P R O L O G U E

"f*ck nathallie where the hell are you !!" he shouted

My heart is beating faster and faster, what does he need?

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a moment before getting up from my seat

"You can do that nathallie, you will" I whispered to myself

We are not a couple anymore ... he abandoned me a long time ago for no apparent reason

He wants me to sign the annulment paper so that he can marry his new girlfriend

When I got inside, it immediately greeted me i look at him cold

"What do you want knight" i calmly asked him and he looked at me with a danger eye that you thought he was going to kill

What would i expect

It is him ,, knight Ivan Fillan a cold hearted man my husband ohhh i forgot not anymore...

"are you deaf !! I call you so fvcking times" he said coldly without any emotion in his two beautiful dark blue eyes how cute ehhhh what i am thinking no no.....

"just straight to the point knight, im tired I don't want to hear your long story" I also looked at him coldly, sometimes I laugh at myself because of the courage I show to him, I'm used to it

I used to almost fall from my position because of fear, I almost choked on his scream,

But now it's different, i can hide my emotion now and and talk like a cold one too hehehe where same now

"Sign this paper nathallie, im done with you i dont love you anymore so ~" i cut the word he want to say yaaahh i know you don't love tsk don't repeat it tsk it's hurt you'll know

"give it to me" I have no desire to insert it

It was as if it was revived to hear my consent

I quickly signed it and no doubt went up to my room tsk what a drag ohh i forgot again im also a drag tsk what a pity girl am i

"hmmmm im tired sow tired" i whispered

I remember what mama used to say "When people don't like you, don't force yourself"

Mama is right, I should not have forced myself to be hurt

I was just stunned by the emptiness and tears were slowly pouring out of my eyes gosh why i' am crying tsk

"in case you get back with me and you regret that you chose your girlfriend knight i swear I will never come back to you i will never be your's again Your sow heartless" I whispered in emptiness and let myself sleep on the cold floor

I am nathallie Zeiss brandle -fillan

IM JUST A EX WIFE

" I HURT SOMETIMES,BUT I DONT WANT TO BE HURT AGAIN I SWEAR I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT AGAIN"

AUTHOR NOTE:THANKS TO READING MY STORY KEEP SAFE😉😉😉 AND IM SORRY FOR THE TYPO

(Flash back)

"Pakkkkk !!"

Nathallie almost broke her head at the loud slap given by her heartless husband just because she came out of the house without saying goodbye.

But he did not seem to feel any pain from the slap

"your slut !! You are no different from my mother nathallie, you are just the same" he shouted while giggling.

Nathallie could do nothing but keep her mouth shut because she knew that whatever she said she was always wrong

Nathalie looked up and saw that all the maids seemed to be crying for the witness tsk

"tsk I'm the one who hurt here, then they'll cry tsk I'm not dead yet don't cry just look up the sky and say good bye hhhahhhaaha kiding" in her mind

"Aren't they used to it" she whispered in her mind

That's how long her life is always sow pity

The gift of his very kind husband is always slapped and punched, his whole body is numb because of this but his mind is still resisting and hoping that one day her husband will change and return to his old dealings.

Nathallie smiled hard and faced her husband without emotion

He dared to show his strength because otherwise he would just laugh at her

But then he slapped her again, nathallie almost tasted her own blood on the side of her lips

"What are you going to do right now huh because it's true! what I'm saying you are so flirtatious hah nathalie ~ how many have used you" he shouted again at his wife's face

"come here! totally that's all you want! isn't it delicious ~" he held natahllie's hand very tightly leaving a scar on his white arm again

"do ~ nt" nathalie whispered but it just didn't matter when she was thrown on the bed

"It's so close knight very! close to surrender myself to you" was all nathallie said in her mind

Con ~

Third person Pov

Nathallie woke up when her phone suddenly rang

This caller is his best friend

The girl sat up properly and took a deep breath before answering

"heyy what's up" nathallie mocked the phone

He heard his friend whisper that he knew what he was saying "a good pretender ever" the girl just laughed in his mind and stood up in bed

He can do nothing because he knows her well and he will never fool her

"Oh what about the new bruise on your body" he shouted sarcastically to nathalie

"zene, please not now" he knew his friend and sermon would criticize him again why did you marry that monster blahh blahh blahh tsk

"heyy nath don't yell because it's true, tsk tsk tsk..look at your self you even beat your grandmother in your ugliness ... nath ..., you're not like that right" she shouted on the phone as if she was crying its voice

Even then he was crying in his friend's voice

"zene I can do myself okeyy, I'm strong" he excused

"That's where you are good at pretending, and what is it? You can handle your face !! Nath common you listen to me, there is no right family and I am the only one left here is our responsibility so I acted like that, nath you know that right?" snifft " im afraid that one day ~ "sniift" one day to see you lying down and ~ and dead nathallie you know what I mean plsss it's not for me it's for yourself so sign that bullshit paper "

He did nothing but cry and cry ... his friend was right, he had no family because of the explosion of their vehicle

And only his friend is left to take care of it

"i know ~ zene, i know" was the only word he uttered because he was short of breath

"nath are you okay" the friend asked seriously as the friend felt like he was having trouble breathing

Nathalie did not answer and just tightened her grip on the phone while holding her breath

"okay ~ wait for me there nathallie ... just hold your breath okay"

CON

NATHALLIE POV:

I just got home from the hospital, the doctor said I only had (hyperventilation) because of the fear I felt

When I was in front of the sub division of our residence, I first stayed outside the gate

This house is scary not because there is a ghost but only here is the worst person I have ever met

The heartless knight Ivan Fillan

I was about to enter when someone grabbed my shoulder I was not surprised because I knew Nanny was the one I considered a mother since childhood

"oh dear you came home, why didn't you go inside"

I smiled at it and pretended to be happy, I did not want to show that I was sad

"I'm just thinking about how this big house was made" I joked here

He looked smiling but his eyes wanted to tell me something

the surroundings became quiet and Nanny broke down on her own

"nathallie, ija sorry if I can't do anything to protect you from your husband's evil, you know work is important to me ~" I cut off what he wanted to say

"I'm fine, don't worry because I'm used to it, and I'm really hungry" I whispered in his ear

He laughed at my joke and hugged me very tightly

"if don orlando and donya zatha were still alive, they would not allow this to happen to their angel daughter" he whispered seriously

He was right, because my mom and dad never wanted to have a single mark on my body, and maybe my dream as a doctor came true.

"Do you think I'm going to die?" I asked sadly I felt his embrace loosen

"It's bad to say something like that sister, come inside until your husband is gone and I'll serve you your favorite adobo" he forced a smile on us so I just smiled here

In case I get lost I will first make sure I am free from knight's hand

Because I don't want to die still in his hands

"okay Nanny"

FAST FORWARD !!

after eating I hang out at my favorite place which is there narra tress, sheltered here and windy so here I hang out

As I sat, I couldn't help but think of what zene and I had talked about

Flashback ...

"Sign the annulment paper nathallie while you still have time"

"love is sacrifice nath, if you really love him you will sacrifice"

"it's complicated zene, I don't want their company to collapse"

"but look at you, are you still thinking about company hah your funny nathallie, when you come to your house you will immediately break up with him is it clear, or maybe you still love that idiot, do you still love him nath?"

"yes but it's not like before"

End of flashback

Maybe this time I will think of myself

They were the right size when I changed them compared to before

I am losing weight, my white skin has turned pale, I also have a lot of scars and dull spots.

You enslaved me knight for three years and now I will take care of myself

Gradually the darkness engulfed me because of the tired feeling