I stood in front of his door and said "here goes nothing."

I know that u can't understand anything so let's go to the beginning of this mess .I am Namchaw a eighteen year old boy .So let's begin shall we .

[3/Jan /2020][Saturday]

The first time of me coming to this place .It was around 1:30 am when I arrived to the principals office where I sat for almost forever and snoozed out .But all of a sudden the guard came shouting and I got up and he apologized for keeping me waiting .Even though I snoozed out I pretended I was awake and and he told me to follow him I did and after a few steps it was all dark and I could see a bright light far away which became bigger and bigger ,and final it was revealed that it was actually a guy a few years older I presumed . The guard apologized to him and we walked in due to shortage of electricity we couldn't take the life so we walked up the stairs and when we reached the sixth floor , I slowly started loosing consciousness due to what happened to me ,when I was 3 *I drowned in the bathtub . As I was much smaller that my age still am . * but still tried to take the medicine bottle out of my backpack but ,due to my shaking hands I could not open it and the bottle fell and started to roll towards the end of the stairs the other boy caught the bottle and said "how many pill?"I gave a sign *2* he took the pills out and gave me . With out thinking anything I swallowed it .He sat with me for a few minutes and helped me up, after a while the guard came out scratching his head and said "where have u 2 been ?" he gave us the key and we went our own way ,that guy helped me with my stuff cuz he came with just a backpack .I smiled and shut the door behind and the electricity came the room was ravishing it was a one floor apartment , my apartment somehow I felt happy but at the same time sad so I went around to look and the apartment was amazing the dining room the guest room and then the was that room, that would not open, there was the kitchen which looked like there was a fight there before I entered there . Inspite all that I was happy that I was away from that place called home . It was early and I was tired ,so I went in for a shower ,the washroom was amazing there was a shower and a huge -ginormous tub. I got in for a quick shower and came out . The balcony door that was next to my bed room was open I went out and stood near the railing and kept my grandson them and leaned forward . We could see the entire forest that was behind the campus from there,it looked amazing and beautiful I looked to the right and saw the guy from before standing there leaning on the railing he was having coffee I could smell the coffee from there and my stomach started grumbling .So I walked inside and shut the door . To be honest I had starved my self for a week or so, and didn't sleep properly so I got in bed and turned and turned so that I could sleep ,trying to kill my hunger .After a while ........

To be continued.....😉

After a while or that's what I thought . I was awoken by the sound of knocking , I got out of bed and walked towards the door as I was about to open the door, I realized that I was a new student and who could it be at this hour of the day . I thought and sat on the ground ,the knocking stopped I was relieved but all of a sudden the knocking was even louder and furious I waited and looked around and then saw a small peep hole I looked out and saw that it was the guy from last night. I thought to myself *why was he here ? what's going on isn't he a freshmen ?* so many questions because of which I was lost .. *bang * it sounded as if he would break the door if I didn't open it . I opened the door with annoyment in my eyes .He looked at me from top to bottom and gave a sly smile and said "Maybe it's not a good time?" .At that moment my mind :-*wait what the fu*K does he mean by that I was sleeping peacefully for so long and u woke me up and know u r saying that *..then realization happened and then reaction :-slammed the door in his face, conclusion (I was not wearing any pants and was with an oversized shirt ) I was embarrassed and well red and covered my face with my palms ,then I thought (wait I m a guy ,he is a guy why am I ashamed ??? ) ,I opened the door again and he was still standing . I bit my lips and turned my eyes to him and he started speaking he said " Hey ! I am Nambrowong, but everyone calls me NBW ." handed me an envelope and continued"To night I have a party at 9 don't be late " I nodded, and then we heard a couple of girls giggling and saying *hey he must be here . come on we need to click his picture I want to propose to him * NBW pushed me in and shut the door behind he was holding me but his head was pressed on the door . AT that moment I just lost it nothing on my mind and just pushed him a little(cuz his hand was on my butt), he looked at me and u know what ,at moment I looked at his eyes and even though we were strangers and I had not even introduced myshelf to him but I saw this desire ,this passion in him to that was asking me to love him . I was shock and grabbed his sleeves a little tighter and he noticed and said "sorry "I kept my mouth shut and he looked at me and said "can't u speak ?"all of a sudden my mouth reacted saying "no I can speak of course I can ..." saying that much not even finishing my sentence we stare at each other and I grab his arm a little tighter and he released me . He then opened the door and stopped and turned and smirked and said " don't be late" . I stood there and smiled and said to myself "what are u doing why r u happy ?" and I went to bed .

I got up at 10 and had no interest in going to his party thinking if he is a freshmen then why would anyone come to the party and I walked out of the apartment, I heard no noise in NBW's apartment and walked away as I was walking , all of a sudden the light's went and there was this sound from far away that would not let me walk I was chained then far across I saw a two eyes glowing in the dark I was trembling and it came closer and it came to the only streetlight that glowed and there was this familiar sound that continued again and again and ...

Huh. It was just a dream ....

To be continued .......😜