LOVING YOU AGAIN

Would you risk everything good that can happen for you in the future by going back to the person in the past?

How can you possibly sure that your mistakes will never happen again?

And the main question is...

If you were given a chance to love again,

Would you still love the person who once break your heart?

What a great movie trailer right?

Ughh I regret I auditioned for this kind of role

I will not auditioned if it isn't for my manager slash bestfriend,Kenji

"Aziel my man!!"he raise his hand for a high five but I just stared at him tiredly

When he knew that I will not gonna high five him he slowly put down his hand because of embarrasment

Inakbayan niya ako at nagkunwa kunwaring tumawa

"Hey bro what's wrong?aren't you happy because you won in this role?Oh by the way your girlfriend is calling but your busy so I answered it"

Lagi niyang sinasagot mga tawag ko hays.Pag di ko lang toh kaibigan baka matagal ko na tong tinanggal sa trabaho niya at naghanap ng bagong manager

"She said don't forget about your dinner later"

Ow sht

I forgot that we have a dinner later.Oh it's okay it's still early so I have enough time to get ready

I already booked a table on a private restaurant

Alam niyo na madaming paparazzi specially were both popular

Im an actor and she's a model

She's just a model here in phillipines and she's not yet international model but I knew that soon she will reach her dreams

"Dapat kasi hiwalayan mo na yan eh.Lagi ka niyang inaaway tapos ikaw pa manunuyo.Di ka pa niya iniintindi pag may trabaho ka tapos lahat ng gusto niya dapat masusunod.Marami pa naman jan pre eh"

I can't break up with her.

Were together for more than 4 years

Di pa yun sapat para mabayaran ko siya sa lahat ng mabuting nagawa niya sakin dati.

"Coffee guys!"

"Hey Lanie.Wala ka bang kilalang babaeng single jan na pasok sa standards nitong kaibigan natin?Masyado na siyang napapahirapan nung babaeng yun eh"

Napatayo ako sa sinabi ni Kenji

"Stop it.Im not breaking up with her."

Naglakad na ako paalis

Nung pagbukas ko ng pintuan nakalimutan ko na isa pala akong artista

Ughh wala bang oras na walang tao?

I just want some time to be alone but why can't I.

Dumating yung mga security ko at sina Kenji at Lanie

"Dapat pag lalabas ka magsabi ka"agad na sabi ni Kenji at hinila ako papuntang van

Bakit kailangan ko bang sabihin

Am I not free to do some things alone?

"Ay oo nga pala!buti lumabas ka!May kailangan kang e-endorse ngayon kaya may pictorial ka ngayong..."napatingin si Lanie sa relo niya

"...1 pm,meron pa tayong 50 minutes left pero mas early mas maganda kaya let's go na kuya driver!"energetic pang sabi niya

Ugh pictorial nanaman?Lagi nalang pumapayag si kenji pag may kumukuha sakin para maging endorsement ng kanilang product

Eh kakatapos lang ng taping kanina ah tapos mamaya may interview pa ako at may dinner pa kami ni Thalia. Tapos bukas balik ulit nanaman sa taping

Minsan na nga lang ako nakakatulog eh hays

To:Sweetie

//Good afternoon sweetie.Don't forget to eat your lunch okay?Galingan mo sa interview mo.I love you<3//

Medyo matagal yung byahe kaya nakatulog ako saglit.Pagpasok namin sa loob mukhang di pa tapos yung isang pictorial

Ang aga kasi ni Lanie eh di pa nga sila nakakapaglunch tch

"Uy Kenji may pagkain atang binibigay yung isang babae dun oh.Dali hingi ka dalawa"bulong ni Lanie

Di pa nahiya hay nako.

Ang laki laki ng sweldo nila galing sakin pero di man lang makabili ng lunch

Sana wag kang pumayag Kenji

Nakakahiyaa

"Sige mukhang masarap.Wait lang hingi ako"

Napapalo nalang ako sa noo ko sabay suot ng shades

Pagbalik ni Kenji may dala dala siyang tray na may dalawang plate na may food at drinks pero yung mukha niya kakaiba

"Oh bakit ganyan mukha mo?parang nakakita ka ng multo"natatawang sabi ni Lanie at kinuha na yung tray sa kamay ni Kenji

Pagkaupo ni Kenji di pa rin siya nagsasalita kaya tinanong ko na

"What's wrong?Did you see a ghost?"natatawang tanong ko

He shaked his head and looked at me

"I s-saw an a-angel"

Imbes na magsalita ako bigla akong natawa nang kumanta si Lanie

"~I saw an angel of that Im sure she smiled me on the subway,she was with another man but I won't lose no sleep on that cause I've got a plan~~"

Kakaiba talaga trip ni Lanie pag kumakain hahaha

Pero mukhang di natawa si Kenji at tumingin lang sakin ng seryoso

"Bro,she's he---"

Bago pa man maituloy ni Kenji yung sasabihin niya agad sumigaw si Lanie

"Omg!!!Yung nagpipictorial ngayonn ay yung idol kong international model!!"sigaw niya at kinuha yung bag sabay labas ng mga magazine

International Model?

Baka pwede ko siyang kausapin at ipakilala si Thalia

Hmm nice plan Aizel

"Look!!Omg magpapaautograph ako!!"sigaw niya

Bago ko matignan yung magazine agad niyang hinila at tumakbo na siya

Natawa naman ako

Kakausapin ko na sana si Kenji ng may tumawag

~Sweetie Calling~

[Sweetie!Ang galing ko sa interview oh my gosh!Nabibilib ako sa sarili ko hihi]

"Talaga?galing naman.Wag kang magalala,mamaya icecelebrate natin okay?sunduin kita ng 9"

[Okay sweetie!Paghahandaan ko yan!By the way Im gonna use your credit card because my friend is nagaaya ng shopping.Bye sweetie see yah!]

"Sige sweetie I love y---"

Call ended

Napatingin ako sa phone ko at nakitang inend na niya

Napatingin ako kay Kenji

"Let me guess,may hinihingi nanaman sayo noh"

"Lagi lang yang tatawag pag may kailangan siya pero pag ikaw tatawag kunwari busy siya tch"

Di nalang ako nagsalita sa sinabi ni Kenji kasi sa totoo lang

All he said is true

Bumalik si Lanie na nakasimangot so i asked her what's wrong

"Nakaalis na yung model na idol ko.Sayang huhu"

Natawa nalang ako

Ilang oras din natapos yung pictorial at dumiretso na din ako sa interview namin with my co-actress na partner ko sa movie na ginagawa namin ngayon

"Based on the movie's trailer I can tell that it's gonna be a good movie!Specially nung nalaman namin ang mga gaganap na bida,right?!"nagpalakpakan yung mga tao

"So yeah speaking on the trailer of the movie.It asks If..."

"If you were given a chance to love again,would you still love the person who once break your heart?"

"In your own answer.Would you love the person who once break your heart?"sabi sabay tapat ng mic sa co-actress ko pagkatapos niyang sumagot ng maikli agad nilaa akong tinignan

"For me,It's a No.In the first place why would you love the person who once break your heart?Your giving her a chance after what she did something bad to you?So your giving her a chance to break your heart again?So No.My answer is No"diretsohang sabi ko

I thought yun lang pero agad nagtanong yung co-actress ko

"Everybody needs a chance right?"

Then suddenly natahimik ako sa sinabi niya

"Why di ka ba nakagawa ng mistakes that time when your with her?I believe nakagawa ka ng marami pero she gave you a chance right?Di lang second chance,multiple chance yun"naput on the spot ako nung host at di ako nakapagsalita

"It's not easy to forgive people when they did something wrong specially when it's a big mistake.You'll keep overthinking and keep on crying.Why?Because in the first place?Why would I love her again If she already love someone else?Sasaktan ko lang sarili ko ganun?"

Ngayon siya naman ang natahimik

"You don't know anything"natatawang sabi niya at pinutol na yung topic

"Woah that was intense guys right?!Let's give a big clap for these two lovely actor and actress"

Habang pumapalakpak yung mga tao inilayo niya yung mic at nagsalita

"Stop playing like you did nothing wrong Aziel.Remember you also hurt MY BESTFRIEND"