The story of my love life. Uh I think it’s sound so cliche. Well, let’s start this again.

Everyone fall in love. It’s not depends on appearance, wealth or social status. It’s start with personality. In this world, we’ll face different types of people. For me, I do enjoy this kind of experiences. This such things could make me become a better me. I fell in love with only 2 person in my whole life.

The very first and raw love. It’s started when I was 10 years old. I am young. The 10-year-old me couldn’t see much difference in this world. I’m not regret with this first childish love.

This cute little boy, let’s we called him as Boy. Boy was the same age as me. He was also in the same class with me. We were that kind of awkward friends. I fell in love with him when I was too young to understand what is love. This first love is nothing compare to any love that I’ve been with until now. It’s just pure as it is.

I’m sure most of you who reading this will remember your first love. Either it’s the purest, the hateful or the saddest. It’s still nothing compare to any love we’ve been these days. These memories will always kept in our mind and heart.

I love him with my wholehearted. He was everything to a 10-year-old me. We dated for a few year. We enjoyed each other company. It’s felt so warm.

We started dated when we were almost 11 years old. It’s all started from the class. It was a free time after the teacher teaches us. I was not in the mood that day. He sat infront me. That time he turned his chair to facing me and he kept annoyed me the whole time.

If you think that I being emotional, trust me it’s not. I still remembered I cried after a long minutes he annoyed me. Even though I cried, he didn’t stop. Then, I was so gave up with him so I grabbed my pencil case and slapped him with it.

He was shocked and he cried. Thank god teacher doesn’t noticed it because she was busy with other students. If I’m being honest right now, I’m glad that I did it.

I didn’t managed to say sorry to him after what I did. I was also surprised with my action. When that happened, I just stand up and walked away from the tables. I immediately went to my friends’ tables and acted like nothing has happened.

That night, I was hesitated to message him. After a good few minute, I sent him a message. I wrote, “Hi, I’m sorry for what happened this morning. I didn’t meant to slap you. I hope I could do something to make it up.”. And yes that what I sent to him.

Fortunately, I’m still on his good side. He forgave me. Also, from that day we kept chatting with each other. Until one day...

Fortunately, I’m still on his good side. He forgave me. Also, from that day we kept chatting with each other. Until one day, he confessed to me and he said he likes me.

I was surprised and speechless. It’s not in a bad way but in a good way. I was so excited and happy about it but also kinda shocked. It’s my first time going through this. I’m being honest here, I also like him since we sat next to each other in the class when we were 10 years old. In this fact, obviously we spent time and study together a lot.

If you were wondering, when did i met him, it’s was when we were 7 years old. Sadly, I don’t have any memories with him when we were 7 and 8 years old. I could remember a few memories when we were 9 years old but just a little bit. The reason why I remember it because there’s pictures of us and other classmates. That’s why I remember it. If not for the pictures, might probably I don’t even remember. I have that bad memories, trust me.

After he confessed, I also confessed to him. I said, I also like him. He was so happy. He asked me to be his girlfriend. As a immature and a very first love, I accept him with my wholeheartedly.

Our relationship when smooth. There’s nothing wrong with it. We never fought. You should understand why because we were too young to get on that side of relationship.

Unfortunately, there’s nothing for me to talk about our moments here. It’s because of everything that we going through are pretty much same with other relationship. Of course, there’s no dating out and all since we are too young to do that. We aren’t allowed to go dating on that time.

Our parents always don’t know about this. I won’t tell my parents about this. This kind of relationship is not the relationship that I want it to stay long lasting. I just want it to become one of my memories that I ever went through.

Basically I just want it to be a love memories. That’s all, nothing less or more. Let’s just stay like what it is now. I’m ok with it. Even until now not everyone know that I’ve been in a relationship. I kept it as a secret. That non-important secret.

Well, we ended our relationship with the same reason why we started our relationship which is the main topic of it is “Annoying”. You don’t trust it? Oh my come on, yes, it’s true! It’s not exactly the same moment as before. I don’t slap or hit or whatever to him again. No dont worry, I’m a normal girl. It’s just that uh the annoying thing again.

Actually I’m the one who ended it. If I’m being honest, yes I don’t regret any of this. It’s started from that night. When I were...