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Love Is Harder Then You Think

Lust

I'm tucked away, in a blanket of fire. This flame was so calm and relaxing. I felt so safe, sleeping so peacefully and comfortablely. Savouring this feeling for so long in my slumber. Keeping it all to myself. No one else could have it.

It was all mine, being selfish for it was the least of my worries.

This warmth spreaded all throughout my body. Like all flames it couldn't control itself. It moved around feeling almost every part of my body. 

So warm indeed...

I didn't even think to stop it. It was what I wanted after all.

It had reached my back and was making its way to my rear where my tail swayed and flicked in excitement. It glided across my body and had slipped it's way into my clothing, feeling on my bare skin.

I shivered and leaned into the flame as if giving myself away to it. 

Not that I wouldn't anyway...

It had reached the rim of my shorts and was curling it's way through. 

But suddenly there was a loud bang which caused me to snap into reality and wake up. 

"Good morning my lady! Time to wake up for school!" That same familiar voice, coming to ruin my calm morning once again. 

I groaned and pulled the blanket over my head. "Five more minutes..."

"But my lady, you only have about 15 more minutes to get ready." The voice sounded, coming closer towards my bed. 

I grunted and slowly began to make my way from under my blanket. I slowly sat up and stretched my arms and right the middle of me doing so, that soft, calming warmth had made its way around me again. 

"Mmm...don't go...stay..." It sounded sleepily.

I felt my cheeks grow warmer as I smiled. "Come on Kiri, I have to get ready for school. You should be getting up and getting ready too."

Kiri grunted softly and he began to pull me back into bed. "Don't go...please....stay here." He spoke in a calm quiet voice as his lips began to brush and kiss against the base of my neck.

I slightly shivered, I could feel that same warmth fill within me once again. "But..." I began just when the voice from earlier sounded again. 

"Ahem...your time is ticking my lady." 

I looked over at the tall white headed man standing near the front of my bed. His plain face grew with impatience.

That's Sebastian, my minister. He's always there to let me know when it's time to wake up, go to sleep, dinner, lunch, etc. He's basically my alarm clock.  

I sighed heavily, hating the thought of having go out of bed. It nearly killed me when I began to wiggle my way out of Kiri's grip. His arms stroking and slightly scratching against my waist as I slid out of bed and stood up. 

Well...that was much easier than I thought.

I stretched my arms up, feeling my white laced torso rising against my skin, then lowering as my arms came down. I turned around and caught a quick glimpse at Kiri starring at my body. 

I then giggled walked over to Sebastian, he was holding my school uniform, nice and neat. I then grabbed my uniform and held it out in front of me and within a few seconds, my uniform was on my body and my sleeping clothing was in my hands. 

I handed them over to Sebastian and turned around to move to my mirror. I could see Kiri already in his uniform, he was fixing his tie.

Never thought you'd be this quick when getting ready for school...

I chuckled at the thought, which of course Kiri noticed. He lifted his eyebrow at me and slightly smirked, "What are you laughing at?"

I continued on and walked over to my mirror. "Nothing. Nothing at all." I took a look at myself in the mirror and thought about which hair style I should do for the day. "Hmm..." 

It was always a struggle with my hair, every since I was small. It was a bit long and kinda hard to manage. I blew my bangs from my forehead then grabbed a hair tie and began pushing my hair back. I then tied my hair into a loose ponytail. 

I sighed "Done...finally..." I turned around and bumped into someone. "Eh...?" I stumbled back and could see Kiri looking down at me. "What?" I tilted my head as I looked up at him.

He reached towards me and began fiddling around with a few pieces of my hair. I pulled back. "H-hey, what are you-" He quickly turned me around to face my mirror once again. 

He had pulled out my bangs and laid them across my forehead and sides of my face. "Much better..." He said calmly.

I crossed my arms. "What was wrong with the first hair style?" I turned my head to look at him. 

Kiri slowly wrapped his arms around me from behind, I slightly blushed feeling his warm chest push against my back. "It looked at bit plain so I did a small touch up." He fingers began to intermingle with mine. 

I looked at myself in the mirror, better examining the few changes he had done to my hair. "Hmm...I-It's not bad..." I said slowly, it actually did look better then before. I gave a small smile. 

Kiri returned a smile. "Glad you like it Lil." He nuzzled my cheek then began to give small kisses against my cheeks. His grip around me became a bit tighter. 

I could feel my cheeks warming up again as I tilted my head very slightly from the kisses. I could feel myself being slowly overwhelmed by his warmth.

"Ahem...9 minutes my lady." 

I nearly jumped out of my socks hearing Sebastian. I had forgot that he was still in the same room as us. 

Damn you and your silence Sebastian...

Kiri let go of me and I took a slow breath before making my way towards my room door. "Make sure that everything is in order here while I'm gone. I don't want to come back and have any problems to deal with." I said to Sebastian as I walked out of my room. Kiri followed behind me.

"Yes my lady. Will do." Sebastian gave me a slight bow, then stood up in his tall posture. 

I nodded to him and walked down my long hallway. I heard Kiri mimicking Sebastian close behind me. I turned my head to look at him.

"Yes my lady. Will do my lady. My lady my lady my lady..." His face would twist up as he spoke. 

I giggled and continued down the hall. I did a few stretches before reaching the opening to my home. There were many guards at the entrance. They all greeted me by nodding their heads to me. 

Two of the guards closer to the doors opened them for me. "Have a nice day at school your highness." 

I gave them a big smile. "Thank you, I will." I then left through the front door and stepped onto the white softness of my cloud. 

Yes, my cloud.

I walked near the edge and looked down at the green scenery below. I smiled as the urging to jump off filled within me. I then began to walk forward when something grabbed my shoulder and gently pulled me backwards. 

"Eh...?" I turned my head and see Kiri looking right at me. He turned me around and pulled me against his warm chest. I wiggled a bit before looking up at him. "What is it?"

He gives me meaningful look as his arms held onto me tightly. "Lily..." He cupped his hand onto my cheek and would occasionally bring me closer towards his face. 

"Hm...?" I said as kept my eyes on him. 

He then kissed me passionately. I wasn't expecting it and was slightly confused. He pressed his body against mine as he deepened then kiss. 

I had no choice but to give in to his kiss. I kissed back, and push my body against his. I rested my hands on his chest. 

A few moments later, Kiri gently broke the kiss. My cheeks warm and pink as I looked up at him. "W-What was that for...?"

Kiri looked down at me, "Because...Lily..." His face close to mine as if we were going to kiss again. 

Then in the blink of an eye, he slipped past me and jumped off the edge of my cloud.

I blinked, in deep confusion. "Huh?" I then quickly ran to the edge of my cloud and looked down. 

I see Kiri falling, his body facing upward. He was smiling big. "Last one to school gets a rotten egg!!" He then flipped his body forward and expanded his large red skinned wings. He then powerfully stroked them against the wind and shot forward at high speeds. 

I grunted loudly. "Why you little..." I then quickly jumped off my cloud and expanded my feathery white wings to their full length; which is about fourteen and a half feet. I then beated them against the wind and shot towards Kiri. 

Ah...wings. They're one of the most graceful things on an angel's body...

A Short Revision Of The Past

A long while of flying, we made it to school. Kiri had landed before me and ran into the school building. I landed shortly after and ran after him.

When I made into the building, everyone was crowding the hallways and blocking my perfect view around the the area.

Dammit... I thought as I gave up and sighed heavily. Just then, someone had touched my shoulder and I quickly spun around to see who it was.

It was a talk guy, with shiny silky black hair and yellow eyes. He also had 2 black horns on either sides of his head. His name was Mark, he was a demon and we had know each other every since we were little. He held his hands up and spoke in a soft reassuring voice, "Woah... Calm down Lily, I didn't mean to scare you."

I grunted, "You didn't scare me." I rolled my eyes and turned around to the nearly empty hallway. The bell had rang and everyone was getting to their classes. I had a meeting with the rest of the student council meeting. I took at step forward and as soon as I did, Mark had grabbed ahold of my hand.

"Wait, Lily. Can I ask you something?" His voice grew softer.

I turned around and looked at him. "Hurry up and make it quick, I've got a place I need to be right now." I said, not really interested in what he wanted to say.

"You don't have to be so hostile with me you know. What happened back then doesn't need to have an impact on what happens now." He said, still holding my arm.

My nerves were ticked a bit. "You did what you did back then, you knew it was the right choice yet you did it anyway. I trusted you and you decided to abuse that trust of mine." I yanked my arm from his grasp.

Mark was still determined. "But I said I was sorry multiple times and I've tried to get your trust back so that you can forgive me!!" He raised his voice.

I gritted my teeth together and could feel my blood beginning to boil. "What you did was unforgivable! I'm never forgiving you, I never will forgive you. Nor will you ever be worthy of having my trust!!" I was balling my fists so tight that I could feel my nails piercing through my skin.

"Get to class before I expelled you from this school!!" I yelled. I was so pissed, I could feel my eyes filling with tears as I grunted and blinked them away.

Mark was shocked at the what I had said to him. "Lily I-" He started until I cut him off.

"No!! Leave me alone!! All you ever do is cause trouble!!" I quickly turned away from Mark began running away from him.

"Lily wait!" He called after me and began to run after me until he skidded to a stop.

I wasn't paying attention to my surrounds and found myself smashing into another person. "Oof!!" I yelled as I staggered back. The person quickly caught me and pulled me towards them.

I blinked out the rest of my eyes and looked up at them. It was Kiri and he didn't seem so happy. He looked down at me, wiped my tears, and softly kissed both of my eyes. His arms wrapped around me gently. "What's wrong?" He asked in his soft smooth voice.

I made my voice sound as casual as possible. "Nothing..." My eyes shifted away from Kiri.

He instantly knew I was lying and it didn't take long for him to notice Mark staring at us both. His fists were balled and he had a cold look on his face.

Kiri stared back at him with his fiery red pupils. "What are you doing here. I thought I told you not to appear in my presence again." His voice grew with anger. He let go of me and began walking towards Mark.

I looked at him. "Kiri...don't do anything stupid." I began to get a bad feeling, things weren't going to go so great.

Mark finally spoke, keeping his eyes on Kiri. "I go to this school. I sorry we just happened to be in the same school and bumped heads." He said, his voice at a deadly calm tone.

Kiri grunted in anger. "It should have came to sense that we could have bumped heads idiot." Kiri was walking closer, he balled his fists and engulfed them in flames. His red pupils glowing a bloody red. "Maybe I'll have to knock some sense into that empty head of yours. You'll be thinking straight then I bet."

Mark was too getting angry. He engulfed his fists with his shadow magic and was now walking towards Kiri. "Oh yeah, go ahead and try it. See what will happen to you." His yellow eyes glowing brightly.

"Tch." Kiri stuttered and pushed off the ground, flying towards Mark.

"Heh..." Mark mumbled as he too pushed off the ground and rushed towards Kiri.

Both boys cranked back their engulfed fists, preparing to land a heavy blow on each other.

"HA!!" The both yelled coming closer towards each other.

I gritted my teeth together then my hands glowed a pitch black color. I raised my hands up. "Enough!!" I yelled and quickly whipped my hands downward and my darkness magic spreaded around their bodies and pushed them both into the ground with a powerful force.

The sound of their bodies hitting the ground was heard. The air was pushed out of their lungs. I was highly annoyed, my eyes growing a bright red color. "You both are acting like children!" My magic kept them pushed heavily against the ground.

Both of their magic around their fists had disappeared. "Gah! Cut that out! I'm being squished!" Kiri managed to get out.

Mark was trying to fight back against my magic but failed. "Ah! I can't breath!"

They both struggled against the ground while I continued to hold them down under my magic.

Just then, the speaker sounded in the hallways, "Lily White, please report to the front office. Lily White please report to the office please. Thank you."

I got even more annoyed. "Great you both made me late for my meeting." I strengthened my magic over them both which pushed them both harder into the ground, a small dent was created under both of them on the ground.

"Gah! I'm ok ok I'm sorry Lily!! I'll be good for the rest of the day! I promise!!" Kiri yelled out.

I look at Mark, he was gritting his teeth together and looked as if he might just pass out at any second.

I grunted and released the magic push on both of them. The magic engulfed around my fists disappeared and my arms came down to my sides.

They both were coughing and catching their breaths and struggling to get up.

My bangs fell over my face. "Both of you get to class. I do not want to hear or see any more of your shenanigans." I turned around and began heading down the hallway towards the front desk. My nerves were bad and I could feel my magic energy raising highly.

Then someone had touched my shoulder and I quickly whipped around to see who it was. Kiri stood behind me, his face gentle, maybe because it was rare to see me harm him like that. It was true though...

I hardly ever hurt Kiri. I couldn't, no matter how much of a child he was. But today was different... I didn't want to put up with any of the trouble he caused.

Kiri's hand slipped from my shoulder and down to his side. He gave a meaningful look and I sighed heavily.

My magic energy had lowered at the same time all the tension in my body had loosened and I began to calm down. I looked up at Kiri. "There, I'm calm. You can stop giving me that look..."

Kiri kept the same look on his face. I could tell he was bothered but didn't want to show too much of it. His red pupils stayed locked onto my face.

I sighed once again and made the first move. I moved close to him, placed my hands on his chest, and reached up and gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

"There now st-" I began but was then interrupted when Kiri grabbed ahold of me and kissed me. I was both stunned and surprised. It took me a moment to realise he was kissing me.

His kiss was deeper than mine...really deep. He's only kissed me like this a few times. It was as if he would never kiss me again after this.

I had no choice but to give in and kiss him back. I'm never dominant when it comes to these times. Kiri always had the upper hand. I could feel one of his arms wrap around my waist and his other hand push against the back of my head. His tongue intermingled with mine as the kiss continued.

I softly grunted during the kiss, I was beginning to feel overwhelmed. That's when Kiri softly broke the kiss, his tongue slipping from my mouth with only a thin strand of saliva connecting our tongues together.

My cheeks were flushed and I was panting softly. Kiri's eyes locked onto mine and I had no choice but to look back into his. He breathed softly, his chest pushing against mine with every breath.

"You're mine." He began in a soft voice. "I'm not letting anyone take you away from me again..." His warmth was so soothing and his grasp was so comforting that I was pushed into silence, forgetting all about what had just happened this morning.

My gaze shifted from his and the last thing that popped up in my mind was

How many more times are you going to say that...

Perverts...great...

It was about noon, everybody was in their classrooms, doing classwork or whatever.

Well except me...

I was patrolling around the school making sure that the hallways were clear of any people. It may sound a bit heavy to make sure that every single student was in their classrooms at this time, but this is a school with extremely high expectations. Some people try to skip or ditch classes, but with me here there's little to none of that around.

Yep, being leader of the student council...takes a lot of responsibility and lots of stamina. Keeping my grades up was a as easy as blinking, so I pretty much don't have to worry about my school work too much.

I had finally gotten Kiri to his class a while ago, which was a relief because he wouldn't keep his hands off of me.

Sigh...

I love him to death but there's a time and place to be all lovey dovey, and here at school isn't that time or place...

I would soundlessly stroll around a few hallways, keeping close look of my surroundings.

Now this isn't really the action movie type scene but as soon as I turned a corner, I heard a view voices and quickly ducked back behind that corner wall.

I'd go immediately silent as I would peak from the corner. I saw a few people in a small group, not far from the corner wall I was at. After seeing one of their faces, I moved back against the wall

Kiri's gang... I said inside my head as I would peak from the corner again. I made sure that none of them had seen me as I moved from my hiding spot and moved closer towards their area.

I don't know the first thing about being a spy, but I could say that I could qualify as one...

Being silent and having having high senses was a natural ability. So I thank myself everyday for coming out like this. But I guess my silence wasn't good enough...

One of the guys in the small group, who's name was Jack, had probably felt that I was watching them and had looked in my direction.

I jumped seeing his head turning and would immediately duck behind one of the lockers nearby.

Jack was of course curious and wanted to know if his senses was right. So he paused the conversation he was having with the others and would begin walking in my direction.

I almost freaked out when I heard his footsteps coming closer and closer towards me.

Shit...

He was a couple feet away from finding me when I snapped into thought.

Wait a minute...I'm leader of the damn student council. What the hell am I hiding for?

I then jumped out from my hiding spot, folding my arms and looking straight at Jack. "Oh look, if it isn't Kiri's little henchmen..." I said with as much hardness in my voice as I could manage.

Jack looked a bit surprised, but soon relaxed after seeing that it was only me. "Oh, it's just Snowflake." He said softly as he placed his hands in his pockets.

I grunted at that nickname and could feel my wings tensening, for it slightly irritated me. "It's Lily, and you guys should be in class!" I looked straight into his eyes.

Jack didn't say anything at first but then smiled and would gaze at me with his black eyes.

He was actually quite handsome, his black hard, brown horns, and those perfectly shaped fangs over biting his lower lip, the way his bangs would lay over his left eye. He had a calm and strong body lay out. Looked as if he'd knock you out with just one punch. He was probably handsome, apart from Kiri, in the gang. Not that I found any interest in him.

"We have free period." He said softly, keeping that same smile on his face.

It was a lie of course and I wasn't buying it. "Right...just like you said last time and was proved to be wrong." The irritation in my voice was noticeable.

He kept calm as his smile would shrink into a soft grin. "Aww...how did you know?" He said, pretending to be defeated by my words.

I grunted once more as I didn't feel like dealing with any of this. My hand glowed and a scythe would appear within my grasp. I would hold it at my side, the blade aimed towards Jack and the others behind him.

"Get to class now. Or I'll take you there by force." The was no trace of any jokes within my statement. I was dead serious.

As threatening as I could be, Jack didn't seem to be fazed by my sudden move. He just let out a soft exhale and turned to the others in the gang. They were all fixed up for a fight. Not like they would have won against me anyway...

"Alright guys, you heard her...lets all get to class." He gestured down the hallway.

They all looked at him confused as if he was crazy. He noticed these looks and I could hear in his voice that he was up to something. "You heard the little Snowflake, head on to class...no more ditching."

The rest of the gang looked at each other then at Jack. Jack had winked at them without me noticing, and they all hesitatingly began to head towards their classrooms.

Jack began heading on with them. I grunted, knowing that he was plotting something. I then ran after Jack and stopped in front of him, holding my scythe towards him. "What's you're deal? I know you're hiding something..."

He slightly tilted his head, still keeping that punky grin on his face. I sometimes wanted to just slap that pretty face of his...

"What? We're just following you're instructions Snowflake." He'd say in a gentle tone.

"Like I'm going to believe that...You're just as sneaky as Kiri." I said, keeping my scythe held towards him.

Jack's grin only grew as he spoke with a firm and quite relaxing voice. "Well we do learn from the leader himself I must say..." His eyes would trail off of me and onto something else.

I couldn't help but to look away from him and at whatever he was looking at.

Big mistake...

I jumped as those two words flashed into my mind. I then tried bringing my attention back onto Jack but it was too late...

He was close in front of me and had grabbed ahold of my wrists. I gasped as my scythe would slip from my hands and clang onto the floor. It that disappeared from sight.

Jack threw his weight on me and I stumbled backwards. "Ack!" I yelled as I landed hard onto my back.

"You shouldn't let your guard down around a delinquent like me." Jack said as he was now ontop of me, pinning me to the floor.

"Ugh! Get off of me!" I struggled as he used his left hand to hold both of my arms down above my head.

"No can do..." He said in a calm voice. His lips were right by my right ear as he spoke. "You're mistake Snowflake. I'm just teaching you not to make the same mistake again..."

I'd shiver after hearing that and could feel his free hand move around my hips. His fingers was slightly stroking my hip, slowly moving downward towards the bottom ridge of my skirt.

I squirmed and jerked. "Stop that you pervert!!" I tried pulling and scratching my hands out of his grasp but he was stronger and kept them pinned. I tried using my magic but for some reason nothing was happening. 

What the hell...? Why isn't my magic working...? 

I winced as I craned my head to look upward. Jack large hands were glowing a faint grey color. 

Shit! He's using a magic restraint spell!! 

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