoomed to the bathroom

I could here him yelling for me and then cried on the toilet. "Why do they make me emotional." I asked myself. I got a bag and changed quickly so he wouldn't worry... Or was he just angry? I could hear the clickingof shoes as a mans voice spoke. I cleaned myself up and wiped my nose. I walked out of the toilet and washed my hands. I ran out and jumped on him. He looked down confused at first and then hugged me back and carried me into the car.He sat me down and I confessed.

"I'm on...my...mm..my period..."I squeaked my voice crackled and then I froze when I heard him say "and."He lifted my head and kissed me on the cheek "You dont have to cry about it."

We headed home since it started to get dark.

8PM

I sat on the bed as he passed me a pair of clean pyjamas from the drawer. I walked into the bathroom and started my shower. I stood in front of the steamy mirror. "Is this a blessing for such a man to come into my life?" I asked my reflection. I put on my pyjamas and was about to leave until.

I heard the door creak open. "I'm gonna head home tonight, stay safe, meet me at my work on friday I'll be waiting for you in my office someone will be there to bring you in, top floor bye."He kissed me on the lips again and walked out.

I heard the door click and the car start.

6AM

I jumped out of bed and skipped to the bathroom. I smiled at my reflection and brushed my teeth. I hopped in the shower and walked to my mirror added my extension and put in my gold contacts. I headed to my wardrobe and picked out my uniform I walked to my bed and picked up my new kitten stella.

(She was a friends pet given to her to look after for a while but then got given to her and was never mentioned because she was always busy)

She sat beside me as I tied my bow around my neck and put on my socks. I started sorting my books and packed them into my bag.

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