As usual getting bored of doing my work and finding something good to do in play store app but unluckily couldn't find one . I remember when I saw an add telling about a app through which I can contact people around world interesting isn't it . okay so I downloaded the app but couldn't find a nice person to talk with . lots of negativity here in short this is the darkest app I ever saw . anyways there are good people in the world so I guess should keep going with the app unless I get bored . six months passed still the same boring life in which nobody cares about me at all well I'm not shocked because now I'm soo into the behavior of everyone's . well scrolling through instagram is one of my favorite thing in fact I just love to explore around the world just sitting at one place . watching everyone's ideas ,lots of positivity really gives me good vibes . Let's get a quick check in into my app ....oh my gosh I'm soo tired of blocking People here everyone here encourages pornography here I'm soo sick of it now . I'm gonna delete it anyways because it's such a waste of time and also taking lots of space in my mobile phone but wait what about the good friend I have found here I mean yeah I know it's the dark app but still during these month I have made 4 beautiful friends with whom I talk , they appreciate nice and fragile and to be very honest they belong to a different country like turkey , Mexico , Sri Lanka and Sweden so yeah I don't have to get worried or feel awkward i say anything awkward or weird in front of them and of course they are kind enough that they won't judge me well this is the best thing . just imagine a world where there is no one to judge you , A world where u can really express yourself . I forgot to mention that my favourite hobby is exploring mysterious things and different kind of culture around the world . whenever someone asks me how was your day I reply yeah it was good but deep down in my heart I used to say just don't ask I just need someone to be with me . I just want to feel protective and feel to be loved . I don't know why people goes for a facial beauty . I'm not saying that facial beauty is a bad thing .it's just that every one ages and their beauty goes off but there is one thing that remains always young which is true love and a kind nature . I guess that it is a impossible dream of present day . people are soo mean to each other that they can't even express their real feeling with their own family or friends . All I wanna say is that whatever it is I don't feel comfortable to fit in the generation though I'm just a 19 year old girl and still find myself different from others .