First, I want to say thank you to all who will see this. This was my first work novel. And I am not good at writing. But, I really want to write this story. Actually it stuck in my head for almost a week. So, I will try my best to write this first novel. Some of you here are a k-pop fan like me. So I know you'll feel what I feel. This was only a fan-fiction. This was not true to life story. I was waiting for your support. And hope you guys like it. Fighting!~ ୧( “̮ )୨✧

Hi I am Jaeyi. 18 years old from South Korea. I am a fan-girl. I start stanning kpop group when I was 15 years old. I became kpop fan because of influence of my classmate. First group I stan was EXO, Yeah I am EXO-L. But, I leave the fandom early. I'm not an EXO-L for too long. I thinks 5 months and I leave when Z.Tao leave the group. Yeah Z.Tao was my ultimate bias. But, when he leave I think I am no longer EXO-L. Its ok to call me a solo stan.

I am the fan-girl who doesn't own a kpop merch. I don't have album or lightstick. I can't attend the concert even a fan meeting once in my life. First, reason why because I am broke. Second, they don't support me being a kpop fan. Because, they're worried of my study. They don't want me to fail. Last but not the least my parents are strict. They didn't want me to go somewhere. Hang out with my friends, I can't. My teenage life revolves in school, house,school,house, repeat. Yeah. my life is so boring. But, thanks to kpop I found myself not boring.

After I finish my homework. I watch kpop moments in youtube. Streaming their MV's. Watching their live interview. Of course in youtube too or V-Live. Because of them my standards are so high. Not so high rather. I mean you know I don't like handsome guys. I like the cute one. But, I don't have time to search for that person. I'm to lazy find someone like Choi YeonJun. Yeah, Choi YeonJun from the group Tomorrow X Together (TXT) If you are asking why is YeonJun is cute. I don't want to see his cool or hot side. I only want his cute side. So this is how I start being a fan.

I'm a boring person. I have no friends at school. After my whole day class I'll go home. Because you know I don't have much to do after class. And my parents is strict. Oh by the way I am only child. My parents are busy in their businesses. I don't know what was their business. They didn't tell me yet. They say they tell me some other time. They want to hire a nanny for me. Because my parents are not in our house everyday. But, I refuse to have. First they will not afford the salary. Second I'm scared with other people. And lastly, I want to be alone. So I'll do on my own. I cook for myself and clean the house. After that I'm ready to watch kpop variety show.

After watching...

I want to do something. I want to make money on my own. I want to take part time job without knowing my parents. Because for sure they not agree to that. So tomorrow I'll start searching part time job. But first I need to make a resume. After that I'll put it on back. And sleep because I have class tomorrow.

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What time is it? Oh it's 4:00am in the morning. Too early lols. I'm sleepy. But, I need to be awake. Of course my mom is not here yet and my dad. I'll cook for my self. Jajaaan~ LOL I'm to lazy to cook breakfast in the morning. Here is it..

(p.s. pictures are not mine. credit to the rightful owmer ☺︎)

...*At school.. 6:00 a.m....

(Again credits to the owner oft this picture. ☺︎)

Finally I arrived at school. It's so far from my house you know.

Yeah.. Hanlim Multi Art School. I don't know why my Mom enroll me in this school. I don't like arts. I'm not good at singing, dancing and drawing. Argh. That's why I can't make friends in school. They are all talented you know. And they are all rich. Unlike me. LOLS >< By the way I'm lucky because I saw TXT in school. When they shoot "Runaway" MV. LOL >< They are all handsome, kind and tall. Soobin is so tall for real. I'm shock when I see. Like a giant you know. Well I'm only 155cm. And I see my Yeonjun he is so cute guys. My eyes can't take away from him. Until I forgot that I have next class. My teacher see me LOL >< I run faster I don't want to have a punishment. I'll be dead for sure when my Mom knows it. Well I'm running I keep my eyes to Yeonjun. And then guys you know HE SEES MEEEEEEEE!!! I almost faint LOL!><

...*The bell ring.. 7:00 a.m....

Oh the class will start now. And the teacher will be here soon. Our first subject of course music. I loved music but music hates me.

*They all go to the music room including JaeYi.