liam is my name and im fifteen years old boy.Im a single boy and also single in my marital status(lol😂).Everyone knows that im staying and moving in a single path and i'm the only son for my mom. Only my mom cares me all time. You are all thinking that my dad is not with me. Don't think like that,just think that every son will love their mom and every daughter will love their dad.Insmall,'the mommy's son and the dad's little princess'.Im the first category. Im not enjoying my life during this pandemic time,because im struck in my online classes. It is very nice pillow to sleep. Shh!!!!! im joking. Im not a sticky person like gum which sticks with anybody. Im a lonely boy ever.My life is also moving like this way. Oneday, im sitting on the dinning table and thought of something.Suddenly, i took my mom shawl,tied well on the round of my fan and i hang after pushing the table. The rope kept my neck into deep. I never ever think about my mom and dad, suddenly I did it.I do no what to do that time. My throat tightened, my eyes are gone up,my tongue is out. I knew that im going to dead.

"My body is living,

but my soul is dead, which

mean that body is down

my soul is up ".

At the time, my mind crossed into a bad way. I didn't realize my mistake.I just want to committ me on suicide. That's what I want at that time.Im depressed, no one with me to enjoy and share my joys and sorrows. This is what you are all thought that this is the reason to committ suicide right?.Im stuffed with full of negativity in this world. I think god is not interest to keep in this world. I think im the first boy ,never seems the depth of the world but im committed suicide. Everyone says that *im stupid*. Im very happy to entering my new world which is heaven. Now,im enjoying the people who are depressed like me but i want to say that the people who are depressed like me, they are all moved from the depression and loneliness but i can't move from the depression and loneliness .This makes me to committ me on suicide . Now i'm thought that i'm stupid!!.The main message i sending to you all people is don't committ suicide at any sake for no other reason. but, im depressed of something. Now,im worried about my world is that there are many younger boys like me were depressed of poverty,fatigue,hungry,etc.., but they all moved that downed situation. They all enjoying the bad situation into happiness by themselves.By this way, im thought of that im a unlucky, not so on but its my talks of my heart.

^^^"Hanging on the fan is not a good decision of a good man:^^^

it is a bad decision of a good man."