3 years 2 weeks 8 hours

The 7th of September another day I didn't want to realize. It's been nearly 3 years since that day and move to California . Believe me I really move on in life, at least I think so. Today is my first day in my new school

. " darling, have fun don't be nervous". And there goes my amazing mom.. The fifth time since we left the driveway

. "okay, mom... Just don't freak out I'll be fine"... I guess going to school after 3 years is a big thing.

And there I stood in front of my new school gate.... And there was a gigantic board which tead" welcome to heavenly harbor "what's with the name, sounds like a name of a billduck

And the slogan was like " life isn't just a texture of white and black... Overhere exists a unique style of grey"... Wow... What's with the slogan, it gives me a creepish vibe and is that even a slogan.. This school is so philosophic to much for my taste ...

And just as I made my first step towards a new life... I was knocked down on the floor and all I could see was star.... Just then my bluish vision showed me a guy with pale blondish hair gave me a slip of paper and ran way

And I'm like... What a great and grand welcome I ever had in life!

As I wondered what's happening in life, a girl with hot pink hair helped me up.. To steady on my two little feet

"what was that? " I asked her

She said" oh that just John.. It's his way of saying hi"

"seriously, that was one amazing way of greeting "

She laughed in the Lmao way as if u was telling a hilarious joke.... What's with the people over here literal crazy freaks.

"don't mind him his our local messager... Some sort of postman... His always in a huge rush, but it does bother me why he approached you out of the blue "

As if I was supposed to know. " oh yeah, by the way" she continued as if nothing just happened " my name is America.. U can call me mer"

Taking that as my cue, I introduced myself " my name is abbigal" and the she says " fine, I'll call u Abby... are u from senior 2 class... Hmm same as me " I nodded and with that im tagged a nickname for rest of the semister as well as... Hmm I guess my red badge does give out alot.

As we walked together idk where... She stopped midway and said I'm not sure but why are you holding that piece of paper.

I shrugged and didn't even realize I was holding it until now..."well John gave it to me before he left" and she seemed excited. She asked me to open it and I read

[ the one you are now,

was the one I was then

_tag ]

I turned to mer and she goes like "I guess u have caught his interest " she smiles and head towards the classroom. Leaving me dumbfounded.

3 years 2 weeks 9 days

"Little did I want to know

Cause I will never ever

Let u go !

Little did I see u smile,

Cause you are a cursed miracle

still alive.... "

nope, sounds too cringy. Uff, I'm at it again. Well figures, I am trying to compose a song.

Cause no matter, how trashy of a day I face, the moment I hear music and it charms my broken heart. Like a cure to my illness, or to be specific it's cause of my illness....( Ignore the last line)

I still staring at my desk thinking about mer's words and that letter it won't leave my mind. Cause is someone planning to kidnap me, nah not like my dad's loaded. Hmmm, better to forget stuff, not everything's worth the time.

The next day, morning

Hmmm.........., I can feel something soft and cold yet wet on my face. Damn, to I hate mornings. It's such a drag to wake up in one peace. I open my eyes wondering why would anyone disturb my sleep.untill, I notice red liquid all over me,..... Could this be blood.

"aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, christ" " dad are u insane". I wake up to see my father catching a dragger in one hand and ketchup in other. Dressed as a dog with a rip off brain.

He wishes " happy Halloween, darling!"

I hate when my dad gets in this super festive mood, even though 3 months are left for that, I guess he got that idea as he was putting up the decor. I ask him " dad, what are u suppose to be? "

" how can u not recognize me, I'm wolfie.." great! Now hell go on and on about his wolf and zombie character, he created. After all, he is a cartoonist.

I dress up and all prepared for school, untill I open d door and see something I never imagined a box.... ?

My mind wandered to another land could it have a dead corpse, nah too small, a finger.... Nope too fictional. I come out of my illusions as my mom said " daring, why aren't u out, yet?"

I snap back to realility, seems like the box has to wait untill I return back. I leave box inside an empty potted plant near entrance and sprang towards the bus, i get feeling to day won't be a great day.

*****

"never have I ever

Never have I ever... Hey abbey, it's ur turn"

I look up to see mer and her friends calling me, I then remembered, we were playing a game. I continue " never have I ever...." "stop, it's getting boring " one of mers friends christiana calls out.

Then, she smiles with a dervish smirk " let's play confession, confess one of ur darkest, deepest most confidential crushes to everyone "

Everyone agreed, so, we flip the bootleg and lands on driya, another girl" I have once fallen for yash" everyone has their hands on ur month as if she blirted the biggest sin of century. Later, mer explains, he is a jerk who selpt with half of school girls, although he is nt much of a looker, he is stacked up with bills and gives out jewelry to all of his ex.

Mer asked I didn't think u were a gold diggerc she quickly shakes her head, but the look of it I thought she might snap her neck to half. She said " he once helped a little girl to finish her lollipop cause it's too large, isn't he the sweetest"....... And I go like "a real attractive feature to fall for, as if a dog won't do that better "... Offcouse in my mind, after all, I'm no one to judge.

Then everyone nods their head and flip d bootleg again...... And it's my turn" my first crush is a guy whose face I couldn't see"

Everyone goes like....... '' vv... what? "