Ok.. it starts from here 28th jan 2021 , where I have nothing to do.

so I'm just lying on my bed and thinking to do something to get me busy, however I should be studying right now. because I'm taking coaching rightnow for my neet exam. but I don't know why I'm losing my interest in studying.

maybe its because I have been studying the same for past 2 or 3 years.... and now it just makes me sick reading same things over and over again.

well, I'm living in Shimla right now in a PG with 3 other guys , and its been 4 months here. I have never lived by myself alone for that long time in my life. However it didn't felt weird to me... I don't know why, maybe I always wanted to live with freedom.

Coaching here is good I think because they put their focus on every child here because the total students are less. I however skips classes in repeated manner because of my laziness to get up from bed in the morning. and I have been threatened many time for this issue.

So, living 4 months here changed me in different ways... my choices, way of thinking things,and attitude. Overall I think I learned how to socialize more properly then before. Recently I have been addicted to watch anime thanks to my roommate, as he's a big anime fan and manga reader. He's been good friend of mine in 4 months and seems like a good person.

Now, about my addiction animes* . firstly I get easily addicted to games or tv series and now anime. I remember how i got addicted to PUBG last year and played that game nonstop for hours. However that cost me routine in studying and as a result I failed to clear neet 2020, which was easy to clear for me if studied.But I'm determined to work hard this year to clear my exam.

However I sometimes forget to keep that going, but no worries because I know I can overcome it.

But right now I don't feel studying because I ate a lot in dinner today. So I was thinking to read manga, which would be my first time so I have been choosing the perfect one over hours and now I got one which I think is nice one to read.

But instead of reading it I found that I can create a novel in the app manga toon , so I started to write down anything as fun but it turns out like I wrote about 444 words till now and I think its good things to write your thoughts or stories down.

So I hope I may be regular here but for now I think I'm tired of typing as thumb is hurting...

Ok then maybe we'll meet later.

wait a minute why did i write we'll meet later , its not a diary right. oh maybe now it has become one. oh shit......