Story's That I Can't Explain
introduction to my life
sometimes I just want to escape this bad life I live
sometimes I sound like a spoiled brat but that's just me because I don't want anyone living my life
someone he dates calls me bestfried
that's my best friend Anika
he always text her and he's my crush for years
but yet I am to scared to tell him I like him
aric
sorry I couldn't text back
he is the nicest cutest guy I every met but he calls me by the title of "best friend"
he always called me that ever since he found me the first time I fell apart
the first time I realized that life was the worst thing that I could ever experience in the world, the feeling that my life means nothing to anyone that my heart would break into a million tiny pieces by one person that is not even my friend
school life
jillian
Faith where are you?
Faith
in the aud with the rest of you friends
jillian
okay I'll be right there
when I am at school I put this bad *** mask I my face this mask that makes me look scary like my black side is controling me and I can't do anything about it
Faith
Jillian where are you you slow poke
jillian
bitch calm down I'm coming
Faith
don't call me a bitch hoe
jillian
lol see you ugly *** ogre
my friend tends to call me that for joking purpose but my mom dose not
mom
when you get home I am going to beat your ***
mom
because you didn't fucking wake me up your just a fucking little disappointment aren't you?
mom
that's why I would of listen to your fucking grandma you little bitch
jillian
this is the third time you beat me this week give me a break
mom
give you a break I don't think so do you want me to come up to that school drag you by you hair and break another glass over your head?
mom
also buy me some alcohol while your out I need some to deal with you
mom
why can't you be like your sister
mom
she is pretty and dresses like a girl and she is not a little fucking disappointment like you
mom
she has a boyfriend and dose not have bipolar disorder or fucking PTSD
jillian
I'll buy you some alcohol
mom
bye you fucking disappointment
my dad died in a car crash two years ago
but I was in the same car the same car that rolled off that highway the same car I survived in but my dad didn't
he died trying to help me life a better life
allison
girl what the **** is taking you so fucking long walk faster
allison
you won't get the good seats in class again
my friends dont know about my mom all they know is I "work and my mom is asleep and I can't get into the house" excuse I always tell them
they let me stay at there dorms that I can't afford
there parents care about them
Bora Bora birthday
Every thing changed since the car accident my dad died, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder vat 13 and PTSD at 15 and major depression at 16 my mom stopped celebrating my bi and started ignoring me
Allison stated a group chat with you, Faith and four others
allison
HEYYYYT BORA BORA 2020!!! ITS GONNA BE LITTTT
James
when is our Bora Bora trips boring?
jillian
thanks guys I love you all
little did I know that birthday was going to be the best birthday in history. My friends would become my family and little did I know my real family would experience the worst heartache and I would to. My bestfriends would eventually be have problems and I would loose my best friend and find my love all in the same year
James side story: James is Jillian bestie form preschool they grew up together and he was also involved in the car accident and lost his memory from that day and lost his vision in his right eye and is a video game addict
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