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Emotion Leads To What Life?

What is life?

There's a girl who is sitting beside the window and watching outside. From there, she saw children running around in the garden, hearing the sound of birds and she wish she could enjoy her life happily without people interfere her life.

"Hey girl. What are doing?" said her bff, Michelle.

"Nothing." answered by the girl.

"Hey, I know this is not my position to give you advise but you need to set your path to become what you want and not other people decide what they want you to become."

"You need to think about yourself more than other people. They just there and if they are not supporting you then here we are your friends. We are willing to give the love you have been longing off." told by Sheirwinn, her other BFF.

"Yeah, I know you all gonna be there for me atleast. But I'm okay, just need more time to think about this." said Lisa.

She has been emotionless because of their family. Her family throw her out and doesn't want to recognised her as their daughter.

Because of this, she has been living with her friends who willing to accept her for what she was and supported her from behind.

"I can't believe they throw you just because you didn't reached expectation they have from you." Patricia said.

"I have you guys now since no one want me. Right? Love you guys so much to the moon."said Lisa.

She has been grateful to have friends like them. No one is willing to help me but them eventhough they also gone through some hardship especially Michelle since she also got a strict family. I understand them more since we started to be friends in our university life.

Right now Michelle Lee is the top fashion designer in the world and as a model herself she almost the same height as me because I am the tallest with almost 6ft.

Patricia Choi worked as most intelligent ICT engineer and Sheirwinn Jung as most wanted finance who has alots of excellent awards, outstanding financer.

And here I am Lisa Soo who mess up in her life not because she wants too but the pressure people expect her to be.

They has been knowing each other since university and they know each other secrets. And Lisa Soo to have secret which only her bff know about her and not even her family know about it.

Her family come from a prestigious family and a very religious too so that is why her family dare to do this to her since they also have a big family and some even got Masters and PhD so if someone made a disgrace or like in Lisa's case, they didn't hesitated to chased them out.

Lisa is not the only one who got to deal with this but also her cousins but this is the first time for her parents to do this.

Lisa continued to observed outside while thinking what is making her life to be accepted.

Her story

Lisa Soo is 22 years old now. She studied finance to make her family happy but as time passed by, she thought that the course wasn't that hard but she has no interrst in studying them.

So behind her family knowing, she still taking the course but the main course she is currently studying is English Literature. She loves to read all kind of novels and also manga then soon she has write novels.

Some of her novels was able featured as a film as the director was intersted in her works. Lisa also don't want anyone to know her existence so she make another name to cover her real as Kyung Soo.

In her novel, she has written a lot of her real life events and no one knows that was based on her true story.

"Michelle, could you please go to the event and cover up for me, please? I help you later if you need any helps." *Lisa doing the puppy eye thing. Even Michelle couldn't resist it.

"Okay, but make sure you promised hah!".

"Yeah that's why I love you!" Muahhh as Lisa giving flying kiss to her. Lisa still haven't released any statement regarding to her identity yet because she is not comfortable with it yet.

With her situation, she decided not to revealed anything until she is comfortable.

Michelle giving her best since Lisa was her bff and don't want her to get hurt anymore. As model and public figure, she doesn't have any problem.

She understand her on why Lisa still not comfortable with it. Michelle first introduced Lisa works as her shadow in her university time and that's why she decided to become her shadow and became famous.

So that people don't complained anything or make it worse. The more she is involved, people will not take advantage of her friends.

All of her bff knows that this is important career for her and even the novel was part of her real story. Although there is one more thing concerning to Lisa because of the matter happen with her family, she decided to take self defense class and even judo class.

There are lots of story happen to Lisa Soo that made her became cold and talking less.

"Does my mom called you?" Lisa talked out of nowhere.

All three of them see one another. Then Patricia open her mouth, "Lisa, don't think much about this. You still have us in your lives. So be happy!".

"But does she know anything about me now. About where am I right now or anthing?".

All of them sighs. None of them got any news related to her family like none. Does her family really kicked her out just for the reason or the past event? Even it is related to the past event, still it has happen a long time ago and it is not her fault.

There are dark history that happen to Lisa when she was still a teenager and none of them still don't understand how that happen.

That was because her family shouted about it. They were friends since university so all three of them don't know fully but they know it was not her fault since she is ver kind hearted girl that they know all this years.

Please sleep

"Do you have new work you need to do?", Sheirwin. asked Lisa and she nodded. "Can we know the synopsis? Pwetty please?" looked at Lisa with puppy eyes.

Since this is important for her career so she explained to them about her upcoming novel.

"Do you need any help from us?" "No need. I'm fine but can you restock paper for me since it is not enough." "Okay dear, but you need to sleep first since you haven't sleep well this two days."

Lisa answered, "Okay, why don't we sleep together. It's been awhile since we gathered together."

"Okay." They answered.

As the night passed by, Lisa awoke from the dream she had. That was about a guy whom she met a few years back and betrayed her trust.

She still remembered that day where she had been trick by him and not only him but her close family too. She does not want to believe what happen but she needed to believe it.

She wake up from bed slowly because does not want the three of them to wake up. Slowly she walked out to the balcony.

Then she sat on a chair thare. She sat there for 3 hours and still wide awake. During those hours, she had a lot in her mind.

Why does she not killed herself? She can just jumped off the balcony. Or why does she not cut her wrist or hang herself? Why does she need to live?

She remembered what the three of heh bff told her. No one wants to die horribly. Do people love her sincerely?

Since little, she was a nice girl who does not talk back to people who hurt her in words or physically abuse. She talked nice to them although she's been offended by them.

She always be the one girl who they wanted to be. But they didn't give her chance to help her or given a talked about her. They always compared her to others even not her siblings or family.

They always wanted her to have a better result and with that she could have a better jobs and even continued to pursue their dream and not hers.

They doesn't know what she wants. And it is also part of her because she does not speak up for her, don't even know how to defend herself. What she know is nodded to her family.

All of it, there always a reason. Not a reason but many reasons but she decided to stay silent. And after all of that happen, she knew that she have been messed up her whole life, her future.

No one could predict their future and there Lisa, who wants to predict her future but got tangled on a wrong way.

Who knews this could happen to sweet and nice girl like Lisa. Who would guess it happen to her. Not even herself. Not even her bff. Not even strangers but her own family dare to do that.

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