...I was scrolling through the Instagram,I was admiring those masterpieces made by the gods of art, and was being jealous of them because they had millions of followers and me... can't even compare....

...How can I be not jealous? They can have millions of followers, but why not me?…...

...I had a dream, a dream of becoming a great artist, I wanna be successful in a very young age. I'm a self taught artist,...

...I don't really get a lot of commissions....

...A few times, I just keep regreting for why I had chosen art as my career....

...I forgot to introduce myself, I'm Andie, I'm an freelance artist. Working on part time jobs. I'm gonna graduate soon....

...Ughh!..after graduating I'll be an adult....

...I hate responsibilities. Being an adult means taking a lot of responsibilities....

...I have to take care my momma also,...

...She's my only family....

...Yeah,my mom is a single mother.Its not easy to raise a child by a single person....

......I'm trying to be a good daughter but I fail.......

......I'm just a loser. I tried to attempt suicide.......

...But suicide really can't solve anything....

......The pain increases after you die. ......

...To see your loved ones crying and screaming your name thousands of times but you can't reply to their screams.... Why?...

...Cause you're dead....

...I was walking through the pathway when I saw my best friend coming, I was about to talk to her but I saw her smiling back to ...

...someone. After a few seconds I saw that she was smiling to a boy. ...

...He came near her and smiled back and then he held her. ...

...I was shocked and confused...

...She never told me that she had a boyfriend....

...l don't know why she kept it a secret from me....

...After few minutes..They were walking to college. We studied in the same school.l for know about that guy. I was not even able to see his face. But somehow, l feel that I know him. I was following them to find out who is he really. ...

...When were about to reach college......

...l got a chance to look at him....

...He looked like my boyfriend and he is wearing the same outfit that my boyfriend wears....

...WAIT........

...He's my boyfriend!...

...How could they do this to me??...

...Why am I that unlucky??...

I was about to ask them, but I stopped.

Better not ask than being embarrassed.

...I never thought that my BFF and ex would be together. I don't really know what to do. Why life is so cruel??...

......Ughh!! I hate myself!!......

...At recess period, I went to the hallway and saw them hugging, smiling and holding each other......

...It hurts when your boyfriend and bestie betrays you...

...Anyways, I ignored them!...

...I went to the cafeteria and grabbed a sandwich. I guess I have to work hard for my good days......

...My only friend Ashley betrayed me. ...