It was dark but I could feel the pair of green eyes staring at me with hunger or should I say eyes only covered with lust.....
And then I felt it, two arms on my shoulder grabbing me harshly as he started to brush his lips against mine with force and I stared at him blankly without any movement or any emotions...I could only hear the sounds of wind blowing in that cold night and creaking of the bed {which was a part of my nightmares} as he thrusted into me with all his anger, frustration and lust and I felt nothing...
But only the feeling the pain of my soul being shattered to the point where I no longer was able to collect it.....
But do I accept this ?? Is this a fate of me for being a MATE of a beta who only lured me into the trap which named LOVE or was it my fault for being too kind or should I say ignorant.....
...I do not accept this..... NOT ANYMORE......
He laid beside me after breaking me into a million parts by the process called "making love"....
I was used to this for he broke me every single night and every single chance he got , to make sure to put a terror inside my head, to make sure to bow my head in front of him and to get more than scared only at the sight of him....and all for what??
Because of the sole reason I was his mate...
I slowly moved with the piercing pain in between my legs and my back as I put my legs on the ground I wasn't able to get hold of myself not physically, mentally or emotionally... because he had broken me in a every single way possible..and I was on the verge of losing everything for which I was terrified because I knew if I lose myself now I will not be able to get through this anymore and on the other hand my wolf Alina was in a deep slumber due to the pain I and our mate have caused to her and to our soul together...
I thought to myself if I don't run away now I'll not be able to live or forgive myself for causing the pain for both of us ... and my wolf who was with me and fought against the world always and I hurt her to the point that she went to a deep slumber of not wanting to return...
I stepped down from the bed and went to bathroom after my "mate" went to deep sleep after all the hard work he did on my body and I took this as a opportunity to get away from him which is not the first time I've tried and every single time I got caught the aftermath added to my list of the nightmares...even then I thought I could give my all for this time to run away from this hell and if I die during this process at least I'll have a peace of mind thinking after what all I did I tried to bring justice to my wolf because she had gone through much more than myself....after all we were one strong female to survived this hell till now.
As I entered the bathroom I saw myself in the mirror ..the reflection of a person who couldn't recognize herself anymore ... Then I shook my head pushing away all thoughts of pity and sympathy towards myself because I was not even worthy of that....I bathed so that I could wash away the most disgusting scent of him on my body which I once used to love and wished to cover myself with it and I washed myself in a bottles of shampoo in the thought to cover my scent in the process of running away which could be my last chance as everyone busy in the celebration. I changed into the set of new clothes with jeans , a T shirt and a hoodie and I sprayed the perfume to not leave behind any trail of my scent ..then I looked towards the window of the bathroom which was attached to the room on the second floor of the beta's house ....{yes that's my mate}
I slowly opened the window of the bathroom without making any sound and looked down with the thought jumping ....yes I was scared as I was not used to, all I was allowed to was walk inside my cage i.e the bedroom..
Then on the second glance I made my decision that it's fine if I broke my leg or hand I couldn't care any less as this was my last chance of running away from this cage ....
With the sound of thud I landed on my leg with the support of my both hands on the land ...for one last time I looked at house and the window on the second floor and I ran into the forest as fast as possible ....
I could feel the speed as the wind was hitting my face and the images of trees beside me were all blur...as I was a fast runner compared to any other members of my pack... because now I had my freedom which I don't want to lose at any cost I ran ...ran and ran again without looking back and without stopping at any cost .....until I reached the pack border I stopped there for a moment to think of the family which never supported me and to think of the mate who never loved me...and the alpha who always thought me being a disgrace and a threat to my pack and family .... throwing all those thoughts from my head I grew my nails on my right hand ( a werewolf thing you could say) I cut through the palm of my left hand and let the blood spill to the pack borderline and then I did it...
" I Eva Anderson break all my ties with the Red moon pack and accept the rejection of my mate Derek Gilbert, the beta of the pack"
I could feel my heart entering to phase of relaxation and without any second thought I crossed my pack border...and again I ran in the fear of my pack members who patrolled the pack border area in look for rogues who were actually very less compared to the other times as it was the night of celebration, would catch me and bring me into that hell once again...I ran as if my life depend on it...which it did in reality...I ran all the night and then looked for the surrounding which was unfamiliar to me and assured me that I was very far away from my pack (or old pack) at least more than four to five towns away, which made me to let out a loud sigh of relief and as I couldn't feel my legs anymore I plopped down the tree which looked very old and huge... actually very huge compared to any other trees that were present...I could feel that there was no energy left inside me anymore and my eyelids felt impossible to keep it open ...in a blink of an eye I closed my eyes and fell into the arms of darkness without any worries of getting in the hands of other pack which would consider me as a rogue which i am now......
I could feel the pain in my heart which was like piercing through it by the silver blade and as I was gaining my consciousness I could feel disturbance in my mind link and my alpha Garrison calling me...I slightly opened my eyes because the effect of drinking alcohol from all night was still there and i sat on my bed all I could see was an empty bed side beside me for which I was glad because I always loathed the idea of waking up to the face I hated the most which was of "my mate" and the bathroom with a light on...and then I heard it...alpha Garrison saying which made me wide awake..
"Derek, she's not here anymore ....she has left the pack....Eva left..."
"As alpha Garrison said those words I fell to the ground from my bed with a thud, a girl who was even scared to death to look me in the eye has ran away? was that even possible for her?
As the thinking grew i started to get angry because of the fact that even though she ran away she dared to reject me by accepting my rejection?? I knew she accepted the rejection because of the intense pain in my heart that made me impossible to forget this fact.
Eva, the name I never called once because of the name she was given a 'slave', oh and she deserved it though.
And now that SLAVE dared to run away.....whose fate was of the slave for her entire life ...the audacity!!!
As the pack members were constantly blabbering things in the mind link I wasn't able to think anymore and with the pain on the other hand, I got up quickly, got dressed up and went to the alpha's office to get settled with this matter.
Garrison 's Pov
"No, this can't be happening, there's no way in the world that me and my pack will survive now. I have to make a move, no matter what by hook or by crook I need to get that damned bitch back to my pack because if " they" came to know about her existence I cannot even imagine how I will die but one thing for sure my death would be more than horrible ".
As I was in my own thinking of how to survive there was a knock on the door and I understood who is that because of the heavy breathing and the tension that was caused due to frustration and anger from him I told Derek to come in".
I Stromed into the alpha's office and started yelling completely forgetting the fact that I was talking to an Alpha.
'Alpha, is it even true or someone making things up about that slave running away, because I can't even belive this'.
'Do you think I don't have any other things to do apart from sparing my precious time to think about that slave, it is true that she has run away and rather than getting frustrated, think about how to get that bitch back to the pack'.
I was literally fuming with anger as the beta of my pack derek who dared to rise his voice at me even though the situation has come to this, he should remember that I am the alpha of this pack and hence I used my authority in my voice to show his place.
And we started to make plans on how to bring that slave back.
Eva's POV
I was woken up by the chilled wind that was blowing heavily and the heat from the back of the tree where I sat. I tried to get up but I wasn't able to, not at least in one try and so I tried again and in the process I noticed that my blood has flown into the direction where the heat or the light that has started to come or to be exact behind the huge tree where I rested from that long journey of running away so I tried to stand up again and got up with the soaring pain in my abdomen and in my legs but the curiosity had it's own charm.
I went into the direction of back of the tree to know what's with this feeling to know about this tree or the light that is getting emitted which is due to my blood or is it my imagination??
then I saw it a huge circle of light that was present there and I wasn't able to belive it because I had never seen anything like this before, the world where mythical creatures like us were able to use magic I was the unfortunate one where I wasn't even able to get the basic magic in me. yes, I was bewildered by the light that was emitting from it but if my memory serves me right I heard my former pack members talking about going to other places by some gate or was it "portal"??.
The me which had curiosity to get to know about this has now started to have a hope, a hope where I can get away from this people who will chase me at the end of this world even though if it's not a portal or gate or might be something at least I now have a bigger chance to try . it may lead me into the new world or it might cause me to have some accident or perhaps death but at least I can give it a try because if it means to get away from this pack or the people of it, I would do anything... I thought to myself and as I went near to the "portal" I can sense that my blood from my hand that was cut earlier has started to getting drained from it in a more vigorous way to the point where I was not able to get my hand away from it.
That portal literally dragged me into it and even though I was ready to accept my death by trying this "portal experiment" I got eventually scared and in the process I shut my eyes very tight.
The moment of me falling down from cliff had stopped because that was the feeling that portal gave me and I gradually opened my eyes, and to my surprise I was alive. (yes, with the dizziness) .
And I started to look around me because the vibe that place was giving was very 'strange'.
And I was sure that this place cannot be the one where I can live peacefully, because I could hear the story of how to kill mythical or supernatural creatures was being told to the kids of age around 10 to 12 from a man with the long beard twenty to thirty steps away from me in the dark valley where I had arrived from the gate. And thanks to my "werewolf hearing" I was able to quickly shun myself away from that man or place as I could say that that the old man was about to look at me.
I had to get away from that place because I don't even have an ounce of magic in me to protect myself or the only person with whom I can talk "my wolf" is now in a dormant stage.
IN WEREWOLF WORLD:
"Master, as the report says the portal was opened forcefully and the data says that there's a person missing or has run away from the Red moon pack and the pack members has decided to not to publicize the matter, not even to you my king".
"Hmm, interesting" (with a smirk). Anything else on this matter??.
"ye... yes my Lord.. but that is... that's.. ummm.." (stuttering)
"Edward, you know clearly I am a very impatient man, so explain me the points regarding this matter before I behead you".
" yes my Lord, forgive me for my incompetence, the important point of this matter is that the person who is missing from the Red moon pack is a lady".
"Hmm, that's quite a feat she has achieved considering the fact that the alpha of that pack is quite a tough person. that's it?? .
" No my Lord, I believe that the matter I am going to say now will rise the ruckus in our world from this point".
"Hahah, you got me there Edward, I was just wasting my time without any fun, on that too without a mate, (sighs) , now now, come on, spit it out".
" yes my king, the lady who has run away from the red moon pack is believed to be the missing child of "BLACK OMEN" pack or "THE PRINCESS OF THE DARK WOLVES".
" WHAT??"(smacking the table).
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