I'll Never Be Okay
- Introduction -
To be specific with this episode, I deleted the first introduction that I made because I think it was like not well made. So, since this is my first story of course, I'd take each glances, praises and criticisms as well from the readers that I would have.
First, I am going to introduce myself. I am the author-nim of this episode.
I won't tell my real name and anything related to my personal privacy so here's my own introduction before I gave an introduction to the main characters.
Author
I am the author-nim of "I'll never be okay". I know that it isn't that unique but I'm sure that I'll be releasing a beautiful content on this story.
Author
NAME: SOOYA
AGE: 25
BIRTHPLACE: SOUTH KOREA
PS: I am not trying to be the Jisoo of Blackpink. To be specific, I'm gladly telling y'all that I introduced myself by having the name of Sooya from BLACKPINK to prevent myself from lurking out my privacy 'cause you know that it's confidential and it's not comfortable to blur out my personal informations.
Author
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I hope that I'd make y'all entertained by making this story. I'm not trying to seek all of your attentions but I want to CATCH your attention. I just want to share inspirations and lessons to y'all by making this lovable and tragic story.
Introducing the first main character of the story.
Stanlee
NAME: Stanlee Abreioux
AGE: 27 years old.
BIRTHPLACE: Manila, Philippines.
ADDITIONAL INFORMATIONS:
~His dad has been killed by a crazy psychopath. That psychopath was believed to had escaped from a mental hospital that has been curing that psychopath for 8 years. For more informations, there will be a rewind things about his father on one of this story's episode.
~His mom is longing about the lost of his father. She stayed by his side to have a financial support. She also expresses compassion whenever she sees Stanlee suffering and struggling from one matter. You can get to know his mother on the upcoming episodes.
~He has 1 little brother, 2 big sisters and 1 big brother.
~Stanlee has soft heart and a benevolent person. He was born on March 10, 1994. The experiences he had from his homophobic father already traumatized the whole out of him. He never wanted to be gay but that's what he is. He was made to be like this and nothing can change his prospects for being a gay. He's proud of himself and he's grateful that he has to live like this.
Xenon
NAME: Xenon Giovanni Rouvallix
AGE: 28 years old
BIRTHPLACE: Manila, Philippines.
ADDITIONAL INFORMATIONS:
~His dad is the CEO of the current titleholder of "Biggest Company in the Philippines" which is "RBI (Rouvallix Bank Investment). His dad is very avaricious when it comes to earning money. Now that he already have the success that he was only aiming to have, he became boastful about everything and doesn't believe on expressing humility.
~His mom currently lives in Brisbane, Australia. She never cared about his family. A parasite like her could never appreciate fascinate things that she had received all in her life even the care of her own mother looks worthless to her and cannot be grateful on somebody's help to her.
~Xenon is a very great man. He has all of the usual ideal type of women. He is straight nevertheless, he never believed in love. He always have thought that love is cruel and love indicates indefinite destiny. He also learned that money creeps everyone out especially that it gives a spark on their eyes, fearfully attached and attracted by its reflected value. He was born on September 16, 1992. He have 3 siblings. 1 older brother, 1 younger sister and 1 younger brother.
This is not my first episode but only the introduction of our main characters in the story.
As you can see, I used Philippines as the setting of the story because I lived in Philippines of course, I would like to use it as the center place of my very first story.
This has to be the end of this marvelous introduction.
SEE Y'ALL ON THE NEXT EPISODE.
Author
I'll start uploading the first episode on I thinkkkk Tuesday.
Author
Hope you learned something new on this introduction.
Author
"Blissful and caring friend is more splendid that we could have than avaricious and negligent parents."
All I can say is 'thank you' and 'I love you'.
I may seem to be simple to y'all but I am promising to put all of my determinations on making this one.
CHAPTER 1: CONVERSATION
I am peacefully walking down the street. Looking around the beautiful houses surrounding the place.
I quickly stopped as the kitten aggressively jumped on me. I was definitely shocked.
Stanlee
Argh, a kitten. AGAIN?
I screamed my last word right before putting down the kitten on the ground.
I can hear a sad tone from the cat's whimper. I decisively took a decision and carried the kitten once again on my arms.
Stanlee
Gladly that RBI accepts pet inside. You're lucky today.
I formed a frown while pointing at the lost kitten.
Stanlee
I feel glad that I got accepted on the biggest company. I surely will-
A car driving at fast speed has yet to come over me that made me stop talking however, a man initiated to save my by pulling me over to him and sets our position aside to sidewalk.
I breathlessly granted as I felt some huge pressure running inside my nerves.
man
No problem. You should look side by side as you cross the street. The driver of that car earlier was literally driving as if it's his last. Be careful next time.
Stanlee
Yeah. Uhm, can I know what time is it already? I just realized that *looks down my wrist* I left my watch at home.
I awkwardly laughed as I looked at the man's face.
man
Sure uh. *checks the time on his phone* 11:45 AM. F*ck, my dad would kill me. I'm late at work. There's an urgent meeting, I should come as soon as possible.
I was going to ask his name but he quickly ran the street, leaving me with the kitten that I've found earlier.
I gently caressed the hairy body of the kitten whilst carrying it on my arms carefully.
I was widely smiling until I realized what the man told about the time. 11:45.
Stanlee
Oh modapaka. I did not pay attention to what he had just said.
I put a facepalm then ran to the building as if someone's chasing me with a sharp spade.
breathe. breathe. breathe.
One guard came by my side and guided me the door.
I, on the other hand, followed the guard's lead and immediately walked inside the room that I'm assigned to work into.
Someone: Stanlee Abreioux? That's a nice name. Should we assign him this task?
Someone 1: I'm pretty sure that he would definitely done that alluringly.
I was busy doing my work before someone pats my shoulder, calling my attention maybe.
Xenon
Hey, Stanlee Abreioux right?
I turned my gaze at the person's face and it's similarly looking like the man that I've met earlier.
We synchronized our words while dropping out our jaws.
Stanlee
Yeah. What are you doing here? I mean if I could ask you, are you working here as well?
Xenon
Yeah, I do work here but the only difference from the other employee like you is that, the CEO's my dad.
I was definitely astonished that the man who saved me from being hit by a car is a son of this company's CEO.
Xenon
I've never seen you before. Are you new here?
I got out of awestruck and answered him straight away.
Stanlee
Y-Yeah. I'm. I'm new around h-here.
I was stuttering as hell like I couldn't say anything because I'm talking to the son of our CEO.
Xenon
And your cat's still there but anyways, can I ask you to do this work. Researching about enhancing money's investment so we can have more appealing processes of having this kind of company.
Stanlee
Sure, sure. No problem sir.
Xenon
Okay that's incredible of you. I'll stay here and wander you around so we can get to know each other. I don't know if this is either a coincidence or not but yeah, destiny's attaching us to be friends. That won't hurt right?
Stanlee
It's a great honor to have you requested about being friends with me cause you know, I'll definitely be grateful if I can be one of your friends.
Xenon
That ain't a thing. I can be anyone's friend.
Stanlee
But I've just heard that you rejected many people who would like to be friends with you.
Xenon
That's because they're cheap, worthless and nothing like me.
Stanlee
Well, I'm also a cheap person-
My words was cut by his sudden response.
Xenon
No, you're unique. I can say that you're unique.
Xenon
Continue your work, you might finish it late.
Stanlee
Oh yeah yeah, I totally forgot. I got mesmerized by our conversation.
Xenon released a chuckle then I continued doing my work.
After some time, I finished my work.
Xenon
Uhm, can I get your number?
Stanlee
Sir. I am giving you my utmost respect but I won't have the rights and obligation to give one of my personal information. I'm sorry.
Xenon
You're too overacting. It's for the work that I've assigned to you. I need to contact you every time that there's an update about the research.
I made an awkward smile on my face.
POV: I'm definitely too sensitive.
Stanlee
Oh, okay sir. I-I'm sorry, I got you misunderstood.
Stanlee
Here's the number.
I wrote the number on a piece of paper before giving it to him.
Xenon
Thanks and also, you need to go home now. You're overworking too much.
Stanlee
Actually, I really need to work hard sir for different purposes. First, is to give my family a financial support since I have many siblings and a single mother.
Xenon
Even if you overworked yourself, nothing's gonna change on your monthly salary.
Stanlee
I see but I definitely have got to do my job properly and I'm going now sir, thanks for the gentle concern.
I wore out a smile, carrying the kitten along with my bag before putting my phone inside the bag and walks out of the office.
As I entered my house, I'm hearing loud noises and screams. It made me alerted and worried so I walked inside right away.
Mrs. Abreioux
STOP THE NOISES.
My siblings are having a karaoke party which my mom really hates.
My mom jumped out of excitement and hugs me tightly afterwards.
Stanlee
Calm down mom, imma answer you in advance. I did great, I pulled off my performance on my first day and I'm truthfully okay.
Mrs. Abreioux
You literally have the guts to memorize everything that I'm going to ask you whenever you got home.
I scratched my head and sarcastically laughed.
Mrs. Abreioux
FINN, PREPARE EVERYTHING IN THE KITCHEN. LEE'S ALREADY HERE.
She then turned her look at me.
Mrs. Abreioux
Get yourself at the kitchen. Your food's prolly waiting for your stomach to digest it.
Stanlee
Of course, I will. I'm dying out of hunger right now.
I roundly patted my stomach before heading into the kitchen just to see my stubborn siblings there, eating their food belligerently.
I ate my dinner as well but in a peaceful way unlike these headstrong kinfolk siblings of mine.
As I eat my dinner in a peaceful mode, an unknown number texted me as my phone's ringtone occupied the kitchen.
Stanlee
Who could this be?
Stanlee
Shut up. I never had a girlfriend even once.
Sabranica
And now you have one.
She screamed then gets a fearful response from our mother.
Mrs. Abreioux
WHAT THE H*LL IS YOUR PROBLEM SABRANICA? I'M PEACEFULLY WATCHING TV PATROL RIGHT HERE THEN I'M HEARING YOU BRAGGING OUT MY NAME.
Sabranica
Lee has a girlfriend.
She teasingly responded that made my mom showed up like a ghost in the kitchen.
Mrs. Abreioux
You have a girlfriend Lee? Oh-oh.
She immediately believed of what Sabranica told her then started pecking the top of my head that made my other siblings bursting out their suppressed laughter.
Mrs. Abreioux
Quiet. Don't ever forget about how I take too much care of you once you two had an agreement about living with each other in one room.
Stanlee
I'm telling you mom-
Mrs. Abreioux
I SAID QUIET YOU HARDBOILED HEADED KID. Don't ever-
Sabranica
Mom it was a joke.
She told about it immediately right before Mom could say more dramatic words.
Mrs. Abreioux
WHAT THE. Y'ALL ARE OBNOXIOUS.
Mrs. Abreioux
I'm literally enjoying the report about Jadine's sudden breakup then y'all would just disturb me for nothing.
Stanlee
Here we go again for another episode of blabbering noises of Mom.
She then pinched my ear that made me flinched off of my position.
Sabranica
You could've just said nothing.
Mrs. Abreioux
Continue your dinner. Imma remind y'all that one time, I'm getting rid of you and throw y'all in the river.
She was blabbering words nonstop while walking towards the living room.
Stanlee
You're unbelievable Sabranica.
Another vibration came out of my phone and that's when I knew that it's Xenon.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Hey Stanlee, did you already start doing the work?
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Stanlee, why aren't you answering? It's me the handsome Xenon who saved you from being dead earlier today. Don't creep out. It's not like a mysterious person would've text you right now.
Stanlee
⌨️▶️ I'm sorry, I'm in the middle of eating my dinner.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Oh sorry for the disturbance but you know, I just came to check if you started doing the work.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Go ahead and continue your dinner, take care crossing the street, you would've dead without me.
I formed a smile after reading the recent message of Xenon.
Sabranica
Yeah, I really suspected the truth. You have a girlfriend brotha.
Stanlee
⌨️▶️ I'm going now, bye bye.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Okay, make sure to have finished the work before the week ends.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Just call me Xenon or anything you want. It's too formal.
Stanlee
⌨️▶️ Fine fine, imma go now bye bye.
Sabranica
Your typing is contagious, wouldn't it be obvious of having a girlfriend brotha?
Stanlee
You, shut your mouth. That's literally the son of the CEO of RBI. Don't you ever make an issue between us about having relationship, I'll surely slap the sh*t out of you.
Sabranica
Oh, yeah I had just remembered. YOU'RE GAY AND NOW YOU HAVE AN ATTRACTIVE AND RICH BOYFRIEND.
I cracked my voice that made them burst out laughing.
We continued the night blissfully.
And it made me joyful this day that even though I have these obnoxious family, they're still worth to be trusted of.
At the end of the day, they will still be and will always be my family.
~ e n d of the c h a p t e r ~
Author
For your information, parents here in the Philippines most especially our mothers are like the noisiest human being on Earth. They be blabbering out words nonstop and that's what I did to Mrs. Abreioux to have the definite significance of the people here in the Philippines.
Author
I only thought of the company's name and I am not referring it to any existing company in the Philippines.
Author
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Author
Again, this has to be the last stage of the story.
Author
Hope you guys have a wonderful day and night, love y'all!
CHAPTER 2: ACCIDENT
Moon's sharply shining with its beautiful and unique features. 🌔
Stars are small but when you have come to look closer to it, it's much bigger than you. 🌠
This claims spotlight. You have your unique characters and talented skills.
You're like a star. Whenever someone judges you, they made a very mistake.
I've learned this from my father.
My father was the first man who hurt me.
I never expected a blatant response of my sexuality identity.
I am typing briskly over here inside my room.
Doing the task that I am assigned to do.
POV: It's just easy, I can finish it tonight actually.
POV: I'm totally confident that I'd present this by tomorrow.
Another message from Xenon.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Are you done with the work? I mean you must've done it right now because how did I possibly come out with the decision of giving you one week.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ It's just a piece of cake anyways.
Stanlee
⌨️▶️ I'm almost done then you messaged.
Xenon
⌨️▶️ Oh, I'm genuinely sorry about that but I just wanted to check if you've already done it but yeah, you're doing it neatly. Thank you.
Stanlee
⌨️▶️ I'm almost finish sir, I need to do this quickly bye bye.
Then he stopped messaging me after that.
I continued my work peacefully and after 3 hours, I've done it.
Stanlee
I'm officially done with this. We need to be more hustle next time.
I proudly said to myself before going to sleep.
Mrs. Abreioux
Goodmorning hoe.
Sabranica
Why would you call me that Mrs. Abreioux.
Mrs. Abreioux
I'm your mom.
Sabranica
I know but you treat me like I'm your adopted daughter. Well, aren't I?
Mrs. Abreioux
Shut up. I have flourished all my love to all of you then a single strictness, you'd suspect something from me?
Mrs. Abreioux
How desperate you all are.
Sabranica
Mom, calm down now. It's in the morning, stop being noisy.
Mrs. Abreioux
Reice, prepare some breakfast please.
That made Reice stand up from her seat.
A stubborn voice occupied my ears.
And of course, I got awake.
Stanlee
Oh, why would you wake me up. It's too early.
Giovanni
It's already nine twenty-five Leelee.
I screamed out of frustration and quickly quits my room and ran to the bathroom.
Giovanni
I was just playing. I hope he doesn't get mad at me.
The cacophony of pan shaking, fire stoves, chats and a running water from the sink.
Mrs. Abreioux
So early taking a bath?
Stanlee
It's already nine twenty-five Mom, I need to go hurry.
Mrs. Abreioux
What?! Did you just break your watch, it's 5 in the morning dumba**
I shouted my little brother's name.
He wasn't responding so I rushed myself coming upstairs to have a look for Giovanni.
Stanlee
IT'S 5 IN THE F*CK*NG MORNING.
Stanlee
HOW COULD YOU WAKE ME UP THIS EARLY.
Stanlee
YOU'RE NOT MY ALARM CLOCK AND WILL NEVER BE MY ALARM CLOCK.
I glared, fuming in anger.
Giovanni
L-Lee, I'm sorry.
I felt a sudden tap on my shoulder only to see Gio with a puppy-eyed look from behind.
Stanlee
Why did you just blur out numbers. It made me rush my blood up.
Stanlee
STOP. DOING. THAT. AGAIN.
I separated each words before going downstairs.
Sabranica
You've been fooled once again d*mb*oe.
Stanlee
I was literally panicking.
Mrs. Abreioux
These two really are siblings. They make fun of you each day. I'm starting to think that they can't live for a day without teasing you.
I crossed another harmful street again.
But I surpassed it, I'm proud. Stand strong Lee.
I was focusing on my phone but then I got a black vision.
Author
I'm genuinely sorry for updating a short chapter.
Author
But anyways, I think we'd have a very long blablabla on the next chapter.
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