My First And Last
CHAPTER 1
Jeno
(Jaemin-ah, I love you)
Jeno
(I'd let out a deep sigh, since I know that I can never say those words in front of him. I kept staring at him from a distance, repeating the same phrase over and over.)
Jeno
(I love you, I love you, I love you)
Jeno
(I secretly took a picture of him, his beautiful face. I'm already contented with just a simple picture, I could stare at this for a whole day, since I know I'll never have the guts to look at you.. with her.)
Jaemin
hey dude, why are you standing over there?
Jeno
(He came closer and tried waving his hand at my face. My mind went back to reality once I realized that I was standing still like a statue for so long.)
Jaemin
are you okay? Are you feeling well?
Jaemin
anyway, I'm taking Ji-in home, see you buddy. bye bye!
Jeno
(I stared at them as they step out of the door. I kept scrolling through my camera, full of his images. I was too busy admiring his handsomeness that I didn't realize it's getting darker. I picked up my stuffs and left the resto.)
Jeno
I'm just a normal person who wants to love. I like you a lot, Jaemin. But I don't think I should meddle in your relationship, I'm just.. an outcast.
Jeno
I can still remember the first time our lips collided. The first time I knew I was in love with you.
Jaemin
Jeno hyung, what is a kiss?
Jeno
w-why did you suddenly ask that?
Jaemin
I'm just curious, hyung.
Jeno
when two people's lips touch each other, you call that a kiss.
Jeno
(My eyes were captivated by his beauty, his precious lips, his dazzling eyes. I leaned towards him, as soon as my lips touched his, I can feel my heart pounding. I can never forget his soft lips.)
Jaemin
Jeno hyung.. it's awesome
Jeno
h-hey but.. don't tell anyone about this, okay?
Jaemin
okay! I promise that!
CHAPTER 2
Jeno
*opens the door* Jaemin?
Jaemin
we fought again. She always gets jealous for no absolute reason.
Jaemin
I said, drink with me.
Jeno
so tell me everything that happened
Jaemin
I don't get it, I was just talking to Yeri about our presentation and Ji-in got jealous.
Jaemin
I really can't stand her attitude sometimes, it makes me wanna break up with her.
Jeno
try talking to her, make her understand everything.
Jeno
don't break up with her just yet, there's still time to fix this.
Jeno
(here I go again, I had the opportunity, but I chose to make him reconcile with her)
Jaemin
aren't you gonna drink?
Jeno
we still have to go to school tomorrow, I can't drink too much.
Jaemin
hah, if you say so.
Jaemin
I bought you a soda
Jeno
come on, just tell me what you need.
Jaemin
oh ho, you know me very well, can I copy your homework?
Jaemin
come on dude, I forgot to answer it yesterday. Please? *pouts*
Jeno
(he's really seductive, he knows how to make me say yes to a certain stuff)
Jaemin
yes! Thanks dude. Let's sit over there.
Jeno
(I pulled out my phone and took a lot of picture of him)
Ji-in
hi babe! Hi Jeno oppa
Jaemin
oh, you're here! What do you want to eat?
Ji-in
I don't wanna get fat.
*Jaemin and Ji-in chitchatting*
Jeno
are you done copying? I'll go now. *grabs book*
Jeno walks down the hallway
guy 1
oh my gosh, I'm so sorry sunbaenim!
guy 1
I-I'll clean it up- Jeno hyung?
he's Jisung Park, one of Jeno's childhood friend.
Jeno
aish! You're already a teenager and you're still troublesome. *hits his head*
guy 2
Jisung-ah get back here!
guy 2
E-eh? Good morning sunbae. *bows*
Jisung
oh, Jeno hyung, this is Chenle. He's a Chinese.
Jeno
it's surprising that you still found a friend with that behaviour of yours. You troublesome kid.
Jisung
hey! I'm a good student.
Jeno
oh really? Hey, hoobae, is it true?
Chenle
dream on! He took my ice cream earlier and ran away.
Jisung
well your ice cream fell on the ground, you can't do anything about it now.
Chenle
'cause you have a poop hands
Jisung
hey! I don't have a poop hands
Jeno
I gotta go, behave, Jisung. Chenle, take care of this kid.
CHAPTER 3
from Jisung's point of view
Jisung
he's my childhood friend, we never got to communicate ever since I moved to another neighborhood.
Chenle
ohh, that's why he knows about your behaviour.
Jisung
yeah, I'm so embarrassed everytime he tells other people about my past behaviour.
Jisung
like, I don't wanna remember what I used to be. It's still haunting me till this day.
Chenle
what were you like back then?
Jisung
I used to be a little boy who always gets into fights. One time in 6th grade, I had a fight with one student, I pushed him hard then his head hits the corner of a table. I.. oi! I don't wanna talk about it anymore!
Jisung
(Trauma and guilt never went away from me, this incident haunts me every single day, I'm such a disgrace, I'm useless)
Chenle
hey, you're shaking. Let me take you to the infirmary. *helps Jisung stand up*
Chenle
take a rest for now, don't stress yourself too much.
Jisung
*grabs Chenle's hand*
Chenle
do you need anything?
Jisung
d-do you.. hate me now?
Chenle
*sat next to him* why would I? Your past self has nothing to do with who you are now. You've already changed, Jisung. You already know better and you will always know even better. I'm here, I'll be your shoulders when you're down.
Jisung
promise that you'll never leave me behind.
Chenle
I can assure you, no matter what happens.
Chenle
anyways, do you wanna go somewhere with me later? You know, just to get your minds off things.
Jisung
sure, I'd love to. *smiles*
Chenle
that's it, smile. You look cuter that way.
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