"I hate this world, I hate people, I hate my life." this is what's inside my head everyday from waking up in the morning and sleeping on the evening.

Getting yelled for no reason, getting abused for a simple mistake, bullied by the entire school even the teachers doesn't care.

What a nice life I had. "sigh, Man I wanna end my life"

"Jhin! Go make some food! I'm hungry"

"Jhin! Go clean the bathroom!"

Damn my parent's how can I do the food and bathroom in the same time are they idiot?

"Jhin what are you doing? The food is burning! Come here now!" his angry father shouting.

"What the hell look at the food idiot!"

"You're so useless (grab a wooden stick)"

"Wait I'm sorry it's not my fault! Mom ask me to clean the bathroom! Do you expect to cut my self in half to do both?" Jhin said to his father.

"So it's my fault? If you clean the bathroom early then there will be no problem! Honey hit him!" angrily said his mother.

"No, no wait I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Wait please" Jhin begging his father not to hit him.

"Smack!, Smack!, Smack!"

"I'm tired of this shit life, if you're just treating me like this I'm leaving you bastards! I hope you lose everything you care about in your lives!" Jhin angrily said to his parents.

"huh!, you think you can leave? Lock him in the room! No food or water in 1 week!" his mother said to his father.

Why do I have to be born in this family? Why is God so cruel to me? Man I wanna die, but I can't give up now I have to escape here.

"Hahahaha. What an idiot parents I have, if they don't want me to escape they should have put me in a room with no window. But thanks to that I can escape" Jhin mumbling to his self.

OK so I gathered 5 clothes, phone, and money that I save. It should be enough for two months I gotta find a work, maybe I should try working at the convinience store. One that far from my parents.

"haaaah" good thing I manage to find one in just 2 weeks I hope my life this time will be comfortable.

"Ehhh! No I didn't take the many in the cashier trust me I didn't" Jhin proving his innocence to the manager.

"Do you really expect me to believe that? Your alone here last night! Who else will take the money?" Manager said to Jhin

"I told you I didn't take the money" Jhin said

"Then who's money is this? It's impossible for you to have this money when you don't even have a home and your just 17 years old" the manager said

"Huh? That's my money! And I didn't take anything in the cashier!" Jhin angrily said to the manager.

"Sigh, I'm calling the police" the manager said

In the end I end up paying him even I didn't take anything! What the hell is this? I even got beat up by the police men, I hate this.

If this the life I'm having for the rest of my life then **** this, If working in a legal and normal way will lead me to this fucked up life then I will change this rotten world where I can live a normal life.

Whoever stop me from cleansing this world I'll kill them, even if they're police, army, the government I don't give a shit! If no one can make this world a better place

"THEN I'LL DO IT!"

"If no one can make this world a better place, then I'll do it" I know that's what I said but how am I going change the world into a better place? Get rid of the criminals? How about robbing a bank and help the poor?

No way, no way, who am I, Robin hood? "sigh" maybe I should think carefully what I wanna plan to do before getting right at it.

For 2 days I've been traveling all around the city finding a job thinking what I'm supposed do to then suddenly I ran into some thugs. "Man why is my luck so bad."

"hey dumb man watch were you walking will you" member of thug said to Jhin.

"OK I'll be sure to watch my surroundings, and also I'm not dumb, old man!" Jhin replied.

"huh!? Old man?"

"What getting tired of your life? Do you wanna die kid?"

"do you wanna get beat up" thugs angrily replied.

"Smack! Smack! Slam! Smash!"

"You better know who you messing with kid!" thugs said to Jhin

And again I got beat up, how can I change the world if I cannot even protect my self from a bunch of dumb thugs. "Big word, small effort"

What a joke, "might be better to just commit suicide"

"So what? Your just gonna give up and waste your life?"

"Huh? Who are you? Wh......" Jhin replied to the stranger and suddenly passed out.

On that night when I got beat up suddenly there was a woman speaking to me until I passed I don't know what's her intention, I hope she's not a dangerous woman.

And then the morning comes.

"Huh" where am I? I woke up and an unfamiliar ceiling surprised me early in the morning. Who's house is this? "where am I?"

"In my house"

"uhhh" Jhin confused.

"yo! Good morning! You don't need to be scared I'm not going to hurt you"

"I just happen to find you beat up on the streets by some thugs"

"my name is Anna Hurashura, nice to meet you Jhin!"

"I'm J... Wait why do you know my name?"

"Ohh that, uhm.. I saw your ID on your bag"

"huuhhh... Why did you look at my bag?"

"I didn't take anything! and is that how you treat your savior? Ok enough of that."

"So Jhin, you plan to commit suicide? Want me to help?"

"What!!!? No, no. And what do you mean by helping me?

" Hahahaha, I'm just kidding, But seriously why do you suddenly think about committing suicide? Did Something happened? Broken heart?"

"No it's not about that. It's just..."

"If you don't wanna talk about it, I'm not going to force you, but if you need someone to hear you out I'm here!"

"Why are you so carefree? You don't even know me, I don't even know if I can trust you."

"come on, don't worry, if I'm a bad lady I should've just kill you or avoid you when you're unconscious right?"

"Right that make sense."

And on that day I decided to share my story to Ms. Anna, It's weird because somehow I feel comfortable talking with Ms. Anna. Maybe because she is really a good person.

"Then that's my story. Pretty messed up right Ms. Anna."

"I feel sorry for you, that's really messed up and don't call me Ms. I'm not an old woman I'm still 34!"

"Is that how it is? And I think being 34 is considered being old."

"No it's not, being 34 is not old just uhmm... Adult yes, yes, adult"

"then what am I supposed to call you then?

"How about Aunt Anna.?"

"you don't want Ms but Aunt is fine? Your brain is pretty messed up hahaha... Aunt Anna."

"What do you mean by messed up?"

"hahahahah"

"Hey Jhin don't talk about suicide or something like that, Yes the world is cruel but that doesn't mean there's no good and beauty in it."

"So just keep your chin up and move forward, ok?"

It's weird why do I feel at ease talking to her it's like I've seen her before, Is this what they called happy? It's the first time I'm experiencing this it's so warm and peace if only my family were like this, if only my life was full of happiness instead of pain, suffering, and despair, I wonder what kind of man I am today.

On that day Aunt Anna asked me to stay with her for a while until I can survive on my own, Well I have a hard time thinking about it cause a man and a woman alone in one house there's no way I can agree about that what if something happen and what if she kick me out the house and hate me forever?

But what if this only happens one's in a lifetime I might not ran into this kind of opportunity. She is the one who ask me anyway so maybe it's rude to turn down the offer, I just have to agree right why hesitate haha.

(1 Year later....)

"Aunt Anna, So I've been wondering.. What kind of job are you working?"

"Huh? Why did you suddenly bring that up?"

"Well I've been looking for a job in 7 months and still I don't have a job" Jhin said to Anna.

"It's just not right! I'm just a freeloader but still I don't even have a single contribution here" jhin said to Anna.

"So your saying you want to work at my job? Is that what your trying to say?" Anna said to jhin.

"Yes, Yes" Jhin replied without hesitation.

"Well Ok but! Let me warn you! There's no turning back one's you got in, OK?"

"Uhhh.... What kind of job is that? What's with the turning back blah blah blah...?" Jhin replied while having an intense sweating.

"Just tell me if your interested or not?" Anna replied.

"I.. I'm interested!"

"Don't come crying to me ok? Hahahaha"